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reblog for sample size !!

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moving the same stuff around on my nightstand in a different way = tidying

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I actually hate the aesthetic of my room a lot but it's OK cuz I am way too lazy to do anything abt it

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I wiped down most of the baseboards in my room besides the parts behind like furniture I'm not going that hard lol but it felt nice cuz those things r dirtyy. and I vacuumed

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honestly nothing is 4ever and whatever is meant to be will be and even though my inclination when I am experiencing intense infatuation and someone is bejng very affectionate and intimate with me is I want it to mean it's a serious real thing but it can still b serious and real just for the moment even if it ends eventually or isn't a long term thing. idk I don't know rn bc I just met him it's only been a month almost two. 🙏what's meant to b will be

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date fit....😨

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😐why did he do that

in the morning he pulled me into him then kissed the back of my neck like 10 times

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simone rocha fall 2023 rtw

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2007

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it takes guts to be kind to yourself after a lifetime of being cruel! i do belong in the spaces i am interested in. i do have worth. i have untapped potential. i just need to find that part of me i pushed deep down. no point in mourning over losing my 20s. full throttle to the future.

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blackberry lemon & basil jam w/cream cheese, candied basil, fresh berries and honey.

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blackberry lemon & basil jam w/cream cheese, candied basil, fresh berries and honey.

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these are my favorites from their new self titled album

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I don't have enough room for all my clothes

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U cant reason with an abusive pos who already made up their mind abt hurting u!!!!! biggest lesson I had to learn but I wish I didnt have to learn it at all I guess like imagine if someone didn't feel inclined to abuse and mistreat me? idk. It's fine it already happened but sometimes I have glimpses of bitterness and anger and pity feeling like I'm just unlucky and there r people who haven't experienced what I have or have only had healthy loving love given to them. idk its bad But it's just a passing thought ik it already happened. But I do think it's sad like, I had to learn how to handle this shit and that abusers have all these tactics and will break you down emotionally mentally physically its just fucked up like maybe don't abuse me @him . lol

This was after The stuff I talked abt in my notes app occurred and I was stupidly trying to reason w him and get him to see he isn't treating me like a person and when he grabs me it's extremely triggering etc. i think what he's done is just unforgivable. No apologizing at all after he'd abuse me and break me down the shameless denial and continued emotional and mental abuse and manipulation or just flat out blaming me or saying im dangerous bc I get afraid when he instigates physical aggression against me first all of that shit is just cowardly deflection and lack of accountability from a violent aggressive and unstable man