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I have decided to make a major career change and put my medical degrees to good use. Next fall I’ll be applying to Paramedic school. So I have from today until May to get in shape.

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I was taught if you're a girl and think about girls romantically/sexually it's a sin

I was taught that Columbus discovered America and that we should celebrate his gross exploitation of the people and institutions that were here first

Not everything we’re taught is true

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Today was a pretty great day! I'm loving my early morning workouts. Dinner was marinated salmon, broccoli with cheese, and a quinoa & brown rice mixture.

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I get sick of tumblr’s version of self care, which 90% of the time threads into this beautifully: go pet a fuzzy cute animal! pile up your favorite blankets from childhood and watch disney movies! take a nap! play a game from this list of cute soothings games! 

More realistically: go take a shower because it’s been three days. Wash the dishes that have been in the sink since last Friday that you can smell as soon as you open your door because rotting food stinks. Pick all your clothes off the floor because that’s where your entire wardrobe is and you’ve already cried today because you tripped over a sweater and realized the cat puked on it. Call someone who can give you enough courage to pay that bill you’ve been ignoring. Put away the crackers because that’s all you’ve eaten for two days straight. Apologize to the friends who are worried sick about you, and if you can’t at least let them know you are ok and need space. 

One of the most empowering types of self-care is responsibility, but tumblr just wants to sit in a closet strung with fairy lights and read their favorite fic.  

“Cute” self-care for “cute” mental issues. That’s not reality. 

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Someday you will look back and know exactly why it had to happen.

I never needed to hear this more than I had to right now (via senyahearts)

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I've been off tumblr for so long and I miss it! My weight loss has been stalled for weeks and it's making me mad so I'm doing a low carb/high fat cycle for 12 weeks. I missed bacon so much

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I think I have a "type"

When replying to a comment on FB about why my boyfriend is away for training I realized that I somehow attract men who have military/law enforcement careers. Now, in my defense I met Oliver at the gym when I decided to ask for help with how to lift weights and had no idea what his job was for weeks...it just makes me kind of laugh at myself. I remember when he told me and my exact words were "you've got to be shitting me!" But, this is the first normal relationship I've been in and I couldn't be more proud of him. So "type" or not he still makes me really happy and treats me like every woman deserves to be treated!

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age is not an indicator of education. perfect example: Donald Trump is 65

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I'm not that into tumbler anymore and that makes me sad. This place is an amazing support system but I just never have time. I work 10 hour days, then I go to the gym, come home, and spend time with my boyfriend and my dog. I currently weigh 237 from 281 and I'm so proud of myself! Only 103 pounds to go! It's taken me 6 months to get this far and if I reach my goal in 2 years or less I'll be happy! How is everyone else doing?

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my cat has been fucking playing me for weeks, playing me like a fucking harp. I feed my cat twice a day with prescribed diet food because she’s really fat and doesn’t know when she’s full so she never stops eating. usually when I come home from class she is all over me like the whore of babylon all over me putting on a pity party and trying to get me to sin and give her more food but no matter what I only feed her the amount of food for her prescribed diet. but after awhile i started noticing that she wasn’t loosing weight at all and was actually just getting fatter. so I called the vet pissed and i’m just like the fuck she’s still getting fat. so I switched her to another diet food and that still didn’t work and I was so confused and frustrated like what is wrong with this cat? so a couple weeks go by and I start noticing that I go through bags of food really fast like a week fast and I remembered how I thought that was so weird like I God honest could not figure out why the food disappeared so fast (my former naive and innocent mind) well y'all ready here’s the fucking climax - the other day my class was canceled and I come downstairs at like noonish and do you know what I see when I get down? I see my fucking cat sitting in the food bin. with my own two eyes I see her sitting in the fucking food bin. my spoiled ass cat has been eating like a fucking queen and living it the fuck up while I’m in class and then pretends like she’s hungry when I get home. and you know what’s the real kicker? when she leaves the lid gets knocked shut which is why i never caught onto her scam. she’s fucking been working the system and playing the food game right under my fucking nose like i want to scream and now I have to call the vet and the morning and explain to him how I, a well educated adult in college, got one-upped in intelligence by my fucking cat

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I've been a little MIA the last few days. Yesterday was my birthday! It feels weird to be 29. I've eaten all the things the last few days but tomorrow I'll be right back on track. I'm only 6 pounds from my first goal of losing 50 pounds!...which means I get a new tattoo.

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so i’ve been taking photos for quite some time now but this

is quite possibly

my fAVORITE PICTURE EVER

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:) I’m :) trying :) to :) be :) a :) better :) person :) but :) some :) people :) are :) testing :) me