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these fortnite clips makes me want to cry wtfff, miss hanging out with you guys and I miss you so much Jang hayy
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Currently here in hong kong airport waiting for my flight to dubai. I do always think of you all the time even up into this moment of my life. I just think of you all the time wherever I go in HK always pumapasok sa head ko yung Wong KarWai and I'm just wondering all the time, what we could've been if we didn't break up. Maybe sabay tayo pumasyal ng HK and flight pa dubai. Ang saya siguro talaga if ganun ang nangyari sa story natin.
That heavy feeling na mention mo ganyan na feel ko everyday. I'm just trying my best to distract myself just to escape that feeling.
Hearing your father na sana ikakasal na tayo makes me want to cry, eto habang sinusulat to naiiyak ako. Sorry uncle sa nagawa ko sa anak mo and sorry to disappoint you. Wish you well uncle and the whole family, I will miss you all and thank you for welcoming me sa family nyo and pagiging kind sa akin. I really appreciate it everything. Di bale uncle, Jang will find the right person, I know she will.
Fuck I'm crying. Again, I don't know if kailan ako mag sto-stop mag post dito ng updates or ng messages for you. But at least diba, parang nakakausap kita through tumblr.
Please please, enjoy life and be happy all the time. Bye bye again, see you when I see you, I am really hoping we can meet someday even after how many years from now. Be safe always Jang!
I love you!!!
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I can say to myself na nagbago na ako pati di na ako a-attract sa iba yun ang pansin ko sa self ko, yung crush crush na sinabi ko nag stop na kami mag usap din for some reason. I don't plan to date din any sooner also, I just want to fix myself and just be happy with myself muna.
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Up until now, iniisip ko kung bakit di ako umiyak during magkasama tayo sa araw na yun. Nangingiyak ako ilang beses pero di ko malabas that night, I'm just happy the whole time. Seeing you that night parang nakita ko lang sparks sa eyes mo and genuine smile mo, during kini-kwento mo story nyo sa new ka date mo. I'm just so happy seeing you like that again, because you really really deserve it. I'm sure tuloy tuloy na ang positive and good vibes na makukuha mo. Seeing you happy makes me really really happy also but makes me really sad at the same time because I'm not that guy anymore, I'm not your guy anymore. Now I'm crying. For how many days after natin mag meet, iniisip parin kita. Iniisip ko face mo ang smile mo, iniisip ko eyes mo. I just want to hold your hand that night pero hindi pwede, mali yun. Couldve just take my chance that night tho, even for the last time hawakan ko hands mo na gustong gusto ko hawakan everytime magkasama tayo. Feels so weird na for the first time nag sama tayo for how many years, ang weird na di ko nahawakan kamay mo na magkasama tayo. Pota sobrang lungkot, umiiyak ako dito sa hotel na parang gago. I really really love you but I think I need to start moving on. You are back in dating na rin so I assumed na naka move on kana rin, I mean siguro not fully or ano ba di ko alam pero sympre alam ko naman di ka mag dadate ulit na di pa naka move on ba. Hindi ka ganun alam ko, hindi mo gagawin yun. So yeah, I don't know kung saan pa papunta post ko na to but I'm just so happy for you kung ano nangyayari sayo now. Again, I'm hoping always for the best in life para sayo and the best partner. I don't really know kung kailan or paanpo ako maka move on and kung kailan ako mag stop mag post dito but yeah, this really helps me a lot also mapalabas mga gusto ko sabihin. Take care of yourself always, I miss you so much. I guess when we have a shot at happiness, lets take it. Hopefully, we will met again someday. Let's have a coffee and talk about life :>
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For the past few days and weeks, I have been preparing for this day. I'm so nervous down to my core, I can say that I'm confident enough to face all of these but I just can't evade the feeling of self-doubt. I will do this for myself and my parents.
This will be a new chapter of my life, I will be isolating myself far away from everything and I think it's for the better for everyone. I don't want to cause any trouble to anyone again, I'm tired of hurting people and making them depressed especially, you. I know this will be rough but I need to start again.
I saw your post here the other day, At that time I was traveling back to Margos to be with my family. I just cried inside the bus reading your post the whole time. You are always on my mind all the time. Thinking if you are doing fine and if you are happy.
I miss you and I don't want to forget you. I can say that you are the only person that makes my heart flutter. Jang, you will always have a special place in my heart, always.
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guys miss ko lang talaga si Jang di ibig sabihin sa my day nag balikan kami
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I miss you every single day, it drives me crazy. Pag pakinggan ko pinapakinggan mo naaiiyak nalang ako.
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watching your repost tiktok videos feels like I'm just at your side watching the same video. Hayy god I miss you so much.
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Yeah. Eto na talaga yun, aalis na talaga ako. Potang ina kinakabahan na ako.
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