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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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it just never gets old

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my skull is full of taco bell medium sauce instead of brain

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do you remember back then when we met you told me this gets harder

well it did

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wwoah *checks watchless wrist* dogy time

[for @gothycollie]

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cuddling

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recent personal art yeyeyeye

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more quick fun fast drawings

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uh oh i have tumblr i keep forgetting that

have some drawings i did in rapid succession

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the entire point of life is to be silly, kind, and really weird btw.

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get out of my school 💔 | print

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ok but life is too short to even really care. i am embracing shamelessness until shame does not exist in my dictionary at all

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pictures i managed to remember to take at the New York Botanical Gardens

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Something everyone should see at least once: an opossum eating in slow motion

Please note- this possum is not a pet! She was treated in a veterinary hospital for wildlife, and returned to the wild after she had recovered from her injuries