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happy birthday rui!!

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giggle duo

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WHAT GOLDY RELEASES A BIRTHDAY IMAGE ON TIME?!?!?!? WHAT,.

Okay i have a lot to say i think, first off this is a sketch so I KNOW the quality is bad and I KNOW that the textures on the wall aren't very detailed I KNOW I KNOW but i oinly had 4hr to do it:( like i can't spend forever on each birthday art it WILL drain me

second!! i didn't like it, but i think the lighting kinda saves it, asloi was given cyberpunk as a theme to do my proseka 2025 art in and i was like wtf what do i do for that and idk if this counts as cyberpunk themed but I LIKE IT ANDI WILL FOLLOW THIS SORT OF THING FOR THE NEXT BIRTHDAYS

also i now officially ahve all rui birthday cards:) got 2023 today, 2025 yesterday and 2024 last year, my rui collection is compelte... now if only mafuyu, emu and minori would come home in as quick succession as they did

anyway i wanna go write fanfics so bye

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this is beautiful

kanamafu week 2025 day 3

The ouroboros of guilt

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CUTIES

rui looks so happy i love them so much also EMU'S FACE ON NENE AND TSULKASA (sobbing) i lov tem.

emu of the colossus

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He has two kids, he is married and he is 35 years old. Also he owns a black market and stuff, he's very silly i love him

recently i've been sooo socially drained:/ so i haven't been answering much, apologies for that

Playing Happy Families is coming back!! Second strip is almost done!! I didn't just put the first part and then never continue it dw

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consumes the art

*lifts rock* bug ???? saa ba ba bagu sa bagubagu

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hi guys bye guys

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Happy birthday Risha <3

Yeah, I'm gonna do more sketches than full on birthday art for my ocs from now on, the reason being i really stressed myself out trying to do full artworks with such tight deadlines. I'm also really enjoying sketches:D that's why the background is so lacking, I just wanted to have fun, and it came out decently!!

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hi guys i've been staying off tumblr to not get spoilt for ch3/4 deltarune but i had to show you what i was doing

drawing emurui instead of working....

it's just a sketch and i probably wont' continue it but yk yk yk they're so cute and they make me PHYSICALLY ILL and i LOVE THEM omwww what is work when i could just. emurui. I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS. I LOVE them. my cutie babies cuties

also i started using ao3 again and my first work is a fanfic where WxS are all siblings and Tsukasa and Emu are heavily traumatised while Rui and Nene are just trying to be responsible and help them out but also Nene is the youngest sibling so she can't do much anyway it's really fun

do you know i like proseka. surprisingly emu is not my favourite character, she is my second favourite, mafuyu is my best girl... But i don't ship her with anyone. Literally emurui is my only ship in all medias I've looked at... so like... no mafuyu art for now:( sorry guys.. just lots of emurui...

ok i've yapped enough bye

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THIS IS SO DAMN CUTE. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. (also everyone being terrified when sans says he loves them is so relatable :sob: me whenever my friend messages me something like that no context)

Love you guyss (based on an idea by @itsmebeff )

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12 days late baby

also Lilly my sweet beloved child my girl my cutie patootie i love lilly she's so lovely i love her she's one of my best ocs did you know i like lilly

also now i'm going to more more jump out of the nearest 5 storey building

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HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR WIFE!!! MAY YOU UNDERGO MANY PLEASANT WIFELY AND NON WIFELY ACTIVITIES IN YOUR VERY LONG AND PLEASANT FUTURE

IS MY DAYYY I’M NOW OLDER 🤯

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Still reading the stories, but honestly yea i love this take and i wish more medias/stories had parents like this

Any opinion on Akito and Ena's dad ?

I don’t think he’s the best parent ever by any means, but I also think people often greatly exaggerate what he did to his kids. Both him and his kids have a pretty blunt way of talking and I think this is why they clash so often. The thing is, none of what he said to Ena about art being a terrible field of work to go into was wrong, it’s just that instead of trying to help Ena, he just told her she was talentless which like don’t fucking say that to your child??? I get that he was trying to look out for Ena but he just approached it in the worst possible way and ruined Ena’s mental health. He’s clearly been through it in his art career and doesn’t want Ena to go through the same, especially when she’s already struggling at a non-professional level, but he’s not the greatest parent going and clearly doesn’t know how to talk to his kids. He’s gotten better after Akito talked to him, but still has some work to do.

What I’m saying when people exaggerate what he did is that people tend to dial up the abuse to be more like Harumichi & Toya’s mother or Mafuyu’s parents and this is a very different case. Shin’ei clearly doesn’t know how to communicate with his kids and isn’t good at parenting, and I don’t think he meant to hurt Ena as bad as he did. He didn’t think she would be able to handle an art career and didn’t want her to get hurt, but he ended up hurting her more because he has dogshit communication skills. Yes, he still abused her and isn’t like a hugely present figure in her or Akito’s life (might be work-related? It’s never explained) but I don’t think he intentionally crushed her mental health and self worth. Considering one of his hobbies is camping trips with the family I think he actually does love his kids, he just isn’t a good parent.

It’s a very complex case because yes he did abuse Ena but it doesn’t entirely seem like it was intentional? Like telling her she was talentless was an intentional decision but I don’t think he said it because he wanted her to suffer emotionally for years, does that make sense? It wasn’t like Harumichi who made Toya practice past the point of injury and his wife who banned Toya from having any free time just because they wanted him to be a musical prodigy and live up to their expectations of their family (also Toya has older brothers who probably went through the exact same thing before him). And it wasn’t like Mafuyu’s mother who manipulates her daughter into becoming what she wants her to be and is fully aware of the fact she’s manipulating her, and then tries to manipulate other people on top of that to believe that she’s a good mother and actually cares about her daughter.

Shin’ei actually does seem to care about Ena and Akito and the fact that he does seem to try and change after Akito talks to him adds more proof to that. Harumichi hears Toya out and Toya isn’t scared of him anymore, and although he hasn’t really shown up much since Nocturne, whenever he does or whenether he’s mentioned there’s still this sort of disconnect between him and Toya still? Like he’s kinda just accepted that Toya rebelled against his expectations as an Aoyagi but you can tell he still doesn’t see eye to eye with Toya and probably never will. Hell, when Mrs Asahina is called out on her actions, she tries to manipulate the person calling her out in the exact same way she does her daughter. So Shin’ei at the very least tries to be better even if the improvement isn’t huge and I think a lot of people in the fandom miss that part? Like I consistently see people describe/portray him as far more intentionally malicious and hurtful and sometimes even physically abusive and he isn’t?? Yes he abused Ena and doesn’t seem hugely present in Akito’s life compared to like Ken, but how he abused his kids reads very differently to the other more notable abusive parents. I’ve already said it loads by now but the intent is different. And this is a character analysis and not an opinion

Uh yeah I think he’s pretty well written and I’d like to know a bit more about him but maybe I should invest in the fanbook for that. He’s very realistic like this is definitely something that happens a lot in real life. Some parents just aren’t good at it and don’t mean to hurt their kid but they end up doing so because they just don’t know how to care for them and communicate with them properly. He feels very human.

He’s a shit parent and I hope this doesn’t read like an apologist post because it’s not meant to be, like he drove Ena into a deep depression that’s fucked up. I just wanted to point some stuff out because I really like how he’s written and think he’s a pretty interesting character.

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giggling

referenced from this <-

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beauty

HADM 3: Tango of the tek variety !!

i don’t draw him much i hope i still did him justice 😓

find the prompts at @hermitadaymay