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People change, and I think we somehow need to change in certain aspect as the result of our progress in life.

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Sometimes, you just need to silently cry in the middle of the crowd.

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It takes time to understand things. I learn to be kind. And to stay true of what I believe in. Time will tell. As you grow up, you will then also understand that everything happen for a reason.

And to forgive.

And to make peacr with yourself.

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I love this friendship.

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Not sure what I look for. I just need to feel.

To be wanted. To be longin for..

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I miss you godamnit

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I wonder if I will be able to make it to the end of my destiny.

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How can you love someone, be with someone, but still feel lonely?

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Am I lonely?

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Some song can hurts you so bad, without any particular reason.

Here I am, covered in tears listening to this song. As if my heart is broken and the pain is just so real. But I should be happy. I SHOULD be grateful.

I am drawn again to this unknown misery, I feel helpless again. I remind myself why I build this high wall. I need to be strong on my own. And feelings, whatever it is, is temporary.

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I met some people that can understand me well and it scares me.

I juat want to sleep all day. So tired.

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Too tired to love,

Too lazy to fix things,

Too exhausted to care.

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Foto ini diambil secara candid, tapi entah kenapa gw suka karena :

1. Muka gw keliatan kecil

2. Gw keliatan riweuh

3. Gw keliatan galak

Hahaha.

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Selamat pagi dari aku yang memulai 2024 dengan komitmen olahraga 🤣

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Someone promise me to write me back. But the email never came.

And everyday, I wish that email come. 2 years almost past. Such a silly thing to do.

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Feel content with current shape of mine.