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The Dating Requirements for ME (:

So i’m going to throw this together in a short manner :D If any of this applies to you please let me know :D We can date and be super happy and work at an awesome relationship i promise!

1 I’m a believer in God, if you don’t believe in God don’t waste my time, although i still love you more and more because Christ first loved me (:

2 I like to listen to all sorts of music. I listen to everything, sometimes i listen to really soft music such as Mumford and Sons, Bethel, Worship music Sigur Ros and say Copeland. Then other days i will listen to nothing but metal, and I mean HEAVY junk….. you get the idea.

3 You need to be a really chill person (: how else are we supposed to be awesome if your freakin the crap out all the time ? ha ha But really you can be super crazy i have tons of energy and love to do new things :D

4 You have to like lame stuff. I’m a huge fan of animals like not dogs or well except my cat because she is amazing, but i love giraffes and sea horses, whales are pretty cool too!

5 You must be between the ages of 19-100 because i thin that is reasonable, i guess. But I’m not looking to waste my time with a pointless hang out session if your planning to be miserable the whole time, so lets not waste time

6 If you think I’m cute, i guess that is pretty sweet, most likely you are too (: don’t mind if your not good looking either, because i would rather have something in common with you then be like dang shes pretty, but has no personality! (:

7 You must put up with the fact that i eat lots of food and do not gain weight, i currently weigh about 130 or so so please think that i might need to eat food, if you help me gain weight sweet! :D

8 If you think that watching Curious George is a good time, lets hang out i will bring it to your house, and we can watch it !

9 You must be down to earth no drama bull crap, i’m tired of dealing with other peoples stuff, funny people that i dont even know! (:

Well if you meet any of these talk to me, get to know me, i promise i think your awesome and i can be the coolest dude in the whole world, I want to work at a relationship, i have fallen too many times and i see so many hurting people, lets hang out and laugh and be real with each other, see where things go :D

-Avery

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Sent

I hate my body

I hear these words spoken so loudly from various sets of mouths

It’s a craving for “skinny” “pretty” “sexy” It’s what all the talks about

Unhappy with a little weight here and a little weight there

I’ll shove my fingers down my throat because it’s I’ll feel pretty, where someone doesn’t know or care.

They only want what they can get from me

undressing me with their eyes becoming a sick twisted fantasy

Exchanged my body for an object to look upon

Because the truth I have come to see is when I have less clothes on

I want the attention because I want to look like a woman, I want to be “mature”

from the age of 15 I have been trapped in this ugly body, I hate the way I look

I don’t feel like a princess from a romance book

I see these things on the television and it looks like love

I would throw away my virginity if I that’s what it takes

I see on the screen and hear boys talking about “rape”

Maybe I need to show off more skin

I got told I was pretty, I don’t believe it because she’s probably prettier then me

She looks skinnier then me so maybe I don’t need to eat

I have been starving myself for days, but no one knows

I hate the stomach I have because it doesn’t look like hers.

Time for more fingers down my throat the more I vomit the prettier I’ll look

I want to look like her, she looks happy being abused

She looks like she enjoys it, and shes getting the attention.

Tonight will be the night I’ll do what it takes to show myself off.

Hours in front of a mirror just to take a picture of my face

It’s my own body I’ll do what I want is what the others say.

I’ll follow in their footsteps and send the images if it isn’t really sex, that makes this all okay?

I lost track of the numbers of times I have looked at other girls and hated myself

I feel like there is no point, no rescue no help

I can’t seem to break out of this hell

I don’t think anyone cares or can be trusted and this is just what I can tell

I am lying to my friends

Because I am ugly, not pretty overweight

 for at 90 pounds I’ll eat then vomit up my whole plate

I am not pretty enough, I’ll never be someones someone

Because in my own eyes I’ll cry alone at night and push away until there is no one.

I have a problem, but I feel like I am too sick, I gave myself away and now I don’t know if there is light where all I see is darkness.

My depression? I think that is what it’s called. I think they make a pill to cure that, or maybe it’ll make me numb.

One foot in front of the other, I have to find a away out of this 

Reach out, Don’t be silent

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I am sure the air smells nice here. And I would love the sound of the peepers and frogs. Possibly some howling wolves.

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Cross Over ❄️💦

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Cold Reflections ❄️🗻

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Winter Reflections 🗻💦

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Misty Treeflection

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Snake Road

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The cast of the 24th James Bond movie — titled Spectre — has been announced: Daniel Craig, Ralph Fiennes, Ben Whishaw, Rory Kinnear and Naomie Harris will reprise their roles, while Andrew Scott (Denbigh), Dave Bautista (Mr Hinx), Monica Bellucci (Lucia Sciarra), Christoph Waltz (Oberhauser) and Léa Seydoux (Madeleine Swann) will join the cast.

Shooting will start on Monday and will take place at Pinewood’s Studios, but also in London, Rome, Mexico City, Tangier, and the Austrian Alps.

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This is important

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Bare 🍂🍁 // I want to say a massive thank you to @tumblr for putting my blog onto their Trending Page. Also, thanks to you guys too, for helping me reach over 12,000 followers. 😊🙏. If you see any photo you like and wish to purchase it, send me an email at dpc_photography@hotmail.co.uk !!

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🍁🌿☁️🍂🍃

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❄️ on We Heart It.

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Well, I call dibs. I will come out of metalcore retirement if @danthemanthemandan ever quits @gideonal. New record is so heavy. #facedown #family #versetwo