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[gyuvln]

It’s hard to believe that a whole month has already passed since we officially began this beautiful journey together (2 months actually). Every moment with you has been like a page out of a dream I didn’t know I was living—until you came into my life. As we celebrate our first mensive, I wanted to take a moment to put into words just how much you mean to me, even if no words could ever fully capture it.

Our First Little Forever.

First, let me say sorry to you. And you probably know what you will read. Yes, I want to say sorry for being so tardy and busy this few weeks. You might be tired of hearing this but I'm truly sorry and the guilts live in me everytime I did something and I remember that “i miss my boyfriend but I can't do anything” you know that feeling sucks, I know you feel the same.

Second one, I may thank you again. Because I really mean it—the moment I said that “I can't thank you enough for making me feel like this” and yes, for everything you did to me, let me say thank you, ok?

Thank you so much, abang. For making me feel so loved. You really did making me feel like the luckiest person to be loved by you, to be in this position.

Also, thank you for being the most gentle person who can always make my heart feel like home, your existence matters much more than you think you did to me. And I'm grateful for you, the one who can make me feel so blessed just because of having you.

Lastly, thank you so much for… literally everything. For making me feel this way, for experienced this beautiful journey with you. Having you is already be the most thankful things ever happened in my life, and for that. I may thank God for making the path that we took so it finally led us meeting each other, and you know, I'll never regret for ever holding you.

Reasons why I love you:

I remember that I ever made this, you know that time when I said I want to love you truly and start to heal myself from the issue I got because I want to love you truly and fully. Yes, I really did. So I made this just because I WANT TO! And I finally heal, caused of you.

Dont you ever dare to ask “kamu gak sayang aku ya”!

Hear this before you leave this blog:

Once again, happy mensive sayangku. My lovely one.