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graysclairo · 22 days ago

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𝕮RIMINAL MINDS ⋆ DESIRED REALITY

SIX - INCH HEELS, SHE WALKED IN THE CLUB LIKE NOBODY’S BUSINESS, GODAMN !

I. THE GREAT VISIONARY BEHIND THE MANILLA FOLDERS!

AGENT [LORRAINE] CARTER emerged from the shadows—an enigma shaped by a brutal childhood and an unbreakable spirit. With a haunted gaze and a mind sharpened by trauma, she became the most feared and revered figure in the behavioral analysis unit. Her story begins with a horrifying childhood: her mother, an unknown FBI agent, vanished without a trace when she was just an infant, leaving her father—a ruthless Russian ex-military soldier—to raise her and her brothers in a relentless regimen of violence and discipline.

From the moment she could walk, Lorraine was molded into a weapon—trained for 20 hours a day in combat, survival, and psychological warfare. Her father’s methods were brutal: he taught her to suppress emotion, to be a machine, never to cry, punishing her with rice knees and cigarettes when she faltered. She endured weeks in basement confinement, emerging cold and unfeeling, her childhood scars hidden behind a mask of icy calm.

Despite her dark past, Lorraine transformed into a paradox: known as “FBI Barbie,” she captivated the world with her magnetic charisma, blending intelligence with undeniable style. She was a fashion icon, constantly breaking gender norms with daring, avant-garde ensembles that combined power and femininity. Her image was iconic—everyone loved her, men sent her flowers, diamonds, even properties just to be in her presence. She reveled in her party girl persona, living unapologetically loud, causing a stir wherever she went.

her schedule meticulously ingrained into the minds of those around her, from her early mornings sharing tea with her grandmother to her Tuesday Pilates sessions, Carter’s daily routine exemplifies a perfect blend of tradition and modernity. She is the epitome of grace—an elegant figure who seems to glide effortlessly through the world’s most elite circles.

Her presence on the Harvard University campus has become legendary. Students and faculty alike speak of her with admiration, noting her sharp intellect, poised demeanor, and genuine kindness. She is often spotted in the library, at charity galas, or simply strolling through Harvard Yard, her designer tote in hand, turning every head in her vicinity.

True to her "bad girl" image, Lorraine was notorious for her passions: music, fashion, and causing a stir. She thrived on chaos, on the edge of societal norms, always pushing boundaries. Her story was one of survival, mastery, and rebellion—an unforgettable legend in the criminal minds universe, forever haunted by her past but unyielding in her pursuit of justice, power, and her own identity.

II. FROM DARK ROOM , TO CHIEF’S DESK!

By age four, Anastasia Sharkhlislamov better knwon as Lorraine Carter had never shed a tear. Her father’s obsession with control and brutality turned her into a living weapon—an intelligent prodigy whose mind outpaced her years. She excelled academically, catching the FBI’s attention at just eight years old when her precociousness revealed dangerous potential. By ten, she was embroiled in the most terrifying case in FBI history: the hunt for her father, who had become a serial killer targeting women resembling her or her mother. For three brutal years, the case raged, the nation gripped by fear, until the day they finally apprehended him.

During the raid, the unthinkable happened. Her father, in a twisted act of psychological warfare, brainwashed Lorraine into believing the FBI and law enforcement were her enemies. She was so skilled—so dangerous—that she took out twenty officers in a ferocious standoff that became the longest in FBI history. Her father’s final words haunted every agent present, a prophecy etched into their minds: “You’ll never get her to crack. She’s like a dragon. a dragon has three heads: one to kill, one to reign, and one to change history.” His eerie declaration foretold her future—and her darkness.

When they finally subdued her, she remained silent for seven hours straight, until a passing agent mentioned her mother. In a burst of raw emotion, she screamed and cried, revealing a chilling, articulate monologue in perfect english despite being dubbed as a non english speaker, her words, soaked in wisdom and rage far beyond her years, haunted every FBI agent in the room. How could a nine-year-old possess such profound insight into despair and rage?

After her rescue, Lorraine’s father was sentenced to life behind bars, but her trauma left scars she carried into her adult years. Under the watchful eye of FBI profiler Jason Gideon, who saw her as more than a victim—more than a monster—she slowly learned to trust and rebuild. Her intellect flourished; she earned three PhDs before she turned 18, specializing in behavioral analysis, criminal psychology, and tactical operations. Her brilliance and resilience earned her a place in the BAU, where she became one of the most elite and deadly profilers the FBI ever produced.

#DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW GORGEOUS THIS IS #okay you literally made it so you probably do #BUT THIS IS JUST SO PERFECT TO LOOK AT #shiftblr #shifting community

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graysclairo · 23 days ago

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𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃 f1 driver dr introduction

dr set in 2023

JASMINE MELROSE. 21 years old. Driver no. 7.

Jasmine was 6 years old when she fell in love with racing. She rarely saw her father throughout the year due to his work schedule and the constant travelling he had to do (though that didn’t ruin their relationship) & he always loved formula one. He took her to see her first ever race - the 2007 Australian Grand Prix. The fast cars, the excitement, the adrenaline - Jasmine was a moth to a flame.

4 months later, for her 7th birthday, she was gifted her first ever go-kart.

She’d heard from many that she didn’t belong here, that she should be doing something more girly, that she was too precious to be in such a sport. But she was stubborn and refused to let them be right.

She had her first karting race 8 months later. Kart number seven and the only girl racing. She came 3rd.

Jasmine spent the next 7-8 years being one of the most watched in karting, people already saying that they knew she was going to make it to Formula One. She joined the FIA Formula 4 British Championship at 16 years old, racing for Carlin, teammates with Lando Norris. It was her first year in F4 and she finishes the season p2, only 15 points behind her fellow British teammate.

The blonde girl made such an impact that after just one year in Formula 4 she jumps straight to Formula 2 racing for Prema. At just 17 years old, she was being watched by everyone in Formula 1, every move she made watched. Though as she rose through the ranks, so did the criticism and the hate. The people who, despite the evidence in front of them, still lacked the belief that a girl has the ability to make it in the harsh world of Formula Racing. Though her favourite thing to do is make them eat their words.

In her first F2 season, she finished P3 overall. In her second season, she placed P2; only 4 points behind the championship leader. Everyone believed that it was only a matter of time before she signed with a Formula One team. Everyone including Jasmine, because during her third season with Prema she was in talks with multiple F1 teams, from Alpine to Haas even to RedBull. Though these deals never materialised.

It’s the 2021 Barcelona F2 Feature Race. And Jasmine crashes. One crash and suddenly the media and the public were calling her a failure, weak, not Formula One material. She knew the opinion of the public wouldn’t affect the possible deals she could get in F1. Until Helmut Marko spoke to the media, telling them that Jasmine was a weak child who doesn’t have what it takes to be in Formula One, that RedBull were pulling out of any talks about her possibly joining the team in 2022 stating that “Jasmine Melrose will not be racing for RedBull as long as I am part of the team”. Jasmine had not been informed Redbull was pulling out of talks before this interview hit the public.

The hate just got worse and worse and more brutal as the season went on. Jasmine began to do whatever she could to keep herself out of the public eye, naively believing that them not seeing her means they’ll leave her alone. They don’t and it affects Jasmine to the point that racing becomes more of a burden to her than a passion. And she hates it. She wants nothing more than to love racing the same way she did when she was 6 years old once more.

She decides to take a step back and a take year out of racing.

Jasmine spent 2022 working on herself, trying to understand that there was nothing wrong with who she was and that the problem was the people that thought because they saw her race a few weekends out of the year, they knew who she was and had the right to comment on every aspect of her life. And then came May 2022.

Williams Racing reached out to Jasmine asking if she would complete a testing session with them. She hesitated, questioning if she was ready to step back into the world of racing just yet. But she also knew that racing was her passion, racing was her dream and she knew she needed to get back into a car once more. So, on the 15th of June 2022, Jasmine participated in testing session for Williams ( the public & media were not aware Jasmine was the one testing for them ). The testing went brilliantly and Jasmine felt everything fall back into place the moment she sat back in a car.

She knew that no matter what people said, this was her calling.

She was made to race.

She completed more testing sessions for Williams throughout the season. During this time, discussions were occurring, agreements being made for her to possibly race for them next season alongside Alex Albon. And on October 17th 2022, Williams Racing announced that Jasmine Melrose will be racing in Formula One with Williams Racing in the 2023 season.

She made it.

#oh we love a baddie in a race car #im gonna eat this #reality shifting

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graysclairo · 24 days ago

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pls never hesitate to send me asks. it might take me a minute to answer but i swear i love answering literally anything. i giggle and kick my feet every single time i get one!!

#passing this message on to my account 🙏#plz i love asks

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graysclairo · 24 days ago

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THE ANDERSON FILMOGRAPHY⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀me and my father's filmography in my mishmash dr

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀"if there is one filmmaker you should look up to, it is theodore anderson; he is easily the most influential director and the greatest director there is. and if there is one upcoming filmmaker you should know about, it is emilia anderson; she is an exceptional talent."

CUT TO...⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀THEODORE ANDERSON

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀theodore anderson is a businessman, director and producer, widely regarded as a filmmaking legend. he was born on 22nd of april 1985 in sao paulo, brazil, but grew up in milan, italy and later on spent time in canada and the states. son of a professional football player and fashion designer, he was exposed to both the world of sports and the arts since he was young. the eldest child, he has two younger brothers. whilst he originally intended to pursue professional football or ice hockey, even signing with a professional football team and winning silverware. he later decided to go into the film and business industry. his reason for the switch was that he did not want to be burdened with endless expectations and pressure just to suffer the fate of a rather short career. whilst his brothers, matteo and geovani, started succeeding in ice hockey and motorsport respectively, theodore was still trying to break into the film industry. he started out with several short films, all of which won him multiple awards, but still did not help his break through. he made a break through with his 1989 film, 'dead poets society'. eventually, he managed to make an even major break through with his award winning film, 'schindler's list'.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the movie became an instant hit, winning award after award, and earning him incessant praise. it is now listed as one of the greatest films ever made, and was the film which made him known as a filmmaker. since then, every film and documentary that has been produced by him, has always broken the box office and are all highly praised by viewers and industry experts. now, he is considered as one of the greatest and most influential film makers there is, with his unique filmmaking style being named 'andersonesque'.

DISSOLVE TO...⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀HIS FILMOGRAPHY

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1989⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ dead poets society ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀at an elite, old-fashioned boarding school in new england, a passionate english teacher inspires his students to rebel against convention and seize the potential of every day, courting the disdain of the stern headmaster.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1991⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ dead souls ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀based off the novel by nikolai gogol, it tells the tale of chichikov, a cunning con man who causes consternation in a small russian town when he shows up out of nowhere proposing to buy title to serfs who, though dead as doornails, are still property on paper. what can he have up his sleeve, the local landowners wonder. even as some rush to unload what isn't of any use to them anyway, while others seek to negotiate the best deal possible, and others yet hold on to their dead for dear life, since if somebody wants what you have then no matter what don't give it away. chichikov's scheme scheme soon encounters obstacles, but he is never without resource, as he stumbles forward as best he can.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1993⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ schindler's list ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the true story of how businessman oskar schindler saved over a thousand lives from the germans while they worked as sl*ves in his factory during world war two.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1995⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ despair ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀based on vladimir nabokov's novel, it is the wickedly inventive and richly derisive story of hermann, a man who undertakes the perfect crime- his own m*rd*r.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1998⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ the truman show ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀every second of every day, from the moment he was born, for the last thirty years, truman burbank has been the unwitting star of the longest running, most popular documentary-soap opera in history. the picture-perfect town of seahaven that he calls home is actually a gigantic soundstage. truman's friends and family- everyone he meets, in fact- are actors. he lives every moment under the unblinking gaze of thousands of hidden tv cameras.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀1999⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ fight club ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a ticking-time-b*mb insomniac and a slippery soap salesman channel primal male aggression into a shocking new form of therapy. their concept catches on, with underground "fight clubs" forming in every town, until an eccentric gets in the way and ignites an out-of-control spiral toward oblivion.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2000⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ gladiator ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀after the death of emperor marcus aurelius, his devious son takes power and demotes maximus, one of rome's most capable generals who marcus preferred. eventually, maximus is forced to become a gladiator and battle to the death against other men for the amusement of paying audienes.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2003⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ kill bill ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀an assassin is sh*t by her ruthless employer, bill, and other members of their assassination circle- but she lives to plot her vengeance.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2005⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ the trial ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀an adaptation of the book by franz kafka, the trial is a terrifying tale of josef k, a respectable bank officer who is suddenly and inexplicably arrested and must defend himself against a charge about which he can get no information.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2006⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ the prestige ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a mysterious story of two magicians who intense rivalry leads them on a life-long battle for supremacy- full of obsession, deceit and jealousy, with dangerous and deadly consequences.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2009⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ what if? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀newton's third law: every action has an equal and opposite reaction. it is not just a fundamental concept in physics but also an important aspect of life; you can be the hero in someone's life, but the villain in someone else's. with every decision made, doors opens as others close. what if? is a film which explores this dizzying thought, following the protagonist, theodore, into the different rooms in his life.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2010⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ inception ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀cobb, a skilled thief who commits corporate espionage by infiltrating the subconscious of his targets is offered a chance to regain his old life as payment for a task considered to be impossible: inception, the implantation of another person's idea into a target's subconscious.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2012⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ are you ready? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀when there is a winner, there is a loser. it is as easy as that. and to be a winner, you must be the best amongst your competition. but what happens when you have to start balancing risk with reward? especially when you have everything to prove.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2013⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ the wolf of wall street ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a new york stockbroker refuses to cooperate in a large securities fraud case involving corruption on wall street, corporate banking a world and mob infiltration. based on jordan belfort's autobiography.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2015⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ a deck of cards ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀magicians are nothing but masters of illusion, and all you need are a deck of cards to prove that. but when a group of teenagers get strangely good at simple card tricks, what starts off as a small, harmless party trick, spirals quickly out of control.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2017⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ crime and punishment ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀returning to his roots of book adaptations, theodore anderson delves into the literature of fyodor dostoevsky with this film based on his classic book, crime and punishment. raskolnikov, a destitute and desperate former student, wanders through the slums of st petersburg and commits a random m*rder without remorse or regret. he imagines himself to be a great man, a napolean: acting for a higher purpose beyond conventional moral law. but, as he embarks on a dangerous game of cat and mouse with a suspicious police investigator, raskolnikov is pursued by the growing voice of his conscience and finds the noose of his own guilt tightening around his neck. only sonya, a downtrodden s*x worker, can offer the chance of redemption.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2019⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ midsommar ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀several friends travel to sweden to study as anthropologists a summer festival that is held ever ninety years in the remote hometown of one of them. what begins as a dream vacation in a place where the sun never sets, gradually turns into a dark nightmare as the mysterious inhabitants invite them to participate in their disturbing festive activities.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2022⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ do you accept? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀freshly out of university and struggling to find a job as he drowns in student debt and bank loans whilst trying to navigate the complexities of adult life, adrian carter is in deep need of help. when he gets into an argument with his family and finds himself wandering the streets of boston miserably, a stranger approaches him with a strange offer. adrian is wary, but he is just as intrigued as he is scared. what he does know is that as long as huge money is on the table, he is willing to do anything. his life will be turned upside down forever, but only if he chooses to accept.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2023⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ a sense i have been missing ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀clara is lost. her family has been dysfunctional for as long as she can remember, and she has hopped from country to country all her life, following her father along. she has never stayed in one place long enough to call it 'home', and now is scared to make herself comfortable in her own life with the fear that she will have it ripped away from her and she'd have to go as quickly as she had came. but, when she finally sets off for university, in a completely new city, she starts feeling homesick. but how can one feel homesick when they've never had a home?

FADE IN...⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀EMILIA ANDERSON

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀emilia anderson is a film maker and a retired professional athlete. she is a well regarded and widely praised film maker, and is regarded as one of the most promising screenwriters and film directors of her age. she is praised widely by fans and those in the film industry, and has several awards despite her young age. despite her limited filmography, she is known for her versatility. she is also known for her intriguing storylines and narratives which explore a range of complex themes and topics. she is also known for the artistic touches she brings to her films, and her incredibly well written scripts. she is most well known for her monologues and her ability to capture such complex ideas and stories captivatingly whilst also being slightly humorous. daughter of a great filmmaker, theodore anderson, there are many similarities of her filmmaking style with her father's. described as 'andersonesque' due to how unique and influential his filmmaking has been, it is no surprise emilia's style has been influenced by her father's. however, there are also many key differences in terms of aesthetics and maybe even narratives.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀she has been featured at many prestigious film festivals, including the cannes film festival, venice film festival, and sundance film festival. starting off with short films initially, she shot to fame with her first feature film, 'poets, not kings', which was inspired by her father's first breakthrough film, 'dead poets society'. despite the low budget of her films and little marketing, her films often feature hollywood actors such as anya taylor joy and florence pugh, due to her personal friendship with them. she has been praised for her effectiveness and friendliness on set and has been praised for her passion.

DISSOLVE TO...⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀HER FILMOGRAPHY

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2021⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀poets, not kings ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a coming-of-age film, it follows a class of students in an elite private school with a passionate teacher who is determined to help them break out of the boxes they have been confined in due to the expectations of their family. as they start to see each other as friends instead of rivals, and slowly discover what it means to truly achieve happiness, they slowly start defying what they have always been told to be, much to the dismay of their headmaster. exploring a range of themes including the tension between personal freedom and achieving true happiness with societal expectations, it is a film to watch.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2021⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀dance of whispers ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀a psychological drama which follows a group of students, all heirs to prestigious family dynasties and with last names to live up to, attending an elite boarding school. as pressure and expectations from their family pile onto their shoulders, they go from friend to foe as they start turning on one another and start to drive each other, and themselves, insane. all in the means of achieving what they deem as enough.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2022⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀dream catcher ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀exploring the female experience and the absurd challenges alongside unrealistic expectations women often face; dream catcher follows isabella, a young girl determined to chase her dreams as an engineer and to break into a male-dominated field.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2022⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀there is a young girl inside of me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀following the protagonist, anastasiia, who grew up in the harsh world of artistic sports, which has shaped her very twisted view of herself and food, alongside unreasonable personal expectations. it tackles the question of if we are able to separate trauma from our identity, and the formation of said identity.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2023⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀those who have a story ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀'those who have a story' explores the concept of how everyone has their own stories to fulfil and how we owe it to ourselves to continue writing the chapters of our lives. it reminds us of the beauty of individuality and the uniqueness of our lives, no matter how similar it can be to others. it is told through perspectives of strangers who come across and into conversation with one another who slowly learn more about each other's past and their navigation through their current lives.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2023⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ifs, buts & maybes ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀exploring the beauty of the infinite amount of lives and possibility which await us, and the constant decisions and forks in the road we face, it reminds us of how our lives are always transforming. it delves into the concept of the butterfly effect and the domino effect. following the main protagonist who is confused with the path she should take in life due to her different interests, she is determined to explore all the versions of herself awaiting her. it explores the different perspectives and philosophies one can have on life, and how we must continue going through the darkness in order to see light.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀2024⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀what the river told me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀following the story of young aleksandra, an only child who lives by the river and is left alone for most of her childhood, with little to no friends and avoidant parents, she turns to the river. she talks to what she believes is the spirit of the river, confiding her biggest secrets in it, and slowly talking to the body of water becomes apart of her daily routine. she treats it and regards it as her best friend as she grows over the years. however, when she seemingly starts to hear voices in response, she must decided if they are real- and if so why, and how- or if they are simply apart of her imagination.

#THIS IS SO KEWL #my honorary father and my honorary sister #WOWOWOWOW

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