#diary

[lesbianjudasiscariot]

small talk enjoyers when the weather is in any way notable:

[leonardospoetry]

Something's gonna break one way or another

[noonwalkdiary]

i love when i'm in the car at night and i look out the window and the moon is following me. it's so romantic. we've been doing this since i was a child

[xxdreamscapes]

fyi anyone who drops you because they’re going through too much and need to “protect their peace” (they have no idea what this really looks like btw) when all you’ve ever done is been the most supportive, reliable friend you could have been EVEN when you were going through the hardest times— is doing you a favor!

Once you been through enough bullshit you’ll sniff out avoidance like a bloodhound. Just remember, people like this are only ever running from themselves. It’ll show up in all areas of their lives, and you’ll begin to connect the dots well after all’s been said and done

I’m finding reciprocity now and finally meeting people who commit to action instead of just empty words. It’s changed my life and has made a lot of my past experiences make more sense.

p.s. it’s so easy to delude yourself with the illusion of peace when you have a safety net of mommy and daddy’s money to fall back on. You can try to fill that void with vacations, impulse purchases, and aesthetics, but it only grows. Buying friends, then questioning why you’re so deeply lonely all the time or why nobody understands you is a vicious loop. Real friends, slight inconveniences, and being authentic to you are the cure (:

Or atleast I think so

the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.

[amartworks]

had a fun experience on the subway the other day

[urimaginarygirlfriend]

my mother is the most self-absorbed person in the world

[eckhaus-latte]

i think what really changed my attitude on work/working was learning to treat myself like a third person. perfectionism and procrastination are so personal but in depersonalizing myself from my work, i feel less pressure and more driven. its like i’m managing a machine. a soft machine. i’m also drinking a lot of coffee now.

[w1ldflowerw1ldf1re]

Can someone tell me how to tell the difference between platonic and romantic love?

[sevicia]

Apparently there's this food place in my area where they give kids free food if they show up with a 100% on a test 😭 so cutes

[noonwalkdiary]

i was so fucking sad when i was 14 and now when i fold my laundry or see a pool of moonlight on the floor of my bedroom i know that miracles exist. i see love in everything. love sees everything in me too

[veryluckyclovers]

my mom picked these flowers for me out of state and they’re still thriving ~ going to press them soon

[yourgothgirldowntown]

𝓓𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓕𝓪𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓷𝓮𝓭~

[torturemachina]

hospitality doll x malice mizer

[soulmvtes]

slow days <3 [two]

[malakhim]

waiting for the death blow