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I don’t know how many days it has been and I have been with the same people for the past days. That’s not really an issue despite the fact that we’re innately tired but other than that, we’re fine. This situation would probably mess me up so badly if I was any younger than I am now but I’m dealing with it oh so maturely. What has become of me? 

It kind of worries me that I am up at 3 am, touching a thing of my past and probably posting this innit. I’m just spouting words I wouldn’t say on my twt. I mean I have a privy one but the twt limit and how it’s not easy to keep has been a problem. I’m probably keeping this instead despite the fact that people might see. Does it matter? I cannot understand how I get so easily distracted these days when I have all the time in the world. 

Anyways, I’ve been thinking about this thing lately that has bothered me. Man, if I think about it, I’m staying in with strangers and dealing them more good than I would give myself. If it was just me, I wouldn’t know how much sanity in me would remain. If it was just me, I wouldn’t know if I would still be in here. But, I cannot help but complain to myself. Why have I taken some kind of responsibility over these people when I’m too tired to function just for myself? It’s the constant grunts in me. I’m so tired trying to live and please people but I cannot afford that I become a less mature and irresponsible human. Yes, I could do the usual duties I do at home and deal it to them like normal but I needed constant reassurance that I’m doing enough... that I’m doing them good. 

Man, does it still goes to show that I still need her in my life. If anything, she was the best cheerleader I had. Ever. Like, I cannot help but miss it. 

So anyway, I cried a little when ASR told me I should just look for reassurance from myself. I was disheartened. I just wanted someone, anyone to tell me that I’m doing fine. But meh. It’s probably the hormones kicking in but what the hell right. I hate that I’m somehow always needy but there ain’t no one to pat me on the shoulder. I’m just tired. Small talks ain’t doing it too. 

This is just sad. The only reason I’m waking up these days is because of that damned fish, Swish. If it dies, I might go as well. I hate that I’m trying enough to be responsible when I just want to give up. What is this freaking endless cycle. Someone end this. 

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why did they not cut to leia at all when he said this. why did they cut to han for like five straight seconds. i know we needed the jealous han reaction but i honest to god thought lando was talking to han

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Bucky’s new weapon of choice in Civil War: STEVE

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In 2016…. How embarrassing

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Day 30. How does mama do it??? #kitten diary

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today i learned that mountain lions meow and it sounds RIDICULOUS

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REPTILES ARE BACK

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*bell about to ring*

*binders are being put away*

Teacher: Stop! The class isn’t over!

*binders being put away slightly slower*

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Watch: Kristen Bell opens up about the mental health double standard and how she manages her own struggle.

Follow @this-is-life-actually

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(via mandytbh)

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i am never going to be fuckin over the ‘Shes BEautiful??!’ from luke in anh when he first sees leia. 

???luke??how can you? tell?? shes a fuckin blue blur lukey. like who are you tryin to convince my guy?? i ain’t falling for your weak attempts at acting straight this is the most closeted Gay thing i have ever seen in my entire goddamned gay life

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first avenger: Bucky’s in trouble Steve: (ง’`- ‘́)ง

winter soldier: Bucky’s in trouble Steve: (ง’`- ‘́)ง

civil war: Buck- Steve: (ง’`- '́)ง(ง’`- '́)ง(ง’`- '́)ง(ง’`- '́)ง

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This is the tumblr group hug. Pass it on.

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a bad bitch like me is going through some emotions rn but that’s ok bc I’m still bad