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not bad, nagustuhan ng lahat 😂

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na realize ko na kanina ko lang na realize ang realization na yun HAAHAHAHAHA ang gusto ko lang sana sabihin is about iba iba mag show ng love ang isang tao and hindi lahat ng tao same paano mag appreicate, nadagdag ko lang yung gusto nila ma love kung paano sila mag love 🥹 Parang ang ganda ng nasabi maka proud man konti sa sarili. Like dun ko lang din naisip pero yun na nga feel ko ganun naman kasi talaga. Kaya siguro natutuwa si Jang na paglutuan ko sya kasi ganun din sya sa akin pinaglulutan nya ako pero yun nga lang mainis ako minsan sa kanya kasi di sya pasensyado if ako magluto tapos ako pasensyado naman ako sa kanya 🥹

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lgbt pala gusto nyo na topic ge kahit gamitin ko pa ang bible para ma defend ko ang lgbt lol. Ate micoy and kuya rj ako sasave sa inyo dito.

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Feels good to share sa mga pinsan ko about what happen sa amin, like its sad and mabigat but feeling ko nababawasan bigat ng pakiramdam ko kahit papaano everytime I share about it. Pati alam man din nila sino may mali halata naman sa kwento. Basta si ate zendle talaga makwentuhan automatic talaga malalaman na ng lahat pagkadating ko papang kinamusta na ako 🥹

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😮‍💨

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pota june 17 na please

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I will not be that person again, the happiest just like before but I just want to be happy again sa totoo lang. Yun nalang hinihingi ko and gusto ko mangyari. Although yes Im happy with my family and friends na meron ako ngayon pero may kulang parin talaga maliban sa unemployed pa parin ako, may kulang parin talaga.

Maybe I am not destined to be great or to be rich or to be that guy that I want to become but I'm just wishing for happiness and peace of mind for myself right now wala ng iba pa. Nakikita ko kuya ko and ate joy happy naman sila si mama and papa happy naman sila, yun ang isang reason kung bakit ako nag stay rin talaga muna, I want them to be happy and spend time with them lalo na old na sila. Nagawa ko rin yung gusto ko gawin yung andito ako while pag retire ni mama.

I want to find my happiness too.

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sad

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Need to do the riskiestssez risk if this month wala paring tatanggap sa akin, last card na talaga. Mag stastay ako somewhere while mag apply. Kung wala parin talaga bebenta nalang ako droga.

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mas masipag ako sa lahat ng bagay pag may trabaho compared sa wala, pansin ko lang :D

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never gets old.

GOATED.

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sorry di ko inaccept ang call, I just dont know how to react and isa pa why would you worry about a guy that hurts you so bad. I just dont get it. Please stop worrying about me, I mjust bothering your peace of mind. Please be happy always and I know you are happy now. Im just a loser Jang selfish loser okay? I dont deserve a person na may mag worry sa akin.

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sorry di ko inaccept ang call, I just dont know how to react and isa pa why would you worry about a guy that hurts you so bad. I just dont get it. Please stop worrying about me, I mjust bothering your peace of mind. Please be happy always and I know you are happy now. Im just a loser Jang selfish loser okay? I dont deserve a person na may mag worry sa akin.

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what can I do. Please give me something i can distract myself. But im tiiired. Im tired feeling things. Ayoko na mag drama rin ano pa silbi neto jusko. Just remove my emotions already.

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So happy to give a small sweet speech for mama for her retirement party, so happy si ako umiyak yun ang isang goal ko. Just so happy.formher too, 40 years in service without late pa yan. damnnnn.. Thank you for your sacrifices ma.

We love you.