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10 things i did that made me a better manifestor.

one. i let go of logic because life itself is not logical. even the physical world. (3d) we live on a flying rock stuffed with magma with an ocean we barely know anything of around a giant ball of plasma with other floating rocks in a galaxy within another galaxies within a universe and apparently we are the only living beings we know of so far in an infinite universe where time doesn’t really exist. oh, and our flying rock has another flying rock that orbits it and all of this is held together by gravity. does that sound logical to you ?

two. when i want something, i give it to myself in imagination as if it is already happening/already happened. i experience my desire in my imagination. i don’t care anymore about the 3d and i don’t wait for it to validate me. i validate myself.

three. i manifested small things first. i would put my awareness on things that i don’t really care about or stuff i’d like ‘cause why not and would instantly manifest them. i kept finding ways to prove to my “ego” that the law is real and now it shuts up more often.

four. i stopped listening to music, films, content, and tv shows that impact my mood negatively. this might not be the same for everyone but i noticed that the songs i continuously listen to heavily impact my mood and put my awareness on things i don’t want to manifest. same with the other media. however, i still acknowledge that i’m fully in control now. just when i started, i preferred to distance myself from them.

five. i listened to neville goddard’s books as i fell asleep. (i did it once and woke up feeling and thinking completely differently for some reason. even some of my manifestations happened while listening)

six. what worked, worked and i stopped overcomplicating it. so many manifestation “techniques” worked for me especially subliminals, affirmations, scripting, and visualization ! i didn’t keep searching for other techniques. these worked so i just continued doing them and that’s it.

seven. i used my stubbornness in my favor. i am a really stubborn person and i decided to use that in a way that benefits me instead of whining about being stubborn about stuff that aren’t in my favor.

eight. i fully acknowledged that everyone is me pushed out and tested it. eiypo is 100% real and it doesn’t matter what anyone says because no one has free will in your own reality and if you focus enough, you’ll see it.

nine. i stopped trying. i stopped being the person who puts too much effort into anything. my relationship, my friendships, my connection to others, finding a job, getting money, etc. etc. i just assume that i have what i want and that’s it. i don’t want to be the person who does everything and puts all the effort anymore.

ten. 3d and 4d are the same. practicing non-dualism has helped me a lot in manifesting. 3d and 4d are the same. there is no separation. everything is you and you are everything. that’s it.

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don’t be delusional. just know.

delusional and knowing are completely different things, being delusional is acting as if you have something already. you’re aware its not true but you’re deluding yourself into thinking it is, but as soon as an event happens that doesn’t fit your deluded ways you’ll get a slap right in the fact from the 3D and you’ll give up. all you have to do is KNOW. thats literally it just know😭. like the way you know 2 plus 2 equals 4 and nothing can shake your knowingness of it, literally have that same mindset whenever you have a thought about your desire. literally just say “i know i have it all already”. theres no “pretending” theres no “acting as if”. knowing = knowing its true and nothing can shake you from it because you already claimed whats yours. delusional = forcing yourself to believe what actually isn’t true because you haven’t claimed it. a delusional person wouldn’t be delusional if they knew they already have what they want in imagination and they KNOW creation is finished. (this is just my personal beliefs so don’t scream “oH mY gOD! yOU’rE wRonG!”)

does this make sense?

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another shifting hottake of mine that might be a bit controversial is that……

baby shifters are desperate for validation…for confirmation that shifting is real (and that’s valid)

but shifters that have shifted sometimes use that desperation to build little cults of admiration.

the whole “i’ve shifted multiple times” flex is just a status symbol now from what i’ve seen….

and anyone who struggles to shift is treated like they’re just “not trying hard enough” even though the entire concept of shifting is supposed to be personal and mental.

people who haven’t shifted are treated as almost less than (constantly ignored, talked over, etc) which i find incredibly weird because everyone can shift so????

the community has become a hierarchy with aesthetic headers.

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read this if you're confused about persistence, if you've been affirming for months and nothing's shown up, if you're wondering whether you're doing something wrong but can't figure out what. not a method post. not a technique post. just what’s actually going on when it's not working yet.

ok. so. hi. this is going to be messy and probably upsetting. not because it's dramatic. don't flatter it. but because it's honest. and honesty gets weird when you're dealing with a field that's still so underexamined. we're all just poking the edge of the simulation with a biro. and maybe i should leave it alone. maybe i'm overcomplicating again. maybe this is one of those moments where i should just shut up and script and go to bed. but. no. i can't. i don't know how to shut up about this. and maybe this isn't even the truth. maybe this is just one lens. but fine. whatever. here it is.

context: someone asked me today. "how do i force myself to shift in a short amount of time?" (@srcerers this is your fault....affectionately) and i was writing the usual. the "correct" answer. if you decide it, it's done. if you say you shift instantly, you do. period. PERIOD. done and done, tried and true. the golden assumption + confidence = success formula.

and then i spiralled. because i've been saying that for months. and yes, i've shifted. yes, i've seen results. but before that???????? i spent ages deciding. persisting. affirming. knowing. and still. nothing. and no, this isn't about pedestals. this isn't about wanting it too much. this isn't a fucking disney villain song about obsession. this isn't "just let go babe." no one here is pacing the astral gates with mascara running. this isn't longing. this is clarity. this is when you know it's yours and reality still has the audacity to play pretend.

you're not begging. you're not desperate. you're just wondering why the algorithm is lagging. and you're allowed to. you're god, and the lights are flickering. you're allowed to knock on the wall and ask why.

and sure. someone might read this and say "you were overthinking." or "you were still checking the 3d." but it's not that. this isn't panic. it's not frantic. it's the calm after the calibration. this is what happens after you stop checking. after you stabilise. after you fully assume. when you don't need results to believe. but they still don't come. and so you ask. not because you're doubting. because you're refining. it's not sabotage. it's devotion. it's wanting to understand the edge of your own dominion.

and the thing is. in the past, i wasn't hoping. i wasn't tiptoeing. i was in. all in. clearly, absolutely. no checking. no waiting. i wasn't treating the assumption like a wish. i was living like it was already law. so i continued in this spiral. because if you're god. if your thoughts create. if you say "i am in my dr" now and you mean it, like actually mean it, shouldn't that be enough?? i say this confidently, because after shifting so much, yes, that is indeed what happens. but. for people who haven't experienced that privilege. like. confidence plus assumption equals done. right??? so then why not. where does the decision go. does it just evaporate. does it fall behind the couch cushions of the multiverse. in what fucking universe do you decide something every day with conviction and it still doesn't root. how does that not calcify into fact.

so let me give you a scenario. maybe it's you. it was definitely me.

you're affirming day and night. not hoping. not wishing. knowing. you've decided you are in your dr. period. you walk like it. talk like it. feel it. you're not checking for results. not looking over your shoulder. not waiting for it to kick in. because it already did. your inner world is loud. it's screaming this is it. i'm there. not even zeus could knock me off the road because as god is my witness, i am in my goddamn dr.

and, nothing. no hogwarts. no mansion. no parisian cigarette moment with my boo in the rain. just your room. your walls. your body. again. again. again.

and it doesn't make sense. because the law is the law. you're god. your thoughts create. shifting is instant. so what the fuck is happening.

and look, i used to think there were only two ways to persist. either you're in power mode, clean, cold certainty. emotionally detached, i've already shifted, i'm just reinforcing it. or you're in panic mode, still affirming, still assuming, but there's this silent grip underneath. if i stop deciding this, it'll fall apart. and yeah, on the surface those feel like two different planets. one feels sovereign. the other feels shaky.

but if you strip the tone out of it, if you stop obsessing over how it sounds and just look at the architecture, both are assumptions. both are decisions. both count. because the law doesn't care if you're cool about it or crying about it. it only cares that you're doing it. that it's declared. that it's held. so if both modes are valid, then why do they sometimes fail????????

and this is where it started to come apart for me. because both 'i've already shifted' and 'i need to keep deciding' are still assumptions. one just feels better. it's smoother. but structurally, they're the same. and if the panic one isn't checking, if it's clean panic, if it's quiet panic, it should still land. it should still work. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's what broke the seal. because if it's not about hope, not about doubt, not about waiting, not about checking, and you're affirming like a master shifter, what the fuck is it? and i'll be using me as a poster child of examples and say that, hey, although shifting is now easy for me - i still struggle with manifestations. so. why???

and that question is the reason i'm even writing this at all.

so now maybe you're thinking (if i hopefully have not fully gutted your brain as i have with mine while writing this):

maybe it's because i'm doing it from panic, not power. maybe i'm secretly doubting. maybe i haven't let go. maybe i'm still in the waiting room. maybe that's because i keep looking at the 3d.

no. stop. cut it out. that's noise.

you can be in panic. you can be in power. it doesn't matter. if you are persisting. assuming. deciding. then it should work. that's the rule. that's the contract. it's not a myth. it's not a loophole. it's not some cult-coded trick line you chant and hope it lands. it's the structure. it's the law.

i kept trying to find a reason. maybe it's density. maybe it's linear cause and effect, like flipping a light switch and expecting the bulb. but loa doesn't work like that. and shifting definitely doesn't. it's not circuitry. it's not push-button response.

if you are the light, then the switch shouldn't matter. you're not triggering something, you are the trigger. you're the source. the mechanism. the whole #&*!$%@ circuit board. so what's jamming the signal. if it's not doubt. not timing. not belief. then what.

and here's the closest thing to an answer i've got (half consolation, half theory, fully an attempt to keep myself from throwing my laptop across the room):

you've already shifted. you just haven't caught up to yourself yet.

i know. i hate how that sounds too. it's vague. it's annoying. it feels like spiritual scaffolding. but it's not. or i at least hope it's not.

when we say shifting is instant, we don't mean the wallpaper peels itself off and your mom turns into dumbledore. we mean the moment you decide, the reality activates. the coordinates reroute. the entire grid adjusts.

it's as if you are rerouting a train track mid-motion. you're still moving. but you're not on the same line anymore.

the problem is, we expect the scenery to change with the switch. and sometimes it does. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's because the 3d isn't a flatscreen. it's not theatre. it's not performance. it's a mirror. and mirrors don't update because you want them to. they update because you've changed so deeply that they literally can't reflect the old you anymore.

so when you say "i am in my dr" and it doesn't look like your dr, that's not proof it failed. it's just a delay. you're already in the new field, but the particles haven't aligned. and yeah, that's maddening. because your body feels the shift. your head knows it. but your eyes won't show it. and then you start to doubt. not openly. but subtly. in the quiet. in the repetition.

so. what can i sum up. persistence is not about time. it's about saturation.

it's not about hours logged or how many affirmations you can fire off in a spiral notebook. it's about how deep it goes. how thick it sticks. and no, that doesn't mean screaming it louder. doesn't mean performing it. it means not needing to say it at all. not because you gave up. not because you're done trying. but because it's default now. baseline. unconscious. it is. not a spell. not a statement. just identity.

shifting isn't something you win. it's not a trophy for spiritual discipline. it's a symptom. a side effect of self-recognition so total, so absolute, that there's no room left for contradiction.

so yeah. both "i've already shifted" and "i need to keep deciding" can work. panic or power doesn't matter if the persistence is clean. if you're not checking. not looping. not measuring the silence. but if you're still waiting, even subtly, even spiritually, it's not saturation. it's performance.

and that doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. it just means you're still becoming. still burning off the part of you that thinks shifting is something to win, not something you already are.

and yes, some people shift instantly. some people shift after six months of saying "i'm already there." and they're not better than you. they're not more "aligned."

they just hit saturation faster. their idea of "this is true" had less gunk to burn off.

you say: but i'm god. i decide. why hasn't it happened yet?

and i say: it has. if it feels like it hasn't, you're still relating to it like something outside you. you're still watching for it.

reality isn’t late. reality isn't anything. it just reflects. it doesn't show up when you're ready, it has to show up when you're being. not when you want. not when you wait. when you are.

if it's not visible yet, it's not because it's in transit. it's because you're still checking. you're still measuring. you’re not failing. you're not early. you're just still treating truth like a method.

and truth isn’t a process. it’s a position. a posture. you don't need to persist for six months. you don't need to reach peak saturation like it’s a score. you just need to stop making realness conditional.

stop affirming like you're earning it. start assuming like it's breath. like it’s done and there’s nothing to explain.

because shifting isn't slow. it's not cumulative. it’s not linear. it’s identity. the second you say: i am - it's done.

not "on its way." not "almost here." and certainly not "it's glitching."

done. and if you're still asking when, then you haven't decided. not really. so stop trying to time it. just be it.

and look. i still believe shifting is easy. because it is. i've done it. i know it's not in charge. but sometimes it's not about method. it's about the silence in between. and that doesn't make the law wrong. it just makes the process actual. i'm not saying shifting or manifesting is hard. i'm saying that staying loyal to the truth when it hasn't shown its face yet takes a different kind of strength.

you don't have to overanalyse it.

but you're allowed to want to understand it.

that doesn't undo the truth.

it just lets you live inside it better.

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you deserve to be held until your ribs bruise with love, you deserve to be someone's favorite ache—the kind the moon watches and weeps for, wishing it could glow the same way you do when you hurt. you deserve to be chosen—not as an afterthought, not in the dark, not in silence—but as an instinct, in daylight, in screams, with the whole sky watching.

whatever you do, don't settle for this.

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"DIVA DOWN! DIVA DOWN!,"

i yell, as i ride my horse (lets call her Maybelle), door to door alerting everyone of this diva's (me) despair..

Maybe i'm being a tad *VERY* dramatic but it feels like i haven't talked here in SOOO LONG & im pratically itching to give yall life updates.

First & foremost, i apologise for my inactivity. Apologise as in beg in my hands & knees, PLEADING for forgiveness (becuz why did i tell myself i will try post everyday and havent posted in practically forever + a day). And secondly, school has been lowkey & highkey kicking my ass?? Exams are in less than two weeks and i feel the pressure but at the same time lowkey have been procrastinating like a btch (loa will come in clutch tho 🤞🏾) . But trust after exams.....yall will see me on your feed 25/8, like an annoying pest (will never get rid of my MUAHAHAHAHA).

Thirdly, i have a tiny weeny crush on this girl and i honestly dont know how to go about it. Over a month in and im tryna figure out WHAT TO DO??? Should i manifest a relationship with her?? Should i script a dr so i can revamp our *love story* or whatever?? BOTH?? should i just perish & live in the "but she's so unattainable" ARGHHH ( • ᴖ • ｡) *throws pc but runs over to catch the pc before it falls on the ground & £1000 goes down the drain* (becuz hey! these gadgets are xpensive nowadays).

I will figure out something.....also to add to this long list of sorrows & problems, i can't find my whisk so i cant make whipped coffee (2020 tiktok is ROLLING in their grave rn)

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note to self: listen to brazillian groove playlist whenever i want to force myself to get into the flow of revision

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if you wish for success, but expect and prepare for failure, you’ll get the situation you prepared for.

ex: you want to shift and plan to do so, but you’re thinking and planning what method you’re gonna try next “if” your attempt is unsuccessful.

that’s exactly where the problem lies - you’re not living in the present. you’re directing your energy towards something hypothetical that you then end up manifesting.

and then you’re stuck in a loop :(

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a message to all the maladaptive dreamers out there who say the law “doesn’t work” because they’ve “felt it real” for years but never saw results:

you weren’t living in the end, you were fantasizing about the end. there’s a difference. daydreaming, dissociating, and creating elaborate mental movies won’t change your reality unless you identify as the version of you who already has it. the law isn’t activated by desperation or escapism. it’s activated by conviction, embodiment, and self-concept.

you can spend hours feeling it in a dream, but if you wake up and still believe you’re not that person, you’re reaffirming lack. fantasizing is not assuming. pretending is not becoming.

and that’s the real core of it, it will always come back to identity. if you keep calling yourself a “maladaptive dreamer,” someone who escapes into fantasy to cope with a reality you don’t like, you’re reaffirming the exact version of you that doesn’t have what you want. it’s not just a habit, it’s a self-concept. and as long as you stay attached to that identity, you’re choosing to live in a faraway lalaland where the desire always feels close… but never quite yours.

you didn’t “do it wrong,” you just weren’t doing the law. the law of assumption is not maladaptive dreaming. maladaptive dreaming is a legitimate condition, a compulsive, often isolating cycle that has deeply affected so many people’s lives. and i say this with so much love, because i’ve been there too. i know what it’s like to get lost in your mind for hours, to feel safer in a fantasy than in your own body, to cling to imagined realities because the present felt unbearable. but you have to stop. no one is going to save you. you are the only one who can decide to come home to yourself.

the law asks you to assume the identity of the version of you who has it. maladaptive dreaming keeps you stuck in the identity of someone who’s always trying to get there. it’s not about cutting off your imagination, it’s about using it consciously, with discipline, with intention, with love. not to escape your life, but to create it.

stop calling yourself a maladaptive dreamer. stop diagnosing yourself with an identity that keeps your desires far away. before you ask “how do i do that?” remember what the law of assumption is about: identity creates. if you keep identifying as a maladaptive dreamer, someone who escapes or dissociates, that’s exactly what reality will reflect back.

but you have to break that loop. you can’t sit and stare at your wounds forever. i’ve shifted both physical and mental conditions just by changing my self-concept and choosing new assumptions. it’s possible. the only thing standing in your way is the story you keep telling yourself.

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SOME OF MY ICONIC LOOKS IN MY FAME DR

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who knew that a hybrid of an angel, zombie and doll existed?! i sure didnt! MiLANI sure stole the hearts and brainz of everyone who set their eyes on this freaky fusion. A mixture of elegance, delicateness and decaying flesh?.....

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imagine going out in ur corner shop fit— mismatched socks, ur dad's slippers and a silly t-shirt— and it be posted on the internet because one of ur fans thought u were tryna make a fashion statement. Well welcome to everyone's worst nightmare come true, a compilation of MiLANI's corner shop fits. At first, when she found out someone had posted a picture of her corner shop fit on the internet, she posted a tweet with the photo (shown on the left) with the caption "DAMN, DAMN, DAMN" but after awhile, it became an inside joke of her wearing silly fits to run her errands and letting fans capture whatever absurb outfit she chooses to wear that day.

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first grammys and you know she had to go all & out! she really outdid all her fashion looks this year with her homage to the renaissance fashion era complete with a kunty makeup look and her very own parasol. Talk about glamour with a touch of grace.

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we cannot talk about MiLANI's iconic looks without mentioning THEE KUNTRESS outfit. When asked about the inspo for this photoshoot, she simply replied "i needed an outfit that screamed 'im popping my fcking pvssy right now'". This outfit simply was the icon, the legend and the mf moment.

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you can catch me in vegas, catch me in tokyo, catch me riding dck tryna ride like a rodeo, YEE HAW!! this cowgal got her lasso and she pulling in ppl with her natural charisma and her FAB wardrobe! this look had fans flocking to her insta page js to have a glimpse of this photo and also causing insta to go down for the day..*gulps*

i hope yall enjoyed this post ^_^ this was so fun to make even tho it took me nearly AN HOUR but its okie dokie, im already rubbing my hands, like a mischevious fly, thinking about what next to post

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*clears throat and puts on a tv commercial voice*

are you someone who's tired of sitting in the sidelines of their life? someone who feels as hopeless towards shifting & loa as izuku midoriya once was to becoming a her?o (btw, mha is a PEAK anime idc what yall say) someone who feels like they are at the odds of NEVER gets results no matter what they try? well you are in LUCK!! after going through *ANOTHER* mental health crisis, i d̶e̶s̶i̶g̶n̶e̶d̶ revamped the 75 hard challenge.

welcome to the 75 hard challenge with a loa twist, crafted by urs truly (me...its me!). So first of all, i get it, sometimes the law of assumption feels like its outside your grasp, that its handing out cupcakes to everyone, looks you in the face and gives the cupcake to the next person. I just want to remind you that this is a VALID FEELING, but just because you are feeling that way, doesn't necessarily mean its true.

So i made this challenge for those who are looking towards a last resort before completely "giving up" on the loa. You can use this as a "prep day" if you'd like. Find 3-5 posts from someone who has ur "desired way of manifesting" (i say this because everyone has a different perception of manifesting and stuff) and you are gonna screenshot/print & stick it on ur bedroom/tattoo each word onto ur arm, I DUNNO!! wherever you can easily come back to it for motivation or whatever. I personally really recommend @itsrlymine because their posts rlly helped me shape my mindset around manifestation & remind me that manifesting is simply deciding and THATS IT.

Now for the next 75 days, you are gonna truly embody being whatever + having whatever you want. No ifs, no stinky buts, no strawberry-flavoured coconuts. You are gonna live + think as someone who has what u want (because u do) & you are definitely not gonna rely on the 3D to "check" whether u have it or not. Whenever you find yourself checking, remind yourself "why would i need to check what is already mine".

If you wanna do a method/listening to affirmation tapes/subs daily then its honestly up to YOU!! personalise the law of assumption because no matter what u do or use or whatever, it will always be you manifesting and you will always manifest whatever you want.

Obviously, if the 3D gets overwhelming or whatever, u are allowed to have ur emotions. Don't think "having what i want = i have to be positive 24/7" because you can be sad and still be sadly shaking ur ass on ur yatch. Remember that these emotions are temporary and have no influence on ur reality/manifestations.

"So @girlygraphics, what happens after the 75 days??" its up to you. You can decide to keep living ur dream life or whatever, its UP TO YOU!! Also i would like to remind yall just because this is called the 75 days challenge, doesnt mean it will take u 75 days to get what u want. As soon as you decide its yours, its yours. No waiting times, no bs, no time gaps. Simply decide its urs.

i simply redesigned this challenge to motivate myself and others that reality is malleable as fawk and that you will always be the one in control <3

mwah ^_^

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i really am a hopeless lovergirl because why do i feel the tendency to script new drs whenever i have a crush on someone. Like i generally cba to pursue a relationship in this reality (and some of these crushes arent even allat and a bag of chips to have me script drs based on relationships with them)

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i just realised the reason i always script in the "perfect family" trope in my drs is because i lowk (*HIGHKEY but im in #denial).... like i realised i crave cosy family traditions to look forward to yearly, a snug family home that is painted in a million memories and a place where i dont feel like i need to hide anything in fear of being punished for it (because how am i SEVENTEEN & still not allowed to be in a relationship dpmo) & ur gurl just wants a "living room family" rather than a family that rarely communicates

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this is so REAL!! it kinda felt like i haad to script every teeny tiny detail or else “it wont happen”. I feel like ja making pinterest boards + playlists js inspire me to shift to said drs and im chill knowing everything shall go exactly as i want it to.

Am I the only one whose just abandoned scripting entirely? I’ll just make a pinterest board for a dr and shift there that same day. My subconscious knows what I want from the experience so 🤷🏽‍♀️

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when i say me and my dr s/o are LOCKED IN, this is what i mean

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shifting is my hobby. in my free time i am a mermaid, solve murders, have a debate with aristotle, ride a dragon, climb a mountain, relax while watching the stars with no light pollution. i can do everything when im bored and come back some hours later. living the life.

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dr faceclaim so niche that im scared i’ll get accused of identity fraud out of context 😭