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i feel like, cuz im bad at sensing the passage of time. when walking places, the path with less change in scenery feels shorter

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i also learned yesterday that cows in stardew can reproduce asexually

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i was trying to remember the name of the forest south of your farm in stardew valley and my brain kept going:

cis... cisgender- no

ci...ss...gen..derr

it is NOT cisgender forest

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woa, playing stardew feels like the highest level of self indulgence i've experienced this year.

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hehe i'm playing stardew againn

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drawing while fully horizontal is uncomfortable

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uh i got distracted and didn't sleep and now the sun is up

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eh actually, i'm too stressed abt finishing this drawing rn. i should take a lil break. i want to actually enjoy the process of art and not just the result

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? just saw an ad for what i assume is definitely a cult on youtube

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another forced drawing break is being undergone

probably helpful. but i miss when i was healthy enough to sit at a desk for multiple hours drawing on my tablet

now i gotta take breaks while drawing in bed on ipad

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adrienne rich, of women born: motherhood as experience and institution / alexandra levasseur - body of land collection, 2015 / ana teresa barboza - bordados collection, 2004 / margaret atwood, “europe on $5 a day” / tracey emin - it was all too much, 2018 / clarice lispector, a breath of life / gérard lartigue- femme bougie, 2018 / jenefer schute, life-size / louise bourgeois - i DISTANCE myself from myself, 2010 / wayne koestenbaum, “figure” / henrik uldalen - caries and surge, 2017 / andrés cerpa, “the vault” / jennifer’s body (2009) / enrico robusti- food, sex, & irony collection, 2014 / sylvia plath, the bell jar

i distance myself from myself

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realizing i need cleaner sketches before rendering

i still refuse to do lineart tho

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ok there's two very specific things that are pissing me off on the internet rn

- the ai mermaid trend because it just shows me how many people are open to using ai to create soulless fleeting entertainment

- block blast ads. why r there so many. how much advertising funds do they HAVE.

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i... hm, i wonder if maybe i didn't need to get the diagnosis. ah, whtvr. it's highly likely i'll need it eventually.

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wow that took a while, im hungry now

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lemme draw :(

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must draw. wanna draw... man...

i'm sleepy tho... i wanna go home....