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actually not sleeping barely eating doing drugs all day long and jacking off feels soo goood without a psychiatrist in ur ear telling you that ur bipolar

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I'm going to *remembers suicide jokes are detrimental to my mental health* quit my job and start making shoes for American Girl Dolls

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putting a big “I bought this before hitler went crazy” bumper sticker on my volkswagen so people know I’m one of the good guys

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grok calling out doge for directly killing 100+ people got elon to push an emergency hotfix to make it start blaming everything on anti-white racism

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brat was not a "cultural phenomenon" brat was a campaign of psychological terrorism orchestrated by the CIA to neutralize the power of house music

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as a severely mentally ill 14 year old, I remember thinking “the medical system would treat me better if I was physically ill and not mentally ill” and then I coincidentally developed multiple chronic illnesses and found out that actually they dgaf even when you’re essentially bedridden

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Joshua Raz, Flotsam and Jetsam, 2022. Oil on canvas.

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maybe this is obvious asf and maybe its the vitamin deficiency but I heard this quote in a video that was roughly like “your intentions don’t matter as much as the impact of your actions”and it lowkey clicked for me because I always thought that I’ve had so many falling outs with people because I’m “mean”… but tbh you could be the nicest person like polite or people pleasing or whatever and then still be a psychological terrorist due to carelessness/dangerous self unawareness... it doesnt help that so much of self help rhetroic and TherapySpeakTM is about centering your feelings and viewing all altercations bewteen people as like 50/50 good faith conversations when at the end of the day sometimes you’re just the problem… like it doesn’t matter if you didn’t mean to be… #I'mTheProblemSummer

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It’s so funny having autism and social anxiety and having to learn to he friendly and polite to everyone just to have people stare at you blankly when you speak to them

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“The police spend very little of their time dealing with violent criminals—indeed, police sociologists report that only about 10% of the average police officer’s time is devoted to criminal matters of any kind. Most of the remaining 90% is spent dealing with infractions of various administrative codes and regulations: all those rules about how and where one can eat, drink, smoke, sell, sit, walk, and drive. If two people punch each other, or even draw a knife on each other, police are unlikely to get involved. Drive down the street in a car without license plates, on the other hand, and the authorities will show up instantly, threatening all sorts of dire consequences if you don’t do exactly what they tell you. The police, then, are essentially just bureaucrats with weapons. Their main role in society is to bring the threat of physical force—even, death—into situations where it would never have been otherwise invoked, such as the enforcement of civic ordinances about the sale of untaxed cigarettes.”

— An excerpt from Ferguson & the Criminalization of American Life by David Graeber (via actjustly)

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people aren't even getting a little bit genghis khan anymore. you guys used to love getting a little bit genghis khan

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Water Lilies (1904) by Claude Monet

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“You killed them, didn’t you? You killed them all.” (comm of my tabris by @avemryss)

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one of my friends just got a mug that connects to the internet and let's you upload pixel art and text to it remotely. he gave all of us access and

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we need to invent a way to explain how deep running and pervasive and subliminal racism and antiblackness is without immediately sounding like an insane conspiracy theorist