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“Love” ever since I was a toddler I’ve been hearing this word from different people. The dictionary define love as “an intense feeling of deep affection.” but we all have this different interpretation of the word “love”. Coffee is love, said the barista. Hair is love said the girl who’s fighting cancer for the past 3 years. Picture is love said my friend who loves to take pictures and only has photographs in memory of her parents. We all have different interpretations of the word “love”. We gave it different meanings. And as for me, Love is Dawn Zulueta. I fell in love you when I was only 8 years old. A lot of people have been questioning me and some even judged me for adoring this little ray of sunshine named Dawn Zulueta, and my only answer to their judgments was that, “Why her? Why Dawn Zulueta? Because she makes me happy.” Their judgements and questions will never make me love you less, as a matter of fact they make me love you even more. At a very young age you have given me the real meaning of love. Love is something that you can’t really give an exact answer, it’s unexplainable. You just suddenly feel it without even knowing why. All I knew was I saw you and I fell in love with the thought of you. You were there when no one else was. And now, I’m 14 and the feelings I have when I laid my eyes on you 5 years ago is still the same. I still have these butterflies in my stomach when you like my tweets, I still have this “kilig” feeling when you call us “anak” “babies” “pengs” “My Loves” and etc. Loving you is probably the best decision I have ever made in my entire existence in this world. One day, when I become a mom, I would tell my children how this “Dawn Zulueta” one of the most famous filipina actress changed me. Always remember I will never get tired of cheering for you even when it means losing my own voice, I will never get tired of watching your shows even when it means getting late for my classes the next day, and lastly, I will never get tired of loving you even when it means you growing old. I love you, Mama Dawn. This message isn’t enough for me to thank you for changing the way I see love, and for changing the way I see things. Thanks for rocking my world. Happy Mother’s Day. ❤️@DawnZpost Love, Kisha 🐧

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You are still my favorite yet most painful story to tell.

I guess you’ll always be. (via okaysouls)

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It'll hurt less now, dear self.

Looking at myself way back then makes me want to chortle. I was very brittle. Small things makes me bawl so bad. Poor, self. Can you blame me? Seeing your parents fight almost everyday, trying so hard to people who doesn't even care about you, trying your best to pass the test yet you still couldn't, trying so hard to fix every little mistake to make it perfect, and trying so hard to smile when all you wanted to do was frown. It was a tough journey to take, making yourself believe that you're happy. I hated myself for believing in fairytales, I hated myself for believing that every "Once A Upon a Time" will surely end with "Happily Ever After" but, is this really the 'Happily Ever After"? I was left hanging with this question. But now, I guess I can answer this already. Looking back, these experiences made me stronger and made me realized that the code "Happily Ever After" really exist but you need to go on tough roads and destination before you'll reach it. My life started in a "Once A Upon a Time" middled with "To Be Continued" and now heading to "Happily Every After." All those painful experiences made me say, "It'll hurt less now, dear self."

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A Little Favor

Do yourself a favor. When everything starts to shatter down, learn to let go. When you already feel unlove, have the faith to end it and stay strong. When connections starts to be vague, learn to go away. When you feel lonely, ask, “is this love still worth fighting for?” If you find the answer, then YES. But if no, let go and make yourself believe that you can still be happy again.. a little favor won't hurt that bad.

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Yes, you're forgiven

You see me laugh, you see me smile But do you really know what's happening inside? The tears I've shed over the same person all over and over again? Do you know how I labled my self as silly because of you? You don't deserve the tears that came out from my eyes, those tears are as precious as a diamond. But in the end, because I am dumb. I still forgave you. I forgave you for hurting me, for destroying me and for playing my feelings. I just want you to know that I am okay now. I'm have no hard feelings for you. I've moved on, and I've let you go. I know you're happy now, and yes, I am happy now, happier than ever. Sincerly yours, The girl who is so much happier now

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The Little Girl I Saw

I saw a little girl So happy with her life Smiling, giggling, laughing around At the second though, i wished i can be like her. Not giving a damn, and not being given a damn about. Oh, how I envy you, little girl. For you can laugh, smile, giggle as much as you want. I hope you savour the moment. Because when you grow older, things just starts to change, things become more complicated as you thought it would be. People will try to drag you down even how good you are, people will always try to find something bad in you. They will judge you. Savour the moment of being a kid, because it's really going to be different.

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12:51

'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone.. but here I am lying on my bed, thinking of you again.

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It's always a good thing to see Just like to be love by thee The trembling noise of the waves The quiet whisper of the breeze to my ears, and the exquisite beauty of the sun that reminded me of you.

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How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.

J.R.R. Tolkien (via thelovejournals)

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The day I stopped loving you, was also the day I found myself again.

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An Open Letter to The Girl Who Thought She Was Never Enough

I've been in your place, looking at an empty white wall and thinking why can't I never be good enough for someone. Thinking, why do I always need to be replaced. Am I bad? Am I too good? Am I crazy? Am I paranoid? Or am I NOT JUST GOOD ENOUGH? Having been thought of these things made me realized that not all people are going to value your presence, not all people are going to appreciate your efforts on making them happy, and lastly, not all people are going to give back the love you have given them. At least, you tried your best to be good for that person. Sometimes, loving too much can hurt you so much, too. From now on, learn to love yourself first. Because for me, That'll be good enough, especially for yourself. Sincerly Yours, The Girl Who Have The Same Situation As Yours

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Sometimes, the one you love the most hurts you the most..

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Timing..

You meet the right person at the wrong time. NO. You meet the right person then make time work for you both.

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Roses

Rose you're like a rose, so beautiful. But roses have thorns Which represent my flaws, fears, anxiety and Everything else that's keeping Me from being wanted and loved. - k.a.r {originally made by me}