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anyone else fuckin depressed????

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He was an ENFJ 2w3 293 Gemini so/sp lawful good life path 7 hufflepuff sanguine born in the year of the horse, she was an INFP 4w5 479 sp/so Pisces neutral good life path 5 ravenclaw melancholic born in the year of the monkey, can I make it anymore obvious?

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como se dice….. oof

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1/05/18

I cried once last night and twice today. I am grateful to be in a relationship, but it has been difficult for me to accept my partner’s vocalization or outward expression of his attraction to others. This has been an issue from the beginning-- a factor of being in a relationship that I never considered. 

Before being in a relationship, I was very idealistic and romanticized being in love/in a relationship. I (unrealistically) imagined that my partner would only have eyes for me and that no matter where we went, it’d be as if it were only the two of us. I didn’t think about what reality is like, and how I would react to the very likely and real idea that my partner could find himself attracted to other people. I never even considered myself a jealous person. I’m now finding out that I am... and I want to do something about it. I mean, I communicate my jealousies to my partner. Whenever something has bothered me in the past I have brought it up and we’ve had conversations about it. My partner is very reassuring and caring. I have no doubts on his loyalty to our relationship. So why is it so hard for me to see his glancing at other girls as innocent? hm. no matter how many times I’ve tried to convince myself it’s okay, that it’s sweet that he finds all these other ladies attractive (bc it’s normalll and we all take notice when we see someone we find attractive), I can’t help but feel sad at the fact. 

I notice when he looks at other girls. He does it subtly and doesn’t make comments anymore, but sigh. And then those meme pages he follows which promote these hot girls’ accounts... I know he looks at them and it’s fine but sometimes he forgets I’m there and lingers on the photo for too long (with a quick “EW!” after realizing and a slow scroll away from the post, bless him lol). 

What motivated this post? Yesterday, sometime in the afternoon I had seen a video of this pretty and fit girl dancing in a way that highlighted her butt. Just me. Later on last night, we laid down parallel but with our heads by the others’ feet when I heard the song from the video I’d seen earlier. I didn’t see it, but I recognized the video. I heard the entire video play once. then I heard the entire video play again. I knew he was watching this girl dance and I instantly felt jealous and upset. I waited for him to continue scrolling but when the song played again, till it finished a second time, I got sad. He didn't know I knew what he was watching, but I did. If I laid next to him, I'm sure he would’ve scrolled quickly past it so I wouldn’t get upset, but because he knew I wasn’t looking at the screen with him he let himself watch the video. I feel childish but it really did upset me. I didn't say anything but I became teary-eyed. He noticed and asked if it was because I felt he wasn’t paying attention to me. I didn't feel ready to tell him why I was upset ( and I also didn't feel it was something I should’ve been upset about) so I just said yes and he put his phone away right then to comfort me. He’s a really good guy and I know he cares about me but I wanna cry when I think about all the attractive girls he sees on a daily basis. 

I guess I feel this way because I’m scared. I’m scared that he’ll like someone so much that he’ll see me as not much in comparison and then he will want to leave me for someone who looks like those girls with the bodies he likes. He’s told me plenty times he doesn’t care about that and that he wouldn’t leave me for someone he barely knows. He’s said the right things when I’ve needed him to. I’ll try to keep those words in mind. 

But yeah, I guess I've got a lot of maturing to do. Still got to develop a lot of confidence. Still gotta loosen up and stop worrying about little things like this. Have to trust him and be okay with these things. andor maybe continue unfollowing those meme pages he follows so I don't have to see those posts and know he sees them too. Honestly, I’d like to just pretend it isn’t happening. That’s sorta what I want. to pretend he’s not attracted to other people. But that’s not cool is it? It’s not real. 

I’ll talk to him about it soon. This was sort of helpful.

p.s. & reminder: your partner can find others attractive and still love you (still don’t want him glancing at other people but ahskasjdjfl what can ya do)

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Transit pluto conjunct natal ascendant

So I’ve recently remembered that I have a major transit coming up soon, and that’s Pluto crossing the ascendant. Apparently, this transit leaves you utterly transformed; you leave completely different from how you entered the transit. 

Someone in a thread I’m reading brings up this quote from a book which states that 18 months before the time of the actual crossing is when “all hell breaks loose.” Given this comment, I looked up exactly when Pluto will cross my ascendant (sometime between Feb 29 and March 1 2020) and counted back 18 months, which places me at September 2018. 

And oh my gosh!!

Sometime in August, I made a pretty impulsive decision to cut my hair very short. I’ve never done anything drastically different to my appearance, so this was major. Everything that has followed since then has been pretty hectic, and yes, my relationship to my parents and to my concept of relationships has been changing. 

The decision to cut my hair immediately made my parents question their own parenting and whether this was a rebellion of some sort from my part. Other family members commented on my appearance and assumed plenty about how I was raised and how this was my response (a sort of cry/shout) to being raised in a sheltered way. 

There have been issues the few times my boyfriend has come over as well. One trip where I returned to college with my boyfriend instead of with my dad as we usually do sparked a major shift in my relationship with my parents. 

Throughout this time, I have been thinking a lot about how my family functions, and whether I want us to maintain these same roles we’ve been participating in. I have been wanting to assert myself as independent, and my goal is to be able to depend on myself financially. I would also like to establish myself as an adult who can make her own decisions, but this will take time. 

Appearance wise, the hair is a major change but I am also finally beginning to buy myself store brand clothes rather than what is thrifted. I want to look and dress “well” and be expressive while I do it. I have hidden myself in my clothes up till my recent desire to look nice began.

Another change is I got my first outside-of-workstudy-job. 

My mother is confronting her fears as well, and has finally considered the idea of separating from my dad. I also feel that I’m taking some actions because I don’t want to end up financially dependent on someone (the situation my mom is in).

A cool thing that happened so far: I sang a sort of rap on a mic in front of my fam and that’s something my younger self would have never even imagined doing. will update with changes as they come.

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Pluto in the 5th is probably one of my placements I do not notice until it hits me all at once, especially when I am expressing myself creatively. I generate a piece of writing or artwork or something, anything, and then I’ll hide it away forever. Pluto obsession really shines in these moments..I will shut everyone out, isolate myself, and lose sleep crafting and solidifying emotion into substance until I am burnt out. Afterwards, a have these clingy thoughts over my works “This is mine, no one else can see it. Ever.” I am not that person who believes all workmanship or artistry has to be “shared,” not something so personal..I don’t want criticism, nor do I want praise; for me, it is just a release of what I am feeling inside. And there is a lot that I pour out of myself through my fingertips, only to just let it all go? I cannot do that

The 5th house is also the home of Romance. When it comes to love, I am fascinated by it..I have a Gemini Venus, Love is always on my mind, I wonder about it often. I have Venus in Neptune’s house of limitlessness and Neptune in Venus day house of relationship, I want to dissolve into Love, I could get lost in it. And so on..but Pluto in the 5th brings over the repulsion principle; what entices and magnetizes you, but what you equally have strong feelings against. How precious I think love is, but maybe too precious. Almost like something so intimate that I create from the heart, that it is too special to give out -possessiveness (Pluto) of all creation (5th) - and likewise, too special for someone like me to ever receive - antagonism (Pluto) of the Self (5th) -

Pluto, the silent killer 🥀

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The Lionsgate Portal is OPEN

Today is 8/8/18, the day the Sun, the Earth, and the star Sirius are in perfect position to open what is known as the ‘Lionsgate Portal’. The energy is crazy high, and if you are into astrology, magick, divination, or are an empath you are sure to feel it. This alignment happens every year on August 8th, with 8 being the number that connects the physical world with the spiritual world. This year being particularly special because it’s 2018.  

Sirius is the brightest star in our sky and part of the constellation ‘Canis Major’ or Big Dog. Do a little research on this star and you will learn that many Ancient cultures looked to Sirius for spiritual guidance, especially the ancient Egyptians who built their pyramids in alignment with the star. This particular astrological event may even be linked to the rising and overflowing of the Nile, a symbol of great abundance.

This is a great time for healing, communication with spirit and meditation. Remember that Mercury is still Retrograde which to me indicates the need for introspection.

Make the best of this highly spiritual alignment:

Heart Chakra Healing Rituals

Third Eye Chakra Exercises

Ancestor Veneration

Prosperity Work

Communication with Higher Self

The portal will be opened for a week, during which a Super New Moon in Leo will occur, August 11. Set intentions that are bigger than you have ever set before, the universe is definitely open to wild thoughts right now and will soon give you everything you need to follow through. Also, for new amazing things to come into your future you must be willing to let things go, release the people, situations and habits that no longer serve you!

With Love,

Magically Bree

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The planets are just symbols, far away lanterns in the night. Dead until your breath brings these forces to life - your life. The planets are inside you, they are mirrors and not micromanagers.  Planets are the energy, and you are the vessel. You give them a voice, and they are made to exist in the light you name it in. The vessel is the force that controls its medium. The stars and planets do not hold onto your past nor have your future, because every moment is all that exists, every beat of the drum is a new opportunity to create new life The planets are parts of you echoed by the sky, so if you are waiting for an answer from one you only have to listen to your own voice 

Sun - The Sun is the light and the life, solar rays burn from outside and within. Your heart is its own sun with each of the planets circulating around the body that gave birth to a solar system. The Sun is the creator, and you are a cosmocreator, your life, expression, and self is an act of creativity 

Moon - The lunar waves wax and wane through you, moods belong to you and nobody else but the moon can always see what is truly happening. There is a side of yourself that hides when you try to find it, and you have unspoken memories and needs

Mercury - Mercury is our bridge between the mind and the cosmos. You become Mercury every time someone asks what ‘you what think about this’. It’s your quantity and quantity of mind, use it mindfully and you will be a mastermind.   

Venus - Venus is the beauty and appreciation we feel for others, but understand you could not conceive beauty if it wasn’t already in you. Aphrodite is not an idol but an expression of you at your most beautiful and blissful 

Mars - Mars is our armour, sword, and shield. The battle is not against other people but the self-sabotaging parts of ourself. It’s where we can make things harder for ourselves through self-destruction, its when we become the God of War who trampled a town when explosions of rage detonate inside and we trash everything in sight 

Jupiter - Jupiter is the higher mind and the genie, the wishes that you have been granted are the opportunities resulting from your vision, will, and faith - you are the one that has made all your dreams come true, Jupiter is truth - and this is your truth, your philosophy, and your authentic divine experience 

Saturn - Saturn is the critical task master but you only find these realms so challenging because you want it so much. It can your be rock bottom. Know there is a part inside that can see your highest vibration with clarity and refuses to let you fail yourself 

Uranus - Uranus is the cataclysm and revolution, these are revolts against fixed conditions inside and breaking free from the lies we were told about ourselves, we experience abrupt change with Uranus - but if we reflect we can see all the little sidesteps we made to ignite this explosion

Neptune - Neptune is the artist, the dreamer, and the psychic, when you can see something that other people cannot - you are wearing the lenses of visionary Neptune. Dreams are very personal experiences where all the characters are parts of you - and it could not come from anywhere else but inside

Pluto - Pluto belongs to the underworld, but this is the symbolic place in the unconscious where activity is unseen, the connotation can be negative due to our inability to know and understand the unconscious and become to hostage to its will because it’s a part of ourselves we don’t know well enough - if we did it wouldn’t be buried there 

C

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Aquarius and Pisces both feel as if they don’t belong in this universe. Aquarius feels their ideas are too unique and unconventional, their ideas and way of thinking are outcasted and misunderstood by the world. Pisces feels as though they are too soft and sensitive for this world, their compassion and soft hearts are too much for this world. They feel outcasted, but they band together with those who feel misunderstood and alone, to make them feel included, loved, and understood. I believe that is one of their many purposes on this earth, to understand and reach those who feel lonely too

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Pretty, sunny day, made especially memorable thanks to this ladybug :)

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SATURN THROUGHOUT THE HOUSES🌟✨✨

Saturn is considered a malefic planet, because of the frustrations and challenges that it causes in one’s life. However, these challenges will come to shape a person and transform them into a stronger version of who they used to be. Unlike Jupiter’s expansive ways, Saturn helps people grow by taking away everything and forcing them to grow on their own. Saturn (in my opinion) is not just about restriction, it is about the steady progression of a person over time and blossoming all on your own.

SATURN IN THE FIRST HOUSE: You fear that others will not know who you are, that all that you will leave in your wake is spaces and that none of them will be filled with your name. Your identity is a wound that is buried deep, something that you fear cannot retrieved. Saturn has left you with nothing to define who you are, what you are, or what you want others to see. You must build yourself from the rough ground up, identities that are not identities and are only masks will surely fail, as you have to build not just yourself but your authentic self. You entered this world without yourself but you will leave with yourself, make sure that the person that you claim as yourself is you, only you, and absolutely no one else. How to help yourself grow: Let go of anything that is apart of you that is not you, do not fear who you really are, allow your identity to take hold, be patient and forgiving with yourself, self discovery will take time

SATURN IN THE SECOND HOUSE: What you fear most on this earth is a loss of security and a loss of worth. You fear that you and your life are not secure. You fear that you and your life are worth nothing. Above all you fear that there is nothing in your grasp, that both your life and you will slip through your fingers like smooth beach sand, and that they will never return again. A person that feels unworthy will surround themselves with material worth, and Saturn will take these things away again and again and again until you learn to value what truly matters, yourself. One of Saturn’s biggest lessons in life will be that you cannot be truly wealthy until you no longer think that you are nothing, your insecurities and your preconceived negative ideas about yourself will harm you and what you own. In Saturn’s eyes, a person that does not love themselves will not grow. If you cannot value yourself, then how would you be able to truly value anything else? How to help yourself grow: Write down everything that you love and value about yourself, do not get too caught up in materialism, find worth within, do not let money get the best of you, appreciate the simple, uncomplicated things

SATURN IN THE THIRD HOUSE: You fear that your voice will fall flat against ears that never wanted to listen. You fear that you and your verbal and written form of self expression are nonexistent. Saturn has taken away both the tongue and the pen and through out life you must rebuild a long forgotten voice. I promise that from you beautiful words will learn to bloom. A lifetime of listening will lead to a thousand ways to speak, in many ways your words will never leave. Speak only what is on your mind and on your heart, words that are not yours will fall backwards down your throat. From your words you will truly move, from your movements you will truly speak.Release all of the moments that you wish you had said something from your childhood. Release any negative critiques about the way that you speak. Release anyone from your life that makes a mockery of what comes from your mind and your heart. You are you and you must learn that your words are not cursed, they are only meant to grow. How to help yourself grow: Write down everything that you’ve been holding in, speak everything that you’ve been holding in to someone you trust, reach out to others, create positive associations with communication, don’t forget to breathe and to relax when you speak

SATURN IN THE FOURTH HOUSE: One of the fears in your life was birthed from your childhood and your home. A lack of affection and nurturing when you were younger makes you no one’s child. A lack of a comforting and steady home when you were younger makes nowhere a home. Saturn has taken away the ability to feel as if you belong, the comfort associated with a childhood, a place that makes you feel warm. With many years of unrelenting patience and allowing yourself time, you will become both the nurturer and the home, instead of seeking comfort in people or places that become cold you will take advantage of the warmth that is your own. No one and nothing can replace your childhood, no one and nothing can replace a home. Every time that you attempt to see someone/something as a source of comfort and warmth Saturn will take that away from you over and over, time and time again, until you learn that you must be your own mother. Your own father. Your own nurturer. It may seem tough but false security in another is tougher. Lose home. Find home. Make home. Don’t go back at all. How to help yourself grow: Have a self care days, take time to watch cartoons from your childhood or to do things that you used to enjoy, create positive affirmations for yourself, know in your heart that your family does not define you

SATURN IN THE FIFTH HOUSE: You fear being overlooked. You fear letting yourself roam. You fear letting yourself go. You are stuck within the pattern of fearing that you can never be enough and that you will never be enough, that everyone else can glow but you cannot glow too. Maybe you have talents but choose to not show them. Maybe you do not know what your own talents are. And ask yourself, truly, deeply, down to your heart, did you ever give them enough room to grow? To move? To glow? Talents cannot thrive without you giving them space. Talents will not manifest unless you learn to give yourself encouragement. Creativity will lie in an eternal sleep until you allow yourself to dream. Saturn has taken away your talents and expects for you to discover them on your own, for you to allow them to thrive and grow. Expression through the arts is, dare I say, what life is all about, and Saturn will not let you attain them easily. To get them you will truly, verily, whatever you want to say, have to reach. Reach in a heart. Reach in a mind. Reach in forgotten emotions and forgotten thoughts. In time you will radiate from within. How to help yourself grow: Try things that you’d never think you’d be good at, express your creativity and who you are through art, let go and let loose, know that is okay to enjoy receiving attention, do not restrict yourself

SATURN IN THE SIXTH HOUSE: In life you will come to find that you fear degradation. Failure. Falling behind. You do not want to be left in the dust that you have set for yourself so you work and you work until there is nothing left. Saturn has taken away the ability to know when it is time to rest. When it is safe. When you don’t have to work anymore. A life of labor not broken up by personal relaxation will surely take a toll on your body, from your head to your torso to your thighs, every illness and ailment that you fear at night. Detiorating your mind will deteriorate your body until you waste away into someone that is not you and someone that will never be you. Release the long kept tension from your shoulders. Unclench your tightened jaw. Release your hands from any unnatural form that they are in. Release any remaining negative inner thoughts. You do not always have to be unmistakeably present and alert. Sometimes the best rest of all is allowing yourself to exist. Allow yourself into a personal world that is free of labor and one that is kind. How to help yourself grow: Take a day off from any and all work, break out of routine and be spontaneous, if you have forgotten to take any medication make sure you take it now, listen to any aches and pains in your body, eat something nourishing and healthy, go somewhere calm and free of stress (like somewhere in nature).

SATURN IN THE SEVENTH HOUSE: Above all, you fear being alone. Being incomplete. Never being whole. You have lost yourself years and years ago and you cannot bear to let your old self go so you find who you were in soft eyes. Supple skin. Someone that will lay with you at night. Unknowingly the lover that you seek out is you, unknowingly you seek a lover from yourself. There is a tender, cautious, way to your love. You want who you love to be someone who can make you whole. Someone that will tell you where the rest of you has gone. Someone that will make you feel less alone. Saturn has taken away the ability to find yourself within yourself, there is an unmistakeable theme in your life of finding yourself in others. Making yourself in others. Becoming yourself in others. You will/have come to find out that you cannot make others your home. Your anchor. Yourself. Love will not be forever until you learn that only you can inhabit your own bones, that the best representation of yourself is yourself and no one else. You owe an apology to yourself. Take as long as you need. How to help yourself grow: Put yourself above everyone else, find love that holds you not love that defines you, when you are stressed try aromatherapy, do not let anyone convince you that you need them

SATURN IN THE EIGHTH HOUSE: You fear that through your own confessions they will control you. You fear what they will make of your heart, and I don’t mean an airy, romantic heart, I mean your secretive, aching, closed off, actual heart. You believe that as long as you do not reveal yourself to be vulnerable they will never hurt you, that as long as you never let them hurt you that you will never be vulnerable. Past wounds left to fester aren’t in the past at all, they are present. Everything bubbling beneath the surface of a cool and distant exterior will eventually begin to rot if you do not allow it to breathe. Saturn has taken away your trust in others and you must learn what trust is. Everything that you have dreamt has hurt you is just that, a dream, the world is not as cruel and as ruthless as you may have made it out to be. Some people are kind. Some people are soft. Some people aren’t mean at all. Do not allow your fear of being uncovered isolate you. The world is so much more than what it seems. How to help yourself grow: Find someone that you trust deeply and let it all out, write poetry to describe your feelings, learn to trust yourself and others, do not fear what may lurk in the dark

SATURN IN THE NINTH HOUSE: A fear for you is believing in wrong or impractical things. That you have reached too high for the stars and have instead been burned by the sun, that what you have always known about the earth will always be the only thing that you know. Overall you fear getting everything wrong. Learning what “to believe” really means.How it feels to truly not know. Saturn has taken away your freedom and you must reclaim it, in the wind that is swept over grass, in the limitless movement of clouds across the sky, in the way that songbirds unabashadely sing. Who has decides what is wrong and what is right? Who decides that something is not worthy in believing in? Who decides all of these things that are set in time? Your body wants freedom. Your mind wants freedom. Your heart is a caged bird. Learn that when you lose one belief that you can make another. That personal doubt in a certain philosophy is not the end of the world. You are meant to question. Meant to learn. Meant to re-evaluate and to rethink. And above all other concepts and ideas, you are meant to expand. How to help yourself grow: Learn about new philosophies and ideas, read tons of literature, keep an open mind, be free in nature, take a long trip somewhere new and fresh, escape from the four walls that we call a home.

SATURN IN THE TENTH HOUSE: You fear disappointing humanity as a whole. Falling behind in your work. Not getting proper recognition for what you know you deserve. Somewhere in life something has taught you that without other’s gratification you are not whole. Critical reviews of your character, being seen as detriment to the work force, never being enough for anyone or anything, these are the things that you fear most. Saturn has taken away your ability to be proud of yourself so you seek it in others. Constantly proving yourself, constantly setting goals two steps ahead of yourself, throwing yourself at task after task until you believe that you have proved that you are enough (and for you nothing will ever be enough). There is a cycle here, and it will end in the destruction of self unless you learn that you are enough on your own. You do not have to prove your worth. You do not have to prove that you are hard at work. You do not have to prove yourself to anything or anyone, you just have to learn to trust your abilities and to trust yourself. As long as you begin to appreciate yourself others will always see the strong work ethic that you possess, the only way to prove yourself to others is to prove yourself to yourself. How to help yourself grow: Take time off from work, make a list of everything you’ve accomplished (and it doesn’t have to be anything big), take time to truly appreciate all that you’ve done, treat yourself to a relaxing and soothing day

SATURN IN THE ELEVENTH HOUSE: You fear never finding a place in society to call home. Being rejected, being seen as the outcast, being ostracized, they are all fears that you harbor deep within your heart. Society has shut you out before so you become stagnant in loneliness, in isolation, in the fear of approaching others. Saturn has taken away the ability to know where you fit in and who you fit in with, and thus has created a painful and lonely road. And through that you have to learn one thing. Society cannot exist without you. Society is everyone and if society is everyone then it is you too. There is a place in society for you because you help make up society, and no one, not even you, can change that. Do not fear being eternally alone, outcasted to the outskirts of social groups, someone that is ignored. Once you learn that the key to “fitting in” is that there is really no such thing as “fitting in”, society is the amalgation of people with different feelings and different experiences, you will let others in. How to help yourself grow: Attempt to befriend those that are truly kind, instead of people watching become the person that others are watching, engage in clubs and groups, smile back at people who smile at you, accept compliments (or compliment yourself!).

SATURN IN THE TWELFTH HOUSE: Above all, your story is the story of water. Watery depths inconceivable by man, the capacity to hold other’s struggles as endless as the ocean, the amazing ability of the surface of water to shield the rest of the water from being exposed. Saturn has taken away your ability to allow yourself to bloom, to clear murky waters, to finally accept struggles that are your own. Reality may seem as unattainable as world peace, and you may ask yourself what are the distinguishing traits of something real and of something imagined. To bloom you must understand what has hurt you, and to understand what has hurt you you must bloom. Having your hardships and your emotions out in the open is not a sure way to be harmed, reality may be reality but it is not always harsh. Imagination may be imagination but it is not always kind. Everything buried deep in the ocean will rise to the surface in time, and it is better to be comfortable with your emotions being uncovered instead of being caught off guard. Create roots. Create growth. Bloom. How to help yourself grow: Put your imagination in writing, try to stay engaged in reality, if you disassociate use your five senses (if you are able to)to ground yourself (sight, touch, smell, taste, and hearing), be near or live near the ocean

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The morning of our lives --> the modern lovers

Something about us --> daft punk

Taurus moon

Reblog with two songs that make you cry + your moon sign

Latch - Sam Smith (Acoustic version) and The Scientist - Coldplay // Taurus moon

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the Moon in Fire feels with everything. her body is full of light and flame. she is full of possibility and passion. she is creation, and art. she is emotion through action, through the sparks and flames and ashes. she burns like an ember. she burns like a star, never put out for long, a phoenix. her emotions are a blossom like a firework.

the Moon in Earth feels with her body. she traces her fingers over emotions like one traces the spines of books. she labels them. she masters them. she expresses them through gold and her hands. they carve her jaw, shape her brow. her emotions sculpt her as much as she sculpts them.

the Moon in Air appears before you as a tabula-rasa-heart. she’s the sky when it’s clear, and yet sometimes, when you least expect, that sky fills. she gathers up the emotions of others and clumps them into downy clouds - angry clouds - tearful ones. she feels, but she feels the most with others.

the Moon in Water feels from the tips of her toes to the top of her head, from her lips to deep in her soul. emotion fills her like a cup, then spills over. she feels and feels and feels. her waters stir when the earth shakes and the breeze comes and sparks alight. she feels with you. she feels for you. her passions mount like the building waves, and shape those around her just as the ocean shapes the shore.

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Saturn retrograde April 17th 📚

Mercury is direct, Chiron is in Aries and Saturn turns retrograde later today(April 17th) at 9 degrees Capricorn. Will stay retrograde until September 6th. Saturn in retrograde in transit means we may notice issues coming up that are karmic in nature that are coming up in order for us to figure them out. Being that Saturn represents work and responsibility we will be able to return to things that that needs our attention-related to work, authority, commitments, responsibility. To recorrect things. To address what we commit our time to. Where we need to step up. Time tends to slow down when Saturn is retrograde, forward motion takes a double check to make sure we are on the right path. Saturn retrograde also takes away some of the pressure involved because this is the time the teacher wants us to review things, where we aren’t currently being tested but reviewing.