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You know it’s been a really long time since I’ve even been on this thing. But I guess I just need somewhere to type something out and let it all out and I’m sure no one is really going to see this or read it or whatever the fuck. But I’m going to write it anyway because I just need somewhere to type it all out and let it all out because I truly don’t think anyone really understands what is going through my head and why I am feeling the way I am thinking and I just. I want to be understood and I want to be able to have a job where I am appreciated for the work that I do and to be noticed at work for what I do. Well. Let me back up I guess. 

I have a job that I honestly may or may not feel as though I am a tad over qualified for. I am always doing over time and always going above and beyond to help others and find mistakes and what not to be corrected. It’s either never fixed or just never really looked at again so it stays wrong or stays looking bad for however long. 

Anyway. I applied to a whole slew of other places hoping they would consider me, and needless to say they didn’t. No one even got back to me. But hey, why am I not surprised? Because all of the jobs that I have gotten over the last few years - whether they be internships or this job - someone has dropped my name. I have never once gotten a job/internship without someone saying my name before or after I applied, my resume and application are pulled out, I get a call, I get said position. That’s how it has gone. But now. I can’t even get a colleague of mine from my school on the phone or to just get back to me to help me out. 

But then I realize that I can’t just have someone help me out for the fact of the being that I can’t have someone hold my hand constantly. So I just argued with my parents about that because I don’t really think they understand that I can’t have someone holding my hand and that is all that has really ever happened and that is all I have ever really had to get positions. Someone has always dropped my name and that’s how I usually get it. So now when it comes to doing it all on my own without someone saying my name, I am not even considered. I personally think my shit is okay, but clearly I’m just some recent grad that no one gives a fuck about and no one will even consider because who gives a rats fuck about school experience. We only want someone who has experience in the professional field. Well what if they don’t have that experience yet? Do they just get a big “Thanks, but fuck you and your fucking shitty resume”? I truly don’t know either. But either way. I just don’t get it and I just needed to type this out. I doubt anyone will read it or answer, so you may as well just keep on scrolling. And if you did read this, just keep scrolling anyway cause this is where the post ends...

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There's not enough power in the universe to hold me down. (at Ithaca College)

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How long did it take you from when you applied to hear you got the Conan internship?

2 weeks

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The New Do #MuchNeededHaircut

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Starring: ‘68 Buick Riviera (by DVS1mn)

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Mustang (more)

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Open White by Modom

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you ever playing a video game and die in such a bullshit way that you need to go lie down for a few hours to recover