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The struggle you’re in today is developing the strength you need tomorrow.

Robert Tew (via myawesomequotes-com)

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I feel like everyone fakes who they really are, when deep down we’re all equal amounts of screwed up. Some of us are just better at hiding it than others.

Colleen Hoover, It Ends With Us (via wordsnquotes)

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Zayn Malik | ELLE UK September 2016

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Things I am Dying to Experience Someday

1. 18th debut party (although I am already 19) 2. Dinner date with family in a restaurant 3. Bday celebrations with fam in a restaurant 3. Family vacation in a resort 4. Carpool karaoke with fam 5. Grocery shopping with fam 6. Movie date with fam 7. Celebrating a milestone or achievements with fam 8. Receiving gifts from my parents 9. Surprise party from parents 10. Out of the country getaway with family 11. Having a peaceful and happy dinner time with fam 12. Having my parents' support 13. Receiving words of encouragement from parents when I need to 14. Being motivated by parents in a good way 15. Hearing them say that they are proud to what I achieved in life 16. Seeing them giving their best to give us what we need in life (food, education, etc) 17. Family day 18. Random foodtrips 19. Being respected as I am 20. Recognizing my achievements and efforts by my parents

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Bakit ba ako napunta sa ganitong pamilya?

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Pagod na ako. Pagod na pagod. Yung pagod na hindi madadaan sa pahinga.

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Napakalungkot ng buhay ko. Putangina.

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And I looked at you while you searched through the skies counting the stars and it suddenly occurred to me. You terrify me. The fact that I can trust you more than I trust myself. I tell you things I don’t tell myself. You know things that I don’t even know about myself. And I love you much more than I love myself. Darling that scares me . Your love scares me.

xiat-fever (via wnq-writers)

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Hi be! Alam kong di ka nagttumblr pero sana mabasa mo to someday. Ilang beses ko na tong nasabi sayo. Baliw na siguro ako ngayon kung di ka dumating sa buhay ko. Sa sobrang bigat ng mga problema ko, di ko na minsan maramdaman yung sakit. Salamat kasi pag kasama kita nawawala lahat. Kahit pansamantala lang yung ease, atleast nakakaramdam pa rin ako ng ginhawa. Totoo pa lang may natitira pang lalaking gaya mo. Yung kayang isakripisyo lahat ng meron sila para sa taong mahal nila. Yung kayang magtiis para sa kapakanan ng iba. Di mo lang alam kung gaano ako nahihiya para sa sarili ko pag tumatanggap ako ng tulong galing sayo. Lalo na pag pera. Pati allowance mo minsan napupunta pa sa internet bill namin. Sa sobrang concerned mo sa akin, nagpadala ka pa ng pera para may pambili ako ng pagkain. Siguro kahit huling piso mo na ibibigay mo pa sa akin. Ganyan mo ako kamahal. Ayoko magmukhang pera sa paningin ng mga kaibigan natin pero alam natin na sobrang hirap ng sitwasyon ko ngayon. Di ko nga alam kung paano mo naaatim mangutang sa mga kaibigan mo para lang makabayad ng tuition fee ko eh. Sa mga panahong gusto ko na lang umiyak nang umiyak, ikaw lang ang nagpapalakas sa akin. Lagi mong pinapaalala na marami pang paraan. Na magagawan natin ng paraan lahat ng problema. Salamat sa walang hanggan na pagpapasensya at pag-unawa sa tuwing nawawalan na ako ng pag-asa. May mga oras na bigla na lang ako aatakihin ng anxiety ko at kahit sobrang antok ka na, lilibangin mo pa rin ako para di ako umiyak nang umiyak. Lately, sunud-sunod yung frustrations ko dahil sa scholarship ko. Ikaw at ako lang ang may alam ng lahat. Akala ng mga kaibigan at pamilya ko, okay ang pag-aaral ko pero tangina di ko nga alam kung makakagraduate ako sa CSB dahil baon ako sa utang at may sobrang 2 terms ako na di na libre ang tuition. Pero, andyan ka. Naniniwala na makakagraduate tayo. Di man sabay pero ggraduate din tayo. Para akong adik ngayon ang pula ng mata ko kakaiyak. Ewan ko ba sobrang emosyonal ko pagdating sayo. Alam kong marami pa tayong pagdadaanan together. Mas matindi pa dito, mas malupit, mas masaklap pero sana sa panahon na yon ay mahigitan ko na love mo sa akin. Grabe ka kasi magmahal eh. To the highest level, wala nga atang katapusan eh. You got the biggest heart in the world.

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You’re so fucking lucky to have someone who adores you and is completely and utterly in love with everything about you. Someone who even though you let them down and broke their heart, they still love and care about you all the same. Someone who doesn’t just love you for how you look but loves you because of your soul and the things that people rarely notice or see in you. Someone who loves and will always love every fiber of your being. Some people would kill for that.

A.U. | Her #5 | You’re really fucking lucky (via sporadic-unwanted-thoughts)

gdi i dont deserved you

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I’m sick of crying.

I’m sick of trying.

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I wish I had the courage to tell someone that I’m not really fine, I’m not okay. I’m losing it, and I’m too fucking scared to tell anyone.

June 26, 2016 (via deadlysecrets)

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Nothing is more sad than trying not to have a breakdown in the middle of the night.