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And just when i think i have found the friends i have been looking for and these people understand me i do something and FUCK IT ALL. do i even deserve to have friends ? like why the fuck somebody wants to be friends with me ? and How long will it take to recover ? i can't lose mk she has been a great friend and i am a pure bitch. i am sorry mk.

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For Me you're a cut that always bleed :')

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Sometimes i feel like i am the cursed one , cursed for playing with people , so now it's my life's turn to play with me :'))))

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Sometimes i miss you a bit too much , i wish i had make efforts to keep you , now i wanna forget you but you're still the firdt person i think of when i hear the word Friend :)

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Friend of all but a friend to none.

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Everytime i get sad , depressed and have unwanted thoughts , i take out notes to write it down and the words disappear from my mind , why my thoughts not wanna leave my mind , for once please ?

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Sometimes it really gets hard for me , as much as i want to stay away from problems and bad thoughts , they reach me , keep me up at nights

24.05.21. (02:37am)

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and every night i tell myself 'FUCK YOU girl for all the wrong choices you made "

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No matter how hard i try , i fail to think myself as one , as a soul i feel bad for my body and as a body i feel bad for my soul

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Where I Wake up From a forehead Kiss from him , my brother wakes up from his taunts and harsh words , My Father ..

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I an so privileged .. i have to pay back everything i have got , i HAVE TO.

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and every time i see you , i still want you as mine

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it hurts to see how terrible of a person i am turning into ..

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I want her to learn me but is she supposed to ?

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Allah , please please please , it is getting tougher for me. Allah help me.

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Allah , help me