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i am overwhelmed and i just want everything to stop. just stop. just for a moment so i can think, so i can cry, so i can mourn but its so difficult because life just keeps going and my issues are piling on top of each other and suffocating me and i am so overwhelmed that i cant breathe. i hate this.

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everything or nothing or - wait i’m sorry it’s okay i don’t need everything i’ll settle for what you can give me just don’t go please don’t go

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I wish i was different i wish it all was different . *cleans and does laundry *

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I love scenarios and I hate being in situations

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No literally standing under a hot shower being covered every inch in hot water nothing else matters

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I'm not worth your time, I get that.

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I want to say I love you. But I know it won’t change a thing.

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I just want to cry until it doesn’t hurt anymore…

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when literally all your mind can think about is the fact that you will in all likelihood never be kissed, snuggled, or held hands with for the rest of your life

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I wish I would belong somewhere. A friend group. A relationship.

But I never belong anywhere. I'm always just an outsider.

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i will melt so quickly if im called a good girl

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Maybe if I was prettier. Or maybe if I was more horrifying actually

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well you see I was a very sad child and then I was a very sad teenager and now I am still very sad

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Why is it always my fault someone else please take a turn

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too many "what if's" on my mind

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