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do you ever think about this quote by mary lambert because i think about it all the time

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think that everyone has their own personal theme in life

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Door at Alnwick Garden, Northumberland.

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Chase would find BR a nuisance, but ultimately harmless. He would get along well with Evelyn but there's a general distaste between them, neither of them are self satisfied I suppose. He would find Rocky idiotic, Poppy annoying, and Juliet irksome. Chase is ridiculous to please because he doesn't care about anyone but himself, but he also cares about everything. Just too intensely. His intensity is in the wrong things, and it'll never be the people around him. However, he would do exceedingly well with Jon and Phillippe. They are his ilk unfortunately, which makes Rocky and Evelyn kind of odd, but sure.

Evelyn would find him pretentious, Rocky would think him to be a good guy regardless, Poppy would hate him when she realizes he's ugly inside, Juliet wouldn't even notice he's there so they piss each other off until they come to an agreement

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Destruction of Leviathan (1865)

— by Gustave Doré

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you’re on your own, kid, you always have been

normal people, 2020/@ryebreadgf /ceilings - lizzy mcalpine/the haunting of hill house, shirley jackson/untitled, frank wright/unknown, from pinterest/nicolas martin, “dedicated to light”/you’re on your own, kid - taylor swift/edward hooper, “gayle on the f train”/@seashellronan/tolerate it - taylor swift/unknown/tv - billie eilish/unknown, from pinterest/@lustloveandliarsx/@finehoney/@farmlesbians/liability - lorde/i get so jealous of euthanized dogs - june gehringer/anne magill/you’re on your own, kid - taylor swift

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it was only Adam, lonesome Adam

All I've Ever Known - Hadestown, Anaïs Mitchell/ Sputnik Sweetheart - Haruki Murakami/ Blue Lily, Lily Blue - Maggie Stiefvater/ Homecoming - Green Day/ Seek You: A Journey Through American Loneliness - Kristen Radtke/ Virginia Woolf/ Anna Haifisch/ Life - J Dilla/ Jenny Slate/ Postcolonial Love Poem - Natalie Diaz/ Hanif Abdurraqib/ To Die For - Carol Lee/ The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone - Olivia Laing/ Nobody - Mitski

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characters apologizing for things they have no control over. mumbling sorry while losing consciousness. feeling ashamed of a bleeding wound. embarrassed when an infection sets in. deep seated feverish guilt when they need to be carried, when their legs won't keep them upright anymore and they lean heavy on a friend, slurring apologies..........

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Hello friend. A fear submitted by Jane to Deep Dark Fears - thanks!

You can find original artwork in my shop!

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has your breathing always been this heavy?

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horses gathered on a sandy beach all warily greeting an exceptionally large sea turtle that finds itself face to face with one of the horses who bends to greet it this is most likely the first time these creatures have met the opposite species which makes one wonder what is going through their heads as they take in the object or objects of such unfamiliarity they never could have imagined with surprising bravery and calmness in contrast to the tumultuous waves these are traits we should all strive to embody when interacting with that which is unfamiliar to us

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Okinawa Aquarium

“The Kuroshio Sea, the main tank of the Okinawa Churaumi Aquarium, with whale sharks, rays, tuna, and schools of smaller fish.” - via Wikimedia Commons

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the transient sparkle of sea-tops.

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Caitlin Siehl, "Cut" // i.g.p, "Mama Bore a Girl" // Natalie Wee, Letters from Persephone // Sarah J. Maas, Heir of Fire // @klyukvav // @heavensghost // Carol Ann Duffy, "Medusa" // Aria Aber, "Ideology" // Clementine von Radics, "Vigil" // Ocean Vuong, "Prayer for the Newly Damned"

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IN THE BEGINNING, THERE WAS ONLY THE OCEAN

“Accepting the Universe” (1920), by John Burroughs; // “Literary Paper” (1855), by Edward Forbes; // “A Thousand Flamingos” by Sanober Khan; // Sylvia Earle; // “Wither” (The Chemical Garden Trilogy), by Lauren DeStefano; // “The Immense Journey” ch. The Flow of the River (1957), by Loren Eiseley; // Jacques-Yves Cousteau; // Heinrich Zimmer; // “Pictures from Brueghel and Other Poems” (1962), by William Carlos Williams; // “Sandry’s Book” (Circle of Magic Quartet), by Tamora Pierce; // “The Sea”, by Barry Cornwall (Bryan Waller Procter); // Speech at the America’s Cup Dinner (1962), by John F. Kennedy; // Jacques-Yves Cousteau; // Erica Billups; // Robert Wyland; // “Eragon” (The Inheritance Cycle Tetralogy), by Christopher Paolini; // Christy Ann Martine; // Robert Wyland; // “Le testament d'Orphée” (1960), by Jean Cocteau; // Speech at the America’s Cup Dinner (1962), by John F. Kennedy; // “The Infinite Moment of Us”, by Lauren Myracle; // “American Fantastic Tales: Terror and the Uncanny from Poe to the Pulps”, by Julian Hawthorne