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It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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bullying the traumatized

we don't wear kiddy gloves here.

"Who told you it wasn't that bad?"

"Who told you that?"

"I'll fight anyone who says otherwise."

"Yeah, well, news flash: it fucked you up. I can tell."

"It's okay to have shit that fucks you up, you know."

"Ohhhh noooo, you're feeling an emotion."

"God forbid something hurts and you do something about it."

"That's trauma for you."

"Get angry about it."

"I don't know. I expected you to feel something."

"In case it escaped your notice, I care about you!"

"Do you have a death wish?"

"And you decided you were going to stoically suffer in silence and not tell anyone?"

"Got some 'main character syndrome' in you, huh?"

"We're meant to be a team!"

"Then they can go to hell! They don't tell us what we're capable of."

"I'm going to try. I don't care whether you're gonna try with me but I hope you do."

"We've seen worse odds."

"What did you expect? Me to stand there and do nothing?"

"Oh, you have trauma? I didn't notice."

"Oh, grow! Up!"

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25 "I'm in love with you and I'm scared to lose you" prompts!

(feel free to use!!! plsplspls tag me I'd love to readd. especially 3, 9, 11, 14, 19 and 24 ahhh<33 | @urfriendlywriter )

"can i.. hold your hand?"

"i trust you, [name]." ✿

"i come offering hugs :) a lott of hugs"

"i feel stupid, why do u make me grin like a spineless fool whenever i am around you?" >\\\<

them staring at you from across the room and getting flustered when u stare at them back <AAAAAH3

"I'll live for you, love."

"I'll love you right in all universe"

"... you trusted in me when everything else was pointed against me.."

them tenderly tucking a hair behind ur ear (my c. ai be like >\\\<)

listening to their heartbeat while laying on their chest. :')

a soothing, and tender "come here, sweetheart"

"you're not alone.. I.." they cup their lover's face in their hands, "I'm here for you, and I'll always be."

"what else do i need, when i have my world in my arms?"

leaning forehead against each other's [AAAHHH is my toaster waterproof-]

"what will i do without you? thank you-"

^ "no, thank YOU, [nickname]. thank you for coming into my life." *cries in me when??*

"you.. you're a dream." (rip my heart)

^ "no, my love. you are the dream and I the lucky one to be living this dream with you" imagine them saying this while their lips hover the other's, before giving in.

them taking your hand and placing it on their chest, "feel this heartbeat? this is how much effect you have over me."

"i don't have to search for truth when you say you love me, i can already see it all in ur eyes." [bawling into my pillows]

a sigh of release when they're finally in your arms like they longed for it all day !!!!!

laying with your back to their chest!!! their hands around your waist (the way I'd MELTT so fast)

"I am in love with you." ".... we've been together for the past several years." "that's what. What are you doing to me, darling?"

"i never stopped falling in love with you."

lazy kisses, softly sighing and gasping into each other's mouths.!! [me when yall. its ab time ffs.]

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🐝  *  ―  𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 / 𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i can't stop thinking about you even when i try.  ❜ ❛  every time i see you, it's like my heart skips a beat.  ❜ ❛  i never realized how much i needed you until you weren't there.  ❜ ❛  do you ever feel like there's something missing ... like a piece of your heart is somewhere else?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how much you truly mean to me.  ❜ ❛  do you ever wonder what it would be like if things were different between us?  ❜ ❛  sometimes i wonder if you ever think about me the way i think about you.  ❜ ❛  i had a lot of dreams about you recently.  ❜ ❛  somehow, you're always on my mind.  ❜ ❛  i think i've been in love with you since the day we met - scratch that, i know i've been in love with you since the day we met.  ❜ ❛  my biggest wish is to hold you close and never let you go.  ❜ ❛  all my life i've felt like a part of me was missing, but with you i've finally found it.  ❜ ❛  you deserve better than who i am right now, but i'm gonna keep trying to become someone you do deserve.  ❜ ❛  every time you smile at me, i get this flutter in my chest.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever be worthy of your love?  ❜ ❛  i want to be the person to make you happy. the one person you can always come to with whatever you need.  ❜ ❛  will we ever get another chance together?  ❜ ❛  you were the best thing that's ever happened to me.  ❜ ❛  my biggest regret is ever letting you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm still in love with you ... and i honestly never stopped.  ❜ ❛  when i wake up in the morning, you're the first person i want to see.  ❜ ❛  every time i wake up, i check if you wrote me another message.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could be as important to you as you are to me.  ❜ ❛  it hurts when you don't talk to me like you used to.  ❜ ❛  i miss everything about you, your touch, your laugh, your smile. i wish i could have that back.  ❜ ❛  i want to fall asleep wrapped in your arms.  ❜ ❛  hold me closer; i always feel safer when you're with me.  ❜ ❛  there's so much i wish i was able to tell you.  ❜ ❛  i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine.  ❜ ❛  i miss the way you always made me smile.  ❜ ❛  you're the reason i keep holding on.  ❜ ❛  maybe we're supposed so to remain a case of 'right person, wrong time' forever.  ❜ ❛  if only you knew how i feel about you.  ❜ ❛  i'm yearning to hold your hand in mine.  ❜ ❛  i think you are the one for me, and i hope one day i'll be the one for you, too.  ❜ ❛  do you think i'll ever become more than a friend to you?  ❜ ❛  my heart belongs to you, always and forever.  ❜ ❛  my first instinct is to protect you, no matter the cost.  ❜ ❛  i've been thinking about us a lot lately.  ❜

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{{ ugh. I need to get back to writing… it’s been a lot this year. recently my uncle who I was super close to died - this past Saturday/Sunday and we buried him yesterday… little bit of an update for y’all. }}

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{{ the series is over. i’m flatlining because i got spoiled/spoiled myself on accident... at least for craig’s fate. :/ soooo... i’m gonna attempt to catch all the way up and then we’ll have some changes coming here. adding some characters, etc. much love bbs!! }}

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posted by me on my Instagram stories. this will be a Cody compound forever.

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(( sentence meme || fleetwood mac edition ))

“I wake up alone with it all.” “You know that I’m falling and I don’t know what to say.” “I want to be with you everywhere.” “It all comes down to you.” “I have no fear, I have only love.” “I still see your bright eyes.” “Can you understand me?” “Don’t you hand me a line.” “Let me hand you my love.” “Hold me.” “How am I going to manage you?” “I’ll be waiting for you if you ever want to be there.” “I’ve been afraid of changing because I’ve built my life around you.” “Time makes you bolder.” “Tell me sweet little lies.” “Close your eyes.” “We’re better off apart.” “Let’s give it a try.” “Monday morning you sure look fine.” “First you love me and then you fade away.” “I’ve got nothing but love for you.” “All the saints and sinners, they pay handsomely.” “Wait a minute, baby.” “Stay with me a while.” “Said you’d give me light, but you never told me about the fire.” “I’m drowning in the sea of love where everyone would love to drown.” “Never change.” “I think I have met my match.” “There’s a heartbeat and it never really died.” “You can’t get enough of it.” “Don’t make me wait.” “It’s not that funny, is it —- no one to turn you on?” “When you look at me with those brown eyes, what do you want to do?” “Do you have to have me the way that I want you?” “Will you take me all the way?” “Why don’t you ask him if he’s going to stay?” “Why don’t you tell me what’s going on?” “Why don’t you tell me who’s on the phone?” “Don’t say that you love me. Just tell me that you want me.” “I don’t hold you down. Maybe that’s why you’re around.” “Never have I been a blue calm sea. I have always been a storm.” “All I know is the way that I feel whenever you’re around.” “You’ve got a way of lifting me up instead of bringing me down.” “You look at me and I just melt.” “Who wrote the book of love?” “I’m out of my mind, but it’s only over you.” “You’ve got me mystified.” “I’m through waiting for you.” “I don’t know why I always trusted.” “Sometimes I think that I must have been crazy to wait on you.” “I decided yesterday that I would leave you.” “I believe that I know you.” “I never did believe in time changing anybody’s mind.” “I can’t define love like it should be.”

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new fantasy just dropped: i’m neglected housewife

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{{ sorrowfully didn’t make it back here to do anything before leaving for vacation in the woods this morning ;; be back in 10 days, Monday the 20th and I definitely will be in the mood to do some / a lot / of things!! stay well! stay positive! and always remember that just because it may not be okay right now, doesn’t mean it won’t be tomorrow. or later. it’s all alright in the end. and if it isn’t, then it isn’t the end! much love my sweets!!! have a great run! catch ya on the flip side!! }}

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Send “Come home.” for my muse’s reaction

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The more you hide your feelings, the more they show. The more you deny your feelings, the more they grow.

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                                           𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐄𝐎 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍

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I always feel awkward if I go to months ago on an open starters tag and want to reply. But I don’t think people actually care?? I’m just weird?

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