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I hope you miss me in your quiet days when all you wanted to do was talk to someone and have a good laugh. 😫

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Hi!

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Back to work. ❤️ #LifeUpdate #TeacherGuil

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Back to work. ❤️ #LifeUpdate #TeacherGuil

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Sometimes, we’re the ones responsible for our own heartbreak. We walk into situations, knowing deep down they might not work out. We choose to get attached, to care, to hope. And when things fall apart, it hurts—but not just because of the other person. It hurts because we gave them that place in our lives. We handed them the power to hurt us, even if they never asked for it.

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I don’t feel like myself anymore. The spark is gone. Everything feels dull, heavy, and distant. I miss the fire I used to have.

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OVERTHINKING. It's like your brain’s stuck on a treadmill that won't stop, right? You replay conversations, second-guess decisions, imagine every worst-case scenario… and it’s exhausting.

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Waiting doesn’t mean doing nothing. It means being present in the in-between. It means living even without clarity. And sometimes, that's the bravest thing you can do.

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There’s a certain ache in always being the one who waits. Waiting for the text back. Waiting for the friend to show up. Waiting for someone to realize what you’re worth.

It’s not always dramatic—just quiet moments strung together. A glance at the phone. A silent ride home. A plan that never quite comes together unless you’re the one pulling the strings. And when you stop for a second, you wonder: Do they wait for me the way I wait for them?

Sometimes it feels like the world moves for other people, while you stand still, holding space they might not even notice.

But here's what I’m learning: there’s strength in patience, but there’s also wisdom in recognizing when waiting becomes a habit you wear like a second skin. When it’s less about loyalty and more about fear—fear of what it means if you stop.

If this sounds familiar, you’re not alone. And maybe it’s time to shift the story. To stop waiting for others to choose you—and start choosing yourself, over and over again. The ones who are meant to walk beside you won’t make you wait in the shadows. They’ll show up. They’ll stay.

Until then, keep moving forward. Your time is too precious to be spent in someone else's pause.

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"But I finally understood that when a person doesn't want you anymore, they will hurt you until you leave."

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Went out for a jog and took in the view from the seaside. Been a long time since I've been here. Much has changed but this place is still beautiful. Kudos to me, I got myself out of the house and actually move my body. Here's to more fitness days from here on out.

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Hi!

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Hello! Proof of life na wala ako sa bahay.

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Good morning everyone! Happy Sunday! I'm confident to say, I woke up like this. Char!!

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I can only remember the good times every time I think about the people I have met from Tumblr. How I wish I could see them all again, and do so many things together again. During the time that I was active in meetups and get-togethers with fellow tumblristas, I was actually searching for a place to belong. I mean, coming from the province, when I went to college in Manila, I was a fish out of water. I was alone, and I didn't know anybody. I was introduced to Tumblr and at first, I was just a chronic reblogger. I reblog typographies, aesthetic pictures when aesthetic wasn't even an overused word back then. Until I found my voice and say things that have been bottled inside for a long time. Eventually, I came out of my shell and decided to join Tumblr meetups and the rest was history. I've had lifelong friends and it's one of the best things that happened to me.

Many people have left - they moved on. They focused on their lives and I'm so happy for them. For me, I just can't let go and I'm focusing on my life at the same time. I ust owe it to this platform that get to talk about the things that are happening in my life freely. I can't just throw away 14 years! That's how long it's been. Wow! It's home.

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Went out of the house to go for a quick run today. Baby steps muna since kakasimula ko lang ulit. Pero it's a start! Sana maging consistent. Let's go!!!

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I promise myself that tomorrow, I will go back to exercising. Sadyang maulan lang netong mga nakaraang araw kaya hindi ako makalabas ng bahay and dala na rin ng katamaran. However, I think I am motivated now to do the work so, I hope and I will definitely do my best to get back in shape. Let's go!