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* ╰ new york’s very own 𝐠𝐞𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐚 ‘ 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐢𝐞 ‘ 𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐱 was spotted on broadway street in louboutin carnababy ankle boots . your resemblance to 𝒛𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒂𝒚𝒂 is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty - third birthday bash . while living in nyc , you’ve been labeled as being 𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆 , but also 𝒑𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍 . i guess being a virgo explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be 𝒂 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒍𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒊𝒕𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇 , 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒍𝒂𝒄 𝒑𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓 - 𝒔𝒖𝒊𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒆𝒎𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒔 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒖𝒃 , 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒔𝒘𝒊𝒎𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 . ( my ex - fiance was a pr stunt set up by our manager. i’m not sure they knew that until i inadvertently cheated on them . ) & ( cis female & she / her )

tw : homophobia , biphobia , suicide mention , emotional abuse .

 𝒊 . 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒔 .

𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆 : georgia cheyanne hendrix 𝒏𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆𝒔 : goldie , golds . georgie , gigi , g . 𝒂𝒈𝒆 : twenty - three 𝒛𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒄 : virgo 𝒐𝒄𝒄𝒖𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 : former beauty pageant competitor and 2016’s miss teen usa , 2017′s miss new york , 2018′s miss usa , current film and television actress , model , business entrepreneur , philanthropist , and activist . 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒛𝒆𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 : her mother’s political career , starring in hbo’s television series euphoria , being the first openly queer representative for the usa in the pageant circuit , her advocacy for feminism and criminal justice reform , a bustling social media page , being one of forbes 2019′s top 30 under 30 . 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒕𝒚 / 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒔 : cis female / she her hers 𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 : bisexual , biromantic 𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 : 5’9 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒔 : meredith grey & cristina yang from grey’s anatomy , spencer hastings from pretty little liars , hermione granger from harry potter , meghan markle , angela martin from the office , alex cabot from law and order svu , and more than anything , claire from fleabag . 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐮 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 , 𝐢 𝐛𝐞𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐨 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐱’𝐬 𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 7 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐬 . 𝒌𝒆𝒚 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒕𝒔 : - acquiescent , cold , emotionally distant , obsessive , control - freak + intelligent , astute , focused , protective , passionate 𝒉𝒐𝒈𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆 : toss up between slytherin and ravenclaw ! 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒔 : 𝐭𝐢𝐚 𝐭��𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐚 - 𝑑𝑜𝑗𝑎 𝑐𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑡 . 𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑜 𝑛𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑦 / 𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 - 𝑘𝑎𝑠ℎ 𝑑𝑜𝑙𝑙 / 𝐧𝐨 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤 - 𝑘𝑎𝑟𝑖 𝑓𝑎𝑢𝑥 / 𝐂𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐃𝐄 - 𝑑𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑒𝑙 𝑐𝑎𝑒𝑠𝑎𝑟 / 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐬 - 𝑆𝑍𝐴 / 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐨 - 𝑑𝑜𝑗𝑎 𝑐𝑎𝑡 / 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐟 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐱 - 𝑓𝑙𝑜 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖 / 𝐜𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐲 𝐚𝐟 - 𝑚𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑜𝑛 / 𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐧-𝐥𝐢 - 𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑘𝑖 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑗 / 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 - 𝑘𝑎𝑠ℎ 𝑑𝑜𝑙𝑙 / 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐣𝐨𝐞 - 𝑗𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑒𝑝𝑢𝑠𝑠𝑦 / 𝐈𝐂𝐘 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 - 𝑠𝑎𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑒 / 𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐣𝐚𝐰𝐧 - 𝑘𝑜𝑡𝑎 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 / 𝐛𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 - 𝑑𝑜𝑗𝑎 𝑐𝑎𝑡 𝒂𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒔 : an intellect that remembers everything ; wild caramel curls with just enough composure to seem effortless ; a fear of failure more crippling than life itself ; the smell of fresh linen and lavender ; a color - coded itinerary ; a perfectly choreographed interaction , each time ; lilac power - suits and an immaculate composure ; unspoken mommy issues ; tenebrous , intent gazes swimming with the�� resonance of unspoken thoughts ; ‘ don’t touch me please ‘ syndrome ; kicking out hookups before you both fall asleep ; ordering the same thing at a restaurant , every time ; flinching at ‘ i love you’s ’ ; drafting business emails at the club ; an admiration of atlas , with the world’s weight upon your shoulders .

𝒊𝒊 . 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 .

though goldie should be proud to carry the hendrix name ( a prominent black woman in politics as a mother and a fortune 500 ceo father ) , the odds have been against the hendrix progeny since they come into the world . despite her mother being a female senator , she’s a infamously staunch conservative with rather regressive opinions . her father ? none the better , driven by greed and the illusion of power .

georgia emerges first into the world with kalani following soon after , a dynamic they hold onto for the rest of their lives . their brother michael follows a few years later , completing the illusion of the perfect american family . goldie , as she is quickly known as , is a perfectionist by heart , a trait that is only further emphasized by a cold , disconnected mother who only truly acknowledges her when it’s following an accolade . lani never seemed bothered and would find solace in mikey — goldie , on the other hand , took her mother’s emotional distance more personally than anything in her life , past or future .

her mother , a former pageant star herself , is elated to hear goldie’s interest in starting in the circuit in middle school , launching a career for herself in the new york pageant scene . this perfectionist mentality lends itself easily to her competitions , and the naturally competitive girl takes the pageant world by storm . she pushes herself to her peak through new york’s elite prep schools , scoring top marks and heading countless clubs to pad an otherwise still impressive resume . she’s making waves in every circle she enters , preparing a valedictorian speech and touting early acceptance into princeton when her world flips on its head .

mikey , vibrant and beautiful , everything goldie did not see herself as , comes out as gay to their family , and following the heinous response of their parents and the mounting pressures to keep up appearances , takes his own life during the twins’ senior year . goldie’s life is shattered , and her family falls apart quickly after , with lani’s outburst of her own coming out and reprimanding their parents for their part in mikey’s passing being the final tear of the hendrix tapestry . goldie , harboring a budding sentiment of bisexuality all her own , sees the effect the dual coming’s - out have on their family and can’t bring herself to rock the boat a third time , doing what she does best and keeping her mouth shut for appearances .

while lani makes a name for herself protesting and doing her activism , goldie continues to dominate pageantry , quickly snatching up titles of miss teen usa , miss new york , and going on to set her sights on 2018′s miss america . during the question and answer portion , when she’s asked about the mental health crisis in her home state of new york , her mind drifts from her prepared statement and instead pivots to a cause near and dear to her heart , the lgbtq+ mental health crisis . her life changes with one simple slip of the tongue on live national television .

“ as a bisexual woman myself , i believe — ”

though entirely unintentional , the moment liberates her and thrusts her forward into the life she now has , a name made for herself , by herself . despite the collective shock of her unexpected coming out on national tv , she is enthusiastically crowned miss america much to her own surprise , though her actions are not without consequence . fuming at the perceived treachery of the child that was supposed to be ‘ the good one , ’ senator hendrix pulls some strings to get goldie kicked from the pageantry world , but it comes as a blessing in disguise .

goldie changes her major at princeton to public policy , and once she leaves the pageant world , she’s flooded with offers for modeling campaigns and sponsorship deals . she becomes one of the most noted humanitarian activists of her generation , fighting for women’s rights , mental health advocacy , and criminal justice reform . while lani takes to the streets , goldie takes to the stands , giving speeches and meeting with policy makers as she begins to dive into the world of entrepreneurship . the twins start a foundation for lgbtq+ people they name the mikey hendrix foundation in honor of their younger brother , and are in constant tabloid stories due to their speaking out against their parents . goldie makes an easy transition from paper to stage , and finds a blooming acting career that serves as an even greater platform for her to speak out about the causes nearest to her .

𝒊𝒊𝒊 . 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

perhaps goldie’s most notable quality is being driven by an unyielding fear of failure and mediocrity . there is no task small enough that goldie will not accomplish to the best of her execution , and if she can’t ensure perfection , she will refuse to give it an attempt at all . this all or nothing attitude stems from an obscene obsession with control and remaining in control , something those around her are all too aware of .

despite a rather charming and gregarious disposition on the red carpet , many will note that goldie is incredibly reserved when meeting her in real life . the pageantry training has kicked in to give her a facade to push when she’s in the spotlight , though her true disposition is much less play and much more work . she’s stoic and serious , knowing just what to say at what time to continue the narrative that she is completely in control . cool and calculated , her affect is usually stern and unwilling to reflect any sentiment of softness or goofiness — many business associates note her absolute maturity and rationality even at the tender age of 23 . her energy , as subdued as it may be , commands the room with a power of self-assuredness that only stems from a confidence rooted in something to back it up . she’s an elderly woman in a millennial’s body , and this tends to show in her dry wit humor , relative moodiness , and general propensity for wanting things done exclusively her way .

goldie’s intellect has always been a strong suit of hers , a photographic memory that allowed her to glide through school with the least of struggles . astute and well - spoken , monotone and unlikely to crack in her stony temperament , she’s a force of nature to be well reckoned with . luckily , goldie shows little to no interest in engaging with petty drama and tends to keep in her own lane , losing interest nearly immediately in the mindless pettiness some of her friends wrap themselves up in . rational , arguably to a fault , goldie has a bad habit of censoring herself and limiting her own commentary when in the company of anyone she needs to maintain her reputation with ; close friends , on the other hand , will easily characterize her as blunt and straightforward , almost too aggressive with her honesty for her own good . though she’d rarely voice it , she has an undeniable superiority complex stemming from a recognition that whatever she does , she’s incredibly good at ( ignoring her unwillingness to step out and try anything outside her comfort zone . )

this is the curious dichotomy of georgia hendrix , considering one of her most notable flaws is her unwillingness to invest . despite being perhaps overly honest , the moment a conversation ( or relationship ) runs the risk of becoming too emotionally risky , she shuts down . flames have been ghosted , relationships have been ended , and friendships have been cut off simply because goldie deemed them to be a danger to her mission of remaining in complete control of herself and her life . the select few that have plowed through goldie’s rather prickly initial interactions have earned themselves a friend forged from gold , loyal to a fault and ready to drop anything at a wind’s blow to aide those she loves most . defensive and ornery , the pageant girl facade soon blows over to reveal an anal retentive , emotionally stunted grandmother who loses her lid over the most minute of inconveniences if they step out of her pre - established plans and routines .

hiding beneath her layers of fake smiling at redundant questions , unapproachable hostility and being an otherwise unmeltable ice queen , goldie harbors a deep intensity that overcomes her when allowed to reign ( and very rarely is allowed to reign ) . she does not invest in small doses and despite the relative unlikelihood of her allowing a distraction such as a relationship , the few she’s had have been intense whirlwinds led by goldie’s own inability to limit herself — she’s all , or she’s nothing , but nowhere in the middle .