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morning of my gcse exam and im so stressed that i barely got any sleep. its eng lit and its probably the easiest nine ill get however you never know bc its either a hit or a miss. im not fucked guys. i will not get anything under a 9 trust....

i need to take paracetamol

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nothing more beautiful than finally understanding how to draw your own OC's hair

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i just realised... why did we ever collectively agree that as a society, throwing tomatoes at people was a way to humiliate them for saying a bad joke. like the first person that "BOOOOOOOOOO TOMATO TOMATO 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅" happened to probably spent the rest of their lives thinking of that moment... bc i know i would 💔

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°•*⁀➷ INTRODUCING MYSELF ! ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

bani ☆ she/her ☆ entp 5w4 ☆ minor (𝘀𝘁𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗹𝘆 18+ 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗴𝘀 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸 𝗺𝗲) // side blog: @ilubeau

HI GUYS !! i post daydreaming-related stuff here but it's also kind of a mix of everything, i'll also post anime related stuff, i'll never really stick to just one thing but what i CAN tell you i'll be sticking to is my centrecosm mostly (my main paracosm, i'm staying loyal to the one i've been building for the past 4 years) it's also a blanket paracosm so there's loads of subcosms inside it but at the end of the day it's linear and takes place chronologically.

i have a few paracosms here and there so that's why i call myself a paracosmist but really and all they'll never compare to my main one. ಠ_ಠ

❤︎ this is a safe place for all madders (ง'̀-'́)ง, i really wanna make friends that are passionate with opening up about their little daydreaming worlds, i'll listen to you yap about it all day long!

MY CENTRECOSM ✧

i have 69 paras (characters). yes. you heard that right. SIXTY NINE. don't ask how i keep up, i just do. i have a whole pinterest board on my paracosm that i update regularly —

also yeah i'm a microcelebrity on pinterest idk if you've seen me around but yeah wtvr 😭😭 ALRIGHT LEMME GIVE YOU GUYS A LIL SYNOPSIS ! (i've never done one it's kinda scary)

my paracosm consists of 50 Gods, 7 archdemons, 7 archangels, 3 minor characters, Satan himself, God themself (God doesn't have a gender, they use they/them), and 5 monotheistic Gods, my paracosm has its own lore of different mythologies. greek, norse, and egyptian mythology. fiction has no limits, so i can bend it to fit my desires, i LOOOOOVE mythologies of all kinds, so i made my own lore using the names you see on the pinterest board. all of the Gods have the same power and no ones more powerful than each other except for God and Satan. God created the Gods from the power of light just as how they were also born. the Gods are the most beautiful, ethereal, alluring individuals in heaven. Satan made it so that whenever someone who is not a God sees a God's appearance, they physically feel like they can't say anything. this is to prevent any romantic relationships. so whenever, for example, a human who is granted permission sees them, obviously, their initial reaction would be shock and the need to compliment them. right when they're about to do that, they start to feel choked up like they can't get the words out. it'll go on like that until they give up. the gods have noticed that a lot of the time when they show their real forms to other people and they start reacting like that.. they start thinking its because they're ugly or something. LMFAOO, they'll be like "damn i'm THAT ugly???" and its so ironic bc they're actually trying to tell them they're more than beautiful, but they CAN'T because of Satan. he has a lot of unreasonable rules, and the Gods just put up with it because they appointed him as the leader whilst God is gone, so they kind of did to themselves... to put it in a nutshell, the Gods have never been complimented. like. ever. so 😭 its only factual that they'd feel like they're the ugliest individual alive. Satan is currently acting as the overseer of the Gods whilst God is away, so he gets to do whatever he wants to. the actual plot twist is that Satan is keeping God from seeing the Gods, so he manipulates everyone due to his jealousy. He doesn't like that God made other creations. the Gods are the main characters, the archdemons and archangels are side characters, Satan is the antagonist, and God is... mysterious. they don't pop up. ever. so the Gods just assume they don't like them. i can go on and on about this, but i feel like i'm yapping too much ... this isn't even 0000.5% of the story. sorry, guys, this is a really bad summary, but trust me, you'll find out more about it if you follow through with my posts 🙏🏽

tags i'll use (＞﹏＜) :

#𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗯𝘆𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗶 -> art i make about my paracosm or anime and stuff

#𝗯𝗮𝗻𝗶'𝘀 𝘆𝗮𝗽 𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 -> original posts

#𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗱 𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘁 -> vents about madd

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Every time I let someone know me I regret it

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guys,,, i feel so bad whenever i mention my paraship (athena x aphrodite) and it gets misinterpreted because theyre sisters in canon greek mythology... i need to say this loud and clear in my paracosm NONE of my Gods are related they've all been created by God themself separately. and its a bit weird bc theyre not even a canon ship in my paracosm either their ship is mostly aus i make of my paracosm... yeah.. inside my paracosms theres AUs... of AUs.... AU.... i need to post an origin a story of my paracosm so u guys are up to date 😭

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Do yalls paras ever get so kinky it borderlines on actual attempted murder. Like girl is this a biting kink or are you straight up trying to eat your boyfriend 🤔

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i harbour strong maternal feelings for the immortal snail.

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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

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here's my reference for my para named Lily. she's very popular amongst the angels and is very close with the Gods. she's the daughter of Lilith, Satan's assistant. Lily was born through asexual reproduction, so basically Lily doesn't have a father. She only has Lilith. Lilith prayed to God and asked for a child in her womb whilst keeping her virginity simultaneously. she's a very special angel and is quite dear to the Gods. her storyline is mostly about her love story with Micheal, one of the 7 archangels. shes madly in love with him but starts to lose interest when he starts to reciprocate her feelings, i think she may be lithromantic.

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i love that my paras have polymorphic forms so i can just genderbend them anytime i want to daydream about yuri or yaoi of them

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looking at fan content for characters you daydream about feels like stepping into an alternate universe. it looks the same but you know everything is wrong

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“I’m almost 50, and here is the best thing I have learned so far: every strange thing you’ve ever been into, every failed hobby or forgotten instrument, everything you have ever learned will come back to you, will serve you when you need it. No love, however brief, is wasted.” @louisethebaker on Twitter

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mocks in 20 days. chat im beyond cooked how am i gonna learn maths in 20 days

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my paras just HAVE to be sluts ALL THE TIME

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gods by newjeans 😭

how it feels when one verse fits the characters insanely but the rest of the song doesnt