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you are my voice when i say ‘nonstop adventures’. you are my fingers when i start a message with ‘hi, hello’. you are the small mushrooms i find on walks through the woods. you are 84 charing cross road. you are the notes app poetry i have saved from four years ago and still won’t delete. you are the murmurs of birds flying over the quay. you are saturn on a cloudless night. you are the list dated 19 october that just says ‘corkscrew, pillows and blankets’. you are cinnamon in coffee, poetry slams, pinot noir, 2am conversations, star wars novels and jazz gigs. you are the dream i had of grocery boxes sitting in the afternoon sun.

you are gone, now, but not to me.

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moon and rainbow at sunrise by mark ham

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it is occurring me thaf i can only take so much. just kidding im the strongest girl alive and can withstand any thing

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i am too sensitive to be a person i feel like they took the heart and brain of a small prey animal and stuck it inside of me i am very dumb and very scared all the time

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why is trying to make a new friend so embarrassing. hi. me again. asking for your attention once more even though i am literally just some random person to you. it's because i want to be not just a random person to you. please understand

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“I feel very small. I don't understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

Anaïs Nin, from nearer the moon: the previously unpublished unexpurgated diary,1937-1939

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Girls under umbrellas (1960s/1970s)

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*examines your pdf folder* have you read them all?

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"am I being annoying" are you aware that my heart is trying to crawl out of my chest to get to you

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im gods favorite open wound

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Wiederhoeft Fall/Wint 2023

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Rebecca Perry, Beauty/Beauty; from 'Kintsugi 金継ぎ'

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Lori Gottlieb, Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: A Therapist, Her Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed

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Unconditional love isn't a free pass to hurt me.

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Listen by Barbara Crooker

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Laura Kampman