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♪ ✧ °.• ❛ 👤 for a promo banner  ( accepting. ) / for @westaim ❤️

did it ever occur to you, that i’m only human? with a heart that’s stronger than me. what should i do then? when my blood’s turned into mercury. don’t drag me out if i go down.  —— BORN 8/16. REBIRTHED 5/17.

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 iv  decided  to  restart  this  blog  and  move  it  over  to  a  new  one  to  actually  do  stuff  this  summer .    its  been  almost  a  year  that  iv  been  on  jesse  and  just  feels  nice  to  start  new .  while  the  blog  isnt  near  to  done ,  you  can  find  me here ( @westaim ) !!

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        thinks about how jesse would never willingly return to route 66 and the amount of trauma it would bring back to him to see deadlock again and be reminded of how he was ripped away from one of the only things he knew. the ideas that deadlock locked into his mind as okay at a young age coming back even after years of therapy and being told how awful all those things were. starting to miss the thing that fucked him up so badly and disassociating for days or weeks.

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          okey  by  why  is  there  a  lazer  aim  on  mccrees  gun  like  what  happened  to  expert  marksman  jeffery

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❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞

            six words | accepting

                 his  lips  purse  together  around  the  cigarette  as  love  speaks ,      holding  it  there  as  iris’s    avoid  meeting  each  other .     lucios  right ,     but  the  cowboy  wished  thoughts  had  just  stayed  thoughts .       a  conversation  well  needed  had  been  put  aside  countless  times ,     and  so  would  be  again .    it  would  be  easier  to  act  as  if  things  were  still  in  that ,   now  all  too  embarrassing ,    lovey-dovey  phase ,  at  least  for  him .      with  an  exhale  of  smoke ,     solemn  look  is  replaced  with  forced  grin ,  pushing  up  from  where  he  sat .      pretending  nothing  had  been  spoken  was  easiest .           ` we’ll  be  back  in  a  week  or  two ,     pretty  sure .  `  eyes  still  looking  anywhere  but  the  musician’s  face, still  wrapped  up  in  bed  sheets  .    ` goin’  to  venezuela  i  think .  bring  ‘ya  some  frog  souvenir  or  some  shit . `

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SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).

SIX WORDS .

❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞

TEN WORDS .

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞

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daily reminder that im hetero for lucio.

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                  My ratings? 99 pace, 99 dribbling, 99 making this look good!                                     PERSONALS DO NOT REBLOG.

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      * wipes  my  tears  away * thank you jeffery

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Overwatch : Insurrection

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               as  much  as  i  want  this  boy  to  be  happy  ,    i  dont  think  this  jesse  would  of  lived  to  see  30 .     own  self  becoming  too  reckless  and  overly  confident  of  himself  on  missions ,    trusting  own  decision  over  that  of  gabes  and  getting  a  bullet  through  his  skull .     even  if  he  had  lived  to  see  the  fall  of  overwatch ,     at  that  point  mccree  would  have  most  likely  killed  himself .      entire  life  he  knew  having  been  taken  away  once  more ,     nothing  left  of  him  at  this  point .      believes  that  he’s  lived  a  good  enough  life ,  evaded  death  far  too  many  times  that  its  finally  time  to  just  take  the  easiest  way  out .

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do you like piña coladas and or getting caught in the rain?

                `   only  ever  had  a  pina  colada  once  or  twice.    don’t  like  pineapple  all  that   much  but  it  ain’t  the  worst .  those  pina  colada  flavor  lollypops  taste  like  shit  though.        and  don’t  understand  how  anyone  could  like  gettin’  caught  in  rain.      makes  ya  smell  like  a  wet  hound  and  makes  yer  shoes  squelch .    shitty .   ` 

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            send  me  questions/shit  about  jesse .  iv  been  itchin  to  write  this  boy  again  .

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          consider  :     jesse  w  a  buzzcut  when  he  first  joins  blackwatch

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u may think im a horrible person but deep deep in down im even worse

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