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what if irving survived the stabbing what then

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I think monsterfucking is about vulnerability. When you think about it

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Albin Grau (1884–1971) - Poster concept art for 'Nosferatu, eine Symphonie des Grauens'

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at the grocery store i bought 2 limes and a lemon and the checker said to me "two limes and a lemon... Anything could happen"

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there are only two genders btw. people who are alive and people who are fucking dead

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FREE MY ETHNIC GIRLIES FROM RHINOPLASTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR NOSE BUMP IN FINE LEAVE IT ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Polar Explorer RPF Collections: @sailoutsummerfest Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Graham Gore/Owen Stanley Characters: Graham Gore, Owen Stanley Additional Tags: On-Again/Off-Again Relationship, Last Meetings, Miscommunication, Hurt No Comfort, Footnotes, Additional Warnings Apply, Implied/Referenced Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, Colonialism, Period Typical Attitudes, Internalized Homophobia, Terminal Illnesses

Summary:

“Lieutenant Gore asks for permission to come aboard, sir.” Lifting his gaze from the many envelopes spread out across his desk, ready to be sent out first thing in the morning, Owen Stanley took off his pair of pince-nez. He rubbed his eyes, a yawn stifled in his throat, before he smiled at his steward mildly; a competent fellow, albeit a little too brash at times. It stands to reason that this was why he had recently been transferred from Terror to Blazer. Captain Crozier seemed to prefer the temperament of his previous steward. “For God’s sake, let him board, Mr. Nixon.”

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evanescence bring me to life and britney spears toxic are sisters to me

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love when a mother asks if they have ever done anything to hurt you. ma'am, you will literally never be ready to have this conversation

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As someone with an undiagnosed disability (99% sure its fibromyalgia) that I've had since I was a little kid, I've never understood why adults feel the need to enter the Pain Olympics whenever a kid says they're in pain.

I cannot tell you how many times an adult told me over the years that "you're too young to be in that kind of pain" or the classic "wait until you're my age", insinuating that I was a little bitch who could never grasp what true pain really is.

Just yesterday I was in class and a guy near me mentioned that his back hurt, which our teacher heard and said "you're too young, just wait until your 50s, then it'll really hurt", and I hear this guy very quietly say that he has scoliosis.

It's so annoying. Why do you need to win the Pain Olympics? Why do you need to prove to a child that your life is harder than theirs? This is the reason I didn't know I had chronic pain until I was 16

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reminiscing on when i went cave diving a couple years back & another dude who was in there was playing minecraft music out of his backpack so i just heard c418 slowly approaching me from within an actual cave. shoutout to that guy

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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Spring has begun; life is rekindled...

Itty Bitty Spring Dragon stickers ♡

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Idea: The Terror but they add namecards everytime someone shows up on screen like in a reality TV show so I know which white man with sideburns I'm looking at now