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ashley exhibits the most heart-breaking outbursts by tossing away ripped pages fraught with unsophiscated illustrations &. little texts under odd drawn marks. during episodes of uncontrollable rage after needless quarrels, the gateau's already found splattering the neat kitchen table, a messy layers of whipped creams blemishing everything. silent treatment's the aftermath of violence. the rapacity for undivided endearment often sc.ars andrew, quick to fall into panic until a wee tune in his mental garden encourages the oldest to accept this hapless reality. the obligatory ethics to impart fruitful upbringings were absent, leading the responsible to discover strategies to pacify the boiling vexation of ashley while tolerating her encumbering whims. numerous demands occupy his precious time, forced to reject important activities, sinking in wreckages. now journaling's the only decent pastime. flabbergasting confessions lay on hidden notepapers, depicting the mixture of turmoils that gradually engulf other incertitudes, bordering on monomaniacal longings that oppose good ethics due to a tempting call of vi*lence. with the graves, it's either decays or burials. happiness was plausible to awaken if the root of their upheavals was discussed.

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“Don't love deeply, till you make sure that the other part loves you with the same depth, because the depth of your love today, is the depth of your wound tomorrow.”

— Nizar Qabbani

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how are defined the graves :

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haha yes babe, of course i see you as an equal in my made-up brain hierarchy please come back to bed

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i won't stop collecting pictures that reminisce me of the graves. now i got the idea of presenting movies or literatures that andrew &. ashley might like.

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quote, bernard ferguson

the cycle of demoralization or the road of pure annoyances, the grave's opening. a mirage of freakish engagements like targ*ting neighbors to loot provisions guided their d*ath-ridden spirits to overwhelm their limits &. rummage in undisclosed yearnings. panic mode or lento forebearance, issues remain unaddressed &. adventures keep exposing their gradual decays or resilient souls.

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that's how i envision the funerary longing, knitted together, impossible to separate.

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andrew graves is so fine.

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the graves siblings aesthetic core :

those offsprings will never stop astounding. lamentations, despairs, ect. a pristine mixture of varying aches that long for unflatering closeness, nearly impossible to address root causes of happenings that are galling &. life-altering. mayhaps the role of andrew with his english degree is to portray a miserable hidden poet achingly craving understandings that repeatedly fly away because of heart-tearing blaring disputes so the last option is to express positive semblance of faux normalcy with old acquaintances &. ghastly agitations that logically make one queasy due to unwholesome hankerings like forced to practice cann*b*lism to not d*e out in the gaping maw of a quarantine or intimate venting like romantic metaphors about feeling devoured with teeth onto his labyrinthine beating organ ( heart ) or wits overwhelmed by guilt &. decent moralities when confronting his obvious impulses. he covets, unmistakably, willing to put aside the identity "andy" to unzip his chest &. expose bona fide vulnerabilities to his unique kindred spirit through flesh &. bl**d no matter how gr*tesque it is, but instead, between appalling verbal exchanges &. horrifying pansies, vexation &. chagrin appear, but love often resurfaces, but andrew desires it as their home or their saving grace, allowing openness &. transparency &. real commitment. but well, fate got other plans.

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quote, anne sexton

for andrew graves : gourmand meats to fill the empty belly in quarantine, overthinking will impart a b*rning headache, home resembles upshot of past efforts in learning fundamental norms, childhood's treasured whats injuring personhood, spill this nauseating alc*l*l to not get ensnared in overindulgence, good-old-day early meal to start a humdrum routine, cups in kitchen not washed, modish tendency in buying a pack to waste away.

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I adore the way your posts are laid out! <33

Ur blog is one of my favorites :D

yours as well, i return the eulogy my friend.

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found the lady's d*ath happened in 1990 in quarantine, andrew's pressumably 22 years old, which means he's born in 1968.

apparently tcoaal is set in 1990s and early 2000s, (if I remember correctly) meaning that would make Andrew and Ashley Gen X??? Or millennials??? which, it makes sense the scenery but I like to pretend it's not because I can not see them being gen x?? You telling me he is supposed to be as old as my uncle in modern settings?? Wtf Andrew would be? Emo dilfs? That shit exists? Bye,I'm ascending.

your ask genuinely is funny, thanks for laughters my friend. to ponder on his age, nina's tragic d*ath happened approximately... in 1980, so andrew was maybe 9 or 10 or 11 years old, so they ain't gen X. for his "emo style", well... perhaps his adulthood'll impart him the opportunity for a different fashion, or just will remain emo with all the knackering dramatic &. twisted occurences after residing with his obnoxious mischievous little sister in their apartment.

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do you see andrew or ashley liking volleyball? do you think he would be a setter? wing spiker? middle blocker? ace? libero?

not really. those activities hold void importance. their primary likes only relate to expressing mental gymnastics. for andrew, poetic tragedies with familiar unnerving details like cannib*listic urges or poignant melancholia that harshly encourages one to lean towards obscure ideas he forbids to remember by using ephemeral distractions like hanging out or wasting alone in tedious moments. honestly, andrew's english degree shows his passion for literature ( mayhaps even arts ), especially with this impromptu revelation blurbed as his solitary pastime. ashley ? mischievousness in flesh ready to hunt for throats &. amusements with child-like irresponsibleness may only accept to play this useless ( her own judgement ) sport if andrew's fond of it. it's about not losing &. maintaining his undivided "brotherly" heedfulness.

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Here on Tumblr,I read a post that said that the only names that have origins in ancient civilizations are Andrew and Julia (ancient Greece and ancient Rome) and that Rome conquered Greece politically, Rome was influenced heavily but Greek culture, and that this could be mirroring Andrew influencing on Julia to emulate Ashley??? help, I'm not okay...???, because I can see it, they also talked about the meaning of each name, and it was a hell of a ride??

yes, names can easily display the realest positions of characters. andrew's not julia's genuine supporter willing to ensure that happiness comes first by adhering to norms of relationship ( understanding, key communication, team-like prosperity ). without forgetting the biblical signification, associated with unwavering loyalty to ashley's demands.

then julia. with her patient trait, the girl's epitomizing the demure youthfulness, an important quality for those pursuing the fruits of life. if staying in andrew's cunning grip with his numerous tries of hiding demoralizing appetites was her final resolution, her youthfulness'll be tarnished, &. so conquered by andrew's manly yearnings like escaping or repeatedly denying his inc*stuous fantasies... but julia resembled ashley somehow.

&. ashley, designed to connect with nature's beauties, exploring the surroundings due to overflowing inquisitiveness for more adventures, this information throwing light on her unapologetic recklessness &. hunger for juvenile enjoyments. andrew's portrayed as the chosen responsible, keeping an eye on her growth, forced to accept the mature parental role due to "courage &. virtues" ( as if he's the man of the house, a tree ashley freely climbs on without hearing a protest &. unfairly accountable for her transgressions ). unfortunately, neglectfulness left her unable to fully appreciate what's nearby, only clinging to her unique source ( andrew ) that always was present in her little chaotic meadow.

even the lastname "graves" ain't coincidental, as if the family's doomed to end in graves. home's the first &. last grave. as i posted yesterday, the grave's inevitably waiting for aimless spirits who longed for hopeful directions. the grave's their final journey &. the coffin's for two offsprings who never ought to exist in renée's consciousness ( she was 15 when given birth to andrew ).

here the meaning of renee, associating with her unapologetic desire to live, hankering for a peaceful life with douglas — this explaining why she's neglectful, egoistic, pushing her responsibilities onto andrew. the newish endearing life after ditching away her "teenage mistakes" ( unprotected s*x that led her to birth at only fifteen ) is a kind of rebirth, obtaining what's gratifying. for the baptism, it symbolizes regeneration/purification, as if renee's absolved of her past sins. douglas' religious background is christendom no ? this permitting the introduction of entity lured by souls depending on their actions for the game. so yes, everything's a hell of a ride.

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Percy Jackson make me discover I like green eyes and black hair when it comes to yt guys, (not blonde or blue eyes), when I was 15, and Andrew Graves just reaffirmed I do have a type (I went from a green flag to a man that the only green he has? His eyes)

ah... to swoop in his eyes, green wildness &. fraught with unspoken lachrimosities, patiently enduring through façades before splintering. notwithstanding, he continues to astound with his off-putting reveries &. soulful tendencies.

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apparently tcoaal is set in 1990s and early 2000s, (if I remember correctly) meaning that would make Andrew and Ashley Gen X??? Or millennials??? which, it makes sense the scenery but I like to pretend it's not because I can not see them being gen x?? You telling me he is supposed to be as old as my uncle in modern settings?? Wtf Andrew would be? Emo dilfs? That shit exists? Bye,I'm ascending.

your ask genuinely is funny, thanks for laughters my friend. to ponder on his age, nina's tragic d*ath happened approximately... in 1980, so andrew was maybe 9 or 10 or 11 years old, so they ain't gen X. for his "emo style", well... perhaps his adulthood'll impart him the opportunity for a different fashion, or just will remain emo with all the knackering dramatic &. twisted occurences after residing with his obnoxious mischievous little sister in their apartment.