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main jo gulzar hui, teri mohabbat ke firaq mein zaar-zaar royi.

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It hurts with how much papa's improved and yet I can't feel any love for him and attachment is there but no love at all goodness I wish life was kinder to him I wish he wasn't so hurting so much all his childhood, I wish he knew better than to pass that hurt to me, I wish instead of me he was the change, but wishes aren't real, the hurt is, and our broken father-daughter relationship, I don't love him and he loves me, he doesn't respect me and I respect him(the improving him) and there is nothing we can do to save this. I really wish I could say I love you papa but I don't.

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अगर समय हो तो, कुछ समय हमे देना, बहुत समय से, इस समय की ताक में, समय काट रहे है ।।

– अय्यारी

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Day of dread, Tye Martinez

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nazm: badi udaas hain vaadi by Gulzar Saab

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nazm: yeh kaissi umr mein aakar mili ho tum by Gulzar Saab

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Mary Soon Lee, from Elemental Haiku: Poems to Honor the Periodic Table, Three Lines at a Time

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Agar ek arse se kisi se koi raabta na ho, to pooch lein ki kya woh zinda bhi hai? Agar woh zinda hain toh yakeen manein, waha aap mar chuke hain.

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thinking about the time when my man actually compared us to nut-bolt combination and said "it can be used for several purposes but the best use of it can be only possible when it's of the right size,,,, you're my nut and I want this nut-bolt combination to get rusted because then no one can undo it and they have to destroy the combination in order to remove it, I know it's not romantic but that's how bonded I wanna be to you."

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Sir this is my emotional support character...

Tightly holds *a feverish Dostoevsky character in severe need of therapy*

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Every science student has a little bit of Victor Frankenstein energy where they want to play god; and every law student has a bit of Raskolnikov energy where they think they're smart enough to commit the perfect crime. Economics students are just straight up Lord Henry from the picture of Dorian Gray. Literature students are the ones writing this post.

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mohabbat ki hatheli par aaj hum dono ka naam iss kadar likh du ki heer-ranjha ko bhi taqleef hone lage humare juda hone se

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तुम्हारी आँखों से थोड़ा काजल चुरा लूँ, अगर इजाज़त हों, उस काजल से मेरे मन में तुम्हारी तस्वीर बना लूँ, अगर इजाज़त हों।

तुम्हारी आँखों से थोड़ी नमी चुरा लूँ, अगर इजाज़त हों, उस नमी से मेरे दिल में कुछ सूरजमुखी उगा लूँ, अगर इजाज़त हों।

-aadi