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Summer is over, now it's time for Christmas vibes.

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princesses, i'm not dead. i will release chapter 6 of double life soon

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Chapters: 5💌

Summary:

1964 the lives of the engines of Sodor change when they discover how to transform into humans. However, their double life and their relationships will not be easy, because public opinion and post-war change is upon us. Will our engines be able to gain respect and protect their new families?

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okay, I've practically finished the fifth chapter of double life, if all goes well it should be out this evening. Get ready, the chapter is very long, be patient, I like to write. but after like four months you shouldn't expect anything else I think😨

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Gordon, can I ask you one more question: has Elizabeth ever complained to you, cried, well, let’s say, when someone offended her or hurt her?! Complained?! Has this ever happened?!

bro, write to me privately.

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Gordon, can I ask you a question: what was your reaction after you saw Elizabeth for the first time (when you became a father for the first time)?!

Gordon: My heart exploded with joy! I was so happy that-

Henry: You cried.

Gordon: You don't need to remember.

Henry: But you did.

Gordon: You too.

Henry: ..Do we want to compare the two situations?

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Was Albert born or not yet?

yes, but I am inactive this period. according to my canon he was born

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Wait, if Sir Topham Hatt is a grandfather, then he also has the other inspectors. :0

I mean, if Sir Topham Hatt is a grandfather because he considers his engines as his children (from what I have seen) then the other inspectors of the other railways too or not yet

I'm new

it is a bit complicated; in my AU Sir Thopam adopts his engines, and as a result their children are his grandchildren. but more than a legal thing it is an emotional thing. I'm in the middle of a move now, lmao. sorry if I didn't reply sooner :)

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stop, I love them so much. no matter how badly I draw, or can't do the dimensions well. ps. I bought the pen that writes so small and I loved it for drawing, but it ran out of battery in a day because I used it so much, rip.

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I'm writing the new chapter and I'm in bed with ear infection thanks to the teachers who keep the windows open in the classroom with minus twenty degrees and now I'm dying. right now, I would like to take out my eardrums and step on them👹👹👹

you'll also notice that I've made some changes to the story if you ever happen to open Ao3. I added tags, changed the description. sorry but the first description didn't make sense. and the plot has changed a bit, the chapters are as long as the bible but I can assure you that THERE IS EVERYTHING. I don't skip pieces, also because it would be the simplest way and I chose to write a fairly complicated story so all the explanations are within each chapter. need patience with me, lol.

maybe I will also modify it later, I will review some chapters.

but Double life will stay and I will finish it, I swear.

Aaand.. you will never forgive me for what I did to BoCo👀

Bye, Gossip Girl

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GUESS WHO POSTED! Here I am! gordspost always stays a bit in the shadows, comes back, then disappears again. but don't worry. I always come back (I'm like Springtrap) the FOURTH CHAPTER is out, YEAAAH. read it, take some time. bye bye, your queen💕 (i'm joking lmao) 

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Gardening lessons with Henry🌱

(2020)

(2023)

I had fun making this drawing after three years, you don't know it but when I did it a long time ago I was in the company of a very special person for me who passed away last year. as much as it sucks how I drew it, I connect it to that day. I think it was one of my first TTTE drawings that I posted on Tumblr💕

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okay, I shouldn't even write this, but I feel forced since last night my phone EXPLODED with notifications. and it wasn't nice.

you should know that I am a person who brings a LOT of patience.

You won't find a more calm and patient person than me anywhere, but one user in particular made me explode with anger.

I haven't been using Tumblr much lately, I struggle to draw and invent new things, studying takes up a lot of my time and I'm not relaxed at all. I've lost two people very dear to me in the space of a year, I'm about to move, and my mind is elsewhere right now.

It's a fucking hard time, that's it. and we just missed being teased by a girl much older than me. this person started following me a few months ago, I know that she has some problems and therefore I let many things slide, however I understand why a loved one of mine has the same problem and oh well, okay.

I was patient when she made my askbox explode with inappropriate or senseless questions, I let it go when she commented on my posts in the same way, I let it go when she used my characters (Elizabeth and Margaret) without asking.

but when I kindly asked her not to use my characters in a certain way, because it completely changed their personality and made them depressed and desperate (and this saddened me, because one of my characters, if I don't decide it, can't be like that ), she told me that I can't distinguish reality from fantasy.

and there too I let it go, let's be patient, let's get over it, after all she didn't say anything special.

when she wrote under the last post of her story that I complained about this thing, that I was the bad one who forbade her from writing stories WITH MY CHARACTERS (whose permission she never asked me to use) I asked at least, at the very least, to apologize.

she made fun of me, after a very long, serious and personal message from me, replying "good luck and good luck to me too who am a little sick"

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as I have already said and repeated, I have been very patient, I study Social Health, I know what it means to have certain problems, but as I have already said, she is older than me, and is capable of understanding and wanting because she makes sensible and intelligent speeches whenever she wants, otherwise she wouldn't be here. I'm sorry about that, I told her, but it's not the way to behave.

I blocked her for the good of both of us and she contacted me again this night, around two in the morning, with another user, reblogging and liking ALL my posts starting from 2020 (and there are many), she made me wake up moreover, just to get my attention.

I reblocked her, and I won't hesitate to block her again, because hers had become an obsession with my posts (which are nothing much after all), and I wish her all the best possible, but please, don't do these things. this blog is just my outlet, where I draw (when I can) what comes to mind, what seems decent, what I like. I'll entertain you for a few seconds and I'm pleased, I do it willingly. but I'm not stupid, having said that I hope you have a nice weekend, I wish everyone joy and happiness.

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some sketches from this week.

week full of emotions for Gordspost who sometimes regrets his choice of study path, but oh well, it's part of the game. this is what I came up with between one breakdown and another, nothing special but ok. hell, I knew I had to be a bricklayer like grandpa that time💀🙏

Now I'll rest a bit and drink a coffee, bye😭

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those in the first year of high school are taller than me :') .. and I'm in the third year of high school💀

who in my situation?

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family is always family💕

Spencer, Gordon, Scott and Ryan the perfect four

I'm studying like crazy, help.

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no worries, simple communication. today I'm a little sick but I opened the TikTok profile, I won't put the video edits here anymore but I'll put them there so if you're interested go and follow me on Tiktok on @Gordspost (I have imagination with names💀)

Bye