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Waiting him back again

This is a continuation of my first love fiction. I decided to make some chapter. Sorry for bad English. I hope you guys enjoy it...

Haruna POV

Honestly, I Kojima Haruna love him. Yes, I love the man who used to be my student. The man who is now a great footballer. The man I'm looking at on my television. He is so handsome and charming, has a thin beard around his face. The smile I used to see, now I can only see through the glass screen.

It's been the fifth year since he last saw me. From the moment of my marriage, I never saw him again. I miss you so much, Oshima. If I had refused my marriage to the owner of an IT company, maybe we could unite and live happily. I'm so hypocritical with you, I'm so stupid to reject your love statement. Rice has become porridge, everything that happens can not be repeated again.

As long as you know, I do not feel happiness with my husband. I'm happier when we are both in school. When you brought your mother's bento to me. When we both tell stories on the roof of the school. When you become my hero in class. I really miss you. Every night I cry, want to meet you even if only five minutes ah enough one minute. I want to stab your dimples. I want to feel your warm embrace like when we first embrace and maybe last time.

Now I can only see you here on the screen. Sitting on the couch, stroking my growing belly because I was pregnant with my husband. I am amazed, that you grow into a great and talented man. I just hope we can meet again.

I heard the sound of the door open, ah he has come. With a flat face, my husband walked over to me.

"What are you cooking today? I will not eat if your cooking is still bad." he said with a flat face.

I want to hit his face, but I hold on. I'm just silent, because if the answer would be an argument. Indeed, both me and Taku (my husband) often fight a lot because of small things. Marriage made by coercion does not guarantee happiness.

"Hey, you have a mouth right? Why are you just silent, are you a statue ?!" Taku yells at me.

I got up and wanted to go to my room. However, my hand was gripped by him. "Do you want to escape, Haruna?" his grip is getting stronger.

"Let me take a break, I'm not cooking, I still can not make you a good meal." I begged with a sob.

Then he let go of his grip, and smiled cynically. "You are a bad wife, I am forced to marry you for a job." he left the house and slammed the door.

I fell on the floor, my tears falling. For the past five years of marrying a house with Taku, I have no sense of happiness at all. I will prove to him, that I am not a bad wife. I will learn to cook with Miichan. Ah should I buy the ingredients first. I headed to my room to get ready to buy the ingredients.

When I got to the supermarket, I bought the ingredients I needed. Incidentally, I met Miichan. Miichan is my best friend. Her work is also a teacher, just like me. She also taught at the same school as me. Miichan knows about my feelings for Oshima-san.

"Miichan!" I called her.

She came up to me and smiled. "Hey expectant mom... How are you? How's your holiday?"

I just smiled wryly. "It's my usual news... And my holiday is so boring."

"Ah, so much you want to buy." Miichan looked at my shopping cart.

"Yes I happen to meet you, I want to learn cooking, does Mario have free time?" I asked her.

Mario is Miichan's boyfriend. He is a great chef. Mario used to be my student and also Miichan's student. Sometimes, I feel jealous of Miichan because she can live happily with her love, not like me.

"Ah Marichan has free time only Sunday. You want to come to my house tomorrow Sunday?" asked Miichan, I just answered with a nod.

I looked down, remembering my memories with him. Remembering when I drove the Oshima boy to the supermarket. Dear God, meet me with him again, even if only for a few minutes. I want to meet you, Oshima.

I heard Miichan call me. "Haruna?" her expression looked worried. I looked at her then just smiled, assured that I was okay.

"Haruna... I heard from Mario that Oshima-san will return to Japan the day after tomorrow." my heart was beating fast, it was hard to breathe. Is my wish granted by God?

"You're not kidding, right? I just saw him playing with his club on television." I looked at Miichan with a serious look.

"No, Mario knows from Oshima-san himself, Mario is a friend of Oshima, right?" Miichan smiled. Then she went on. "It's your chance to meet him, Haruna, I'll let you know if Oshima-san is already in Japan, then I'll go home first, I'll wait tomorrow Sunday, yes!" Miichan waved and disappeared from my sight.

      Is it a dream? I will meet my first love. I'll see his handsome face directly instead of on television. I can not stop smiling. I'll wait for you back, Oshima-san.

TBC

Thank you for reading ... Sorry, I made Haruna a little suffering. Because in KojiYuu fiction, most of the Yuu are suffering.

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My First Love

     My name is Oshima Yuu, I am a professional football player in one of the great English clubs. I will tell you how love affair with my first love. My first love was my teacher during High School, she was very beautiful. Somehow I can fall in love with her, so falling in love is not just admiring. She is Kojima Haruna.

     Five years ago, when I was eighteen, I first met her. I am a transfer student at Tokyo Gei Ongaku Secondary School. I attended Tokyo Gei Ongaku in third grade. At that time, I sat in the principal's room, waiting for notices where my class was.

     Then the old man and the young woman came into the principal's room. That's where I started to know her and to take care of her.

"Uhm, Oshima-san. Introduce, she is Kojima Haruna. She will be your homeroom until you graduate." The old man who was the headmaster started introducing Kojima sensei to me.

"Oshima Yuu. Please help me for the next year, Kojima sensei." I said while greeting Sensei.

"Please help, too, Oshima-san." She also saluted me.

     Then she took me to my new class. Before heading for class she spoke and smiled at me. "Oshima-san, please feel comfortable in this class. Make this class your second home." I just nodded, still stunned by her sweet smile.

     My new class was so disorganized, noisy, and messy. I glanced at Sensei, she just sighed and murmured. "Always like this."

     "Children, introduce. He is Oshima Yuu, a transfer student from America. Do you know him? He is a Japanese man who won a soccer tournament across America. Now he will be your classmate!" Said sensei with cheerful tone.

     However, the students in this class seemed unconcerned with what Kojima Sensei said. They were all indifferent and continued their long-delayed conversation due to my arrival with Kojima sensei.

     I growled, then I hit the table to make the class look at me. "Hey! No you heard, sensei is talking to you guys! Respect a sensei!" I screamed irritably. They were all silent, then I continued my sentence. "Someone does not accept? Go here, let's fight!" Wow, I'm like a hero to Kojima sensei.

    The whole class was quiet and calm. Then I was seated by Sensei. I sat next to the short blond man, his name was Takahashi Kai and he became my best friend.

     Since the incident I defended my beloved sensei, I often share stories with her. The moment I remember was when she and I were on the roof of the school while enjoying the sunset. At that moment, I enjoyed her beautiful side-faces, her long brown hair in the wind and her big ears. If I can rotate and stop time, I will play time in that moment.

"Oshima-san, thank you for helping me in the noisy class. I'm so grateful, have a pupil like you." She started talking.

I smile. "No problem sensei, I'm glad I can help sensei."

     She turned to me, and stared into my eyes. "Oshima-san, you seem to be thinking about something recently. Like...You're burdened with something. Talk to me, I'm your homeroom teacher, right? "

"Just a small problem with my father. That's it." I sighed.

"A small problem? Hey, I'm your homeroom teacher. Allow me to know your problem." She scowled. Ah how cute her face is.

"I was annoyed with my father, he told me to become a doctor and inherit my family's hospital...And yet I want to be a famous soccer player." Finally I started to tell my problem, and Kojima sensei gave useful advice.

     Day after day I get closer to sensei, until there are rumors and gossip about our relationship more than teacher and students. Some even slander Kojima sensei is a teaser of the boys in her class. But quickly, I scolded the students who slandered sensei.

     The longer, my feelings for Kojima Haruna sensei get bigger. I want to hug her when she is sad, want to always be beside her, want to be cause of her laugh. Ah sensei, I love you so much.

     We third graders will soon take the exam and we will graduate soon. I am very sad, because after graduation, I will rarely see it again not infrequently but will never see it again.

    Until it's time for graduation party. I'm wearing a formal black suit. I see her in a pink dress. Shit! Why is she so very beautiful tonight.

"Kojima sensei, you look so beautiful tonight." I went up to her, and complimented her. A pink hue was visible on her cheek.

"Thank you, Oshima-san. You also look good and handsome in that black suit." Her current turn praises me.

     That night, I wanted to express my feelings to her. After the party, I told her to come to the balcony.

   I waited for her on the balcony, preparing my mentality. A fine, beautiful voice called my name. "Oshima-san."

"Sensei... I do not think you will come." I play my fingers, nervous.

"I will definitely come, especially if my favorite student tells me to come." She chuckled. Then stared into my eyes. "So what's wrong?"

"Ano...Kojima Haruna sensei. I...I...I like sensei. Ah no, I guess I love sensei. Yeah, I love you Kojima Haruna." Ah I finally confessed my feelings.

     She was surprised, then smiled. "Nee...You do not love me, you like me because I'm your homeroom teacher, right?" She asked, I shook my head.

I held her hand and stared into her eyes. "I'm Oshima Yuu loves Kojima Haruna, not as teacher and student. Love is like a couple in general, not as a teacher and a student."

She let go of my hand, then smiled back. "It's just your illusion, Oshima-san. I also like you, but only teachers and students."

"Besides... I'm getting married soon." She continued, looking at me with sadness. Her statement made me sick, very sick. It felt like my heart pierced a thousand needles.

     I ran away from her, ran all the way and yelled. Spilled all my annoyances. Unconsciously, my tears fell. The sky seemed to understand what I was feeling, the black sky parted in tears. Suddenly the rain became very heavy. My clothes are soaking wet, my body is shivering cold but this is not comparable to what my heart feels. I cried a lot, my first love will marry someone else not with me. Who's the lucky bastard getting my Haruna?

     A week after the incident... I stood with my hands clenched, holding back tears of seeing the person I love wearing a wedding dress. Beside her, stood a handsome man and gallant. How lucky he was, I wanted to be in his position. But, I'm just a student right? Our eyes both look at each other, in my eyes I see the sadness.

     I went to Haruna, wanted to say congratulation and goodbye. I stood in front of her, smiling fake, honestly I hate this. Then she hugged me, this is my first and last hug with her. And she whispered in my ear "you'll find someone you deserve more than me, Oshima-san." I just nodded weakly. How do I find someone I deserve to love? If my heart is only on you, Kojima Haruna.

     I turned, about to leave the place where she belonged to someone else. Before I left the place, I looked at her for the last time. I saw her say the word, I did not hear it, but I know what she said.

"I love you too, Oshima-san." She smiles but also cries. I replied with a sad smile. So sad my story, we both love each other but we can not unite.

    Goodbye my first love, happy living a new life with your husband. I will not forget you and will not forget the memories of both of us.

End

Thank you for reading...

Maybe this is my last fiction (?) Lol. Honestly, I made this fiction two weeks ago and now edited it (the moment that fits what happened to Kojiharu). I really get a good feeling when I reread this. I hope you guys enjoy it too...

KojiYuu forever :")

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I want a girl who can’t get enough of me. I want a girl who catches herself thinking about me multiple times throughout the day. I want a girl who isn’t afraid to show me off. I want a girl who smiles at the thought of me. I want a girl who thinks even the darkest parts of me are beautiful. I want a girl who is a hopeless romantic when I need her to be. I want a girl who wants to invest in a future and grow together as we grow up. I want a girl who reminds me why it’s okay to trust and love people. I want a girl who just wants me as much as I want her.

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Engagement.

Here, my first post. It is my fictional of KojiYuu. Sorry for bad English, English is not my main language

I hope you guys enjoy this xD

My eyes did not stop looking at the busy workers who were scurrying around. They are busy serving customers one by one, is a great restaurant here. Although the menu is traditional and local, but the place to eat is very crowded. Ah yes, my name is Yuu Oshima. I work in a company run by the Oshima family-my own family. Actually, I do not want to work in my family-owned company, but my pushy Dad. Yes already, how else would it be, even I can not refuse.

Here I am now, a traditional small restaurant in Tokyo. Sitting at a corner table, my favorite place with her. Yes, with her. She's the one I'm waiting for. I can not wait to see her again, when only a week did not meet but I've missed her so much. I missed her voice when calling me 'Yuuchan', missed with her beautiful nose, her sexy lips and her smooth white skin. Ah I really miss her, just imagining it has driven me crazy.

I pulled out a small red box, opened the little box and smiled. Imagine how her expression when I give the contents of this box.

"Excuse me, Mr. Oshima." The heavy voice of a middle-aged man surprised me.

"As usual, two servings plus sushi." I talked to his with a smile-revealing my dimples.

The middle-aged man gave his thumbs up. He is the owner of this traditional restaurant. The sight of my eyes pointed to the entrance, hoping someone I was waiting for came fast. I saw a wristwatch perched on my left hand for almost thirty minutes here. Did she forget? Hmmm, I guess she will not forget.

I pulled my smartphone out of my pocket, opened a chat application with a green logo. Then I opened her profile, she was very beautiful. I want to press the call but fear to interrupt her travel, let me wait long as long as she comes. Waiting for hours too I'm willing, if it's waiting for her.

Before long, the food I had ordered was neatly arranged on the table. The middle man smiled kindly to me.

"To Mr. Oshima and Miss Kojima. Two servings of ramen, two servings of gyoza plus one serving of sushi. Right, is not it? "

"That's right, Matsumoto-san. Thank you very much. "I replied with a bow.

Forty-five minutes passed, but she had not arrived yet. I took a deep breath, glanced at the entrance of this restaurant. Haruna Kojima, when are you coming? I'm looking forward to you, and want to say something.

Haruna Kojima, someone who drives me crazy. Crazy with the charm. To me she's like Hime-sama. My eyes glanced back at the entrance, this time I saw the figure. Yes, my princess has come. Someone who drives me mad has come. A short white shirt put in her short black skirt, her ponytail hair, her seductive pink lips. God, she's so perfect.

Her long legs went near my desk, ah not just my desk but her desk too. Smile very sweet, then sat down in front of me.

"Sorry Yuuchan, I'm late. I'm looking for missing documents." She said with her palms pressed together and face contrite.

"Haruna Kojima-san, I'm really crazy waiting for you. You're late, it makes me worried." I say with a heavy sigh.

"You do not forgive me? Sorry Yuuchan, but I'm really looking for the missing documents." Now her hand is holding my hand, I love this. I like her when she holds my hand.

I grasped the palm of her hand. "It's okay Nyannyan, I'm not angry just worried." I smiled, she also smiled back at me. "Let's eat, then you can tell when you get back to Saitama."

Haruna starts picking up chopsticks and popping on sushi. I know, the first thing she'll eat is sushi, because it's her favorite food. I picked up the chopsticks and started taking the gyoza. Then put it in my mouth. It feels very good, I guarantee if people who eat this gyoza will immediately fall in love with my favorite traditional restaurant.

"Oishiii!" Ah my Hime-sama shouted happy because the taste of sushi that is eaten. "Yuuchan, you must eat this sushi!" Said Haruna while offering her sushi.

"Eat it, I'm quite gyoza and ramen." I say that still focus with my gyoza.

I glance at the woman in front of me, pursing her lips in sullen. Ah, Haruna with your lips that so makes me want to kiss you more. But I have no right to kiss her. I have not told you about my true feelings for her.

"Nyannyan, why are your lips?" I finally spoke up, trying to focus on my food not with her lips.

"I'm annoyed that Yuuchan refused my request."

"You want me to eat it?" I asked, then answered her nod. I started taking one of the her sushi but was prevented by it. "I want to feed you Yuuchan ... Can you?" She asked. "Gladly, Hime-sama." I replied grinning.      

Then Haruna started feeding me, it is true it sushi delicious and delicious especially if fed by Haruna. Surely you guys also think like me, food will feel more delicious when fed by people you care about. After Haruna shared her sushi with me, we ate calmly and punctuated with some joke.      

Maybe you think, who is a Haruna Kojima? And why I'm crazy about her. I will tell a little story about our past or when we first met. Just a little yes, if too much even looks boring.      

Two years ago, exactly when I first met her at a company run by my family, a tall, smooth white woman walked in a hurry. She accidentally hit me who was walking to find where my father's room. The file she was carrying fell scattered on the floor. I immediately helped picked up the file.

"I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry." The beautiful woman apologized to me with a smile, then leaned forward. What a beautiful creation of this one God, when I see the smile my heart moves faster than usual. Is this the so-called love at first sight? I stared at her face, my breathing irregular. God! Just met a few minutes, she has made me nervous. Then I heard her soft voice asking me.

"Do not you forgive me?" She asked. Until now the sentence is always used when she apologized but I did not respond. "Ah sorry, Kojima-san. I do not concentrate a little." The first time I called her name, and a little bit of a little. "Eh? Where do you know my name?" She looked at me with a puzzled face and a very funny tone. "Hahaha .... Because I read your name tag, Kojima-san." I replied with the tip of my lips pulled to the side, smiling broadly to reveal this dimple of my cheeks.      

Then I remembered that I wanted to see my father. "Emm .. Kojima-san do you know where Mr. Oshima's room is?" I asked.

"I also want to go to the Chairman of Oshima's room, delivering these files. Do you want to come too?" I just nodded my head in response to her question.      

After that, Haruna and I walked to my father's room. Silence. Only the sound of our shoe beats. Arriving in the room we were headed, my father immediately greeted me. "Yuu, you're here too, come on." My father told me to sit on the sofa available in his room. Then my father spoke to Haruna. "Haruna, he is Yuu Oshima ... The only child of the Oshima family and will be my heir later." Haruna rounded her eyes, startled. She bowed to me while apologizing. "I'm sorry I hit you." I stood up and approached her. "Never mind Kojima-san, after all I'm not making that up, thank you for taking me here." say with a smile.      

Haruna just nodded her head and smiled sweetly. My eyes continued to pay attention to her beautiful face. Yes, I really fell in love with Haruna Kojima at first sight.      

After Haruna left, my father approached me. And whisper something that makes me blush. "Yuu ... You like it? Try it, lots of employees are after her too."      

I started to approach the heart Haruna, day by day we pass together. Always have lunch together, call each other with a special nickname, even if there is a new movie watching together. Until many rumors are not true about my relationship with Haruna.     Well that's how I can fall in love with someone who is now in front of me. And I want to take my relationship seriously.

"Haruna ..." I started calling her. She looked at me with a puzzled look, because she knew I was serious. "Uh ... What's up, Yuu?"     

 I started crouching in front of her seat, pulling out the small red box that I had wanted to show her. Then I opened the red box, a pair of glistening diamond rings. This beautiful ring may hope to please her and accept me. Her mouth opened and her eyes continued to look at this diamond ring. "Yuu, what does that mean?" she asked nervously.

I also feel nervous, I hold my breath for a moment and then exhale. "Haruna ... Here, I'm ready to take care of you and our future children. You're ready to be a good mother and wife till later?" after asking that, I closed my eyes to get ready with Haruna's answer.

Then I heard her soft voice say. "Gladly, Yuu, I'll be a good mother and wife until later." her hand stretched out against my cheek, then stroked gently.

     Really, I'm so happy. I hugged her tightly, smelling her perfume. Soon, I will inaugurate Haruna to be my wife. Applause is heard all over this restaurant, they are all here clapping for both of us.

"Nyannyan, be with me forever." I kissed the back of her hand, then began to put a ring on her ring finger.

"Yes, I will. I will always be on your side, Yuuchan." She also paired the other ring on my ring finger.

     This second, this minute, this hour, today and in this place I feel great happiness. I can not wait to have a happy family with her and I promise to stay with her.

If you really love your woman, keep her and never wasted her. And bring her to a more serious relationship~

End.

Sorry if this is not good, I still have some KojiYuu fiction. In the near time, I'll post it here.

( I like this edited photo lol. Sources are listed in the photo )