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Craving the kind of sex that makes me fall in love for the hundredth time with aftercare that includes long cuddling, video games, and pizza (I want to have sweet, loving, and passionate sex with my gf with eye contact while she cums in me, cupping my face in her hand :3)

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dog dom who gets cuteness aggression and fucking bites you

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More warm afternoon cuddles...

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sure, i'll drink the pink swirly potion that released a little heart shaped cloud when you uncorked it. what's the worst that could happen

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Somehow, 7/10 times i turn on Mom Jeans, it manages to make me water up or just full on sob; i (genuinely) love listening to music that makes me emotional because it gives me memories of how I felt in certain moments! Whether it be good, bad, sad, angry, happy; i just want to relive some moments again to feel it-

Normalize crying and it not be seen as weak!!! Be vulnerable with yourself and/or others!!!!

And on that note: I feel so incredibly depressed sometimes, like, it just pops up out of nowhere, even if i've been having such a great day with others or myself- if you can't tell i haven't taken my meds in almost 2 months... i don't wanna feel this wayyyyyyyyyy

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OH MY GOD AND WE PLAYED CHIRAQ SHOOTOUT ON ROBLOX, I GOT SO GENUINELY PISSED AND HAD TO STOP MYSELF FROM SLAMMING MY FISTS ON MY DESK;

I literally could NOT get constant hits because the hit boxes were so bad, plus my lack of good aim made it even worse >:(

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Just got done playing an hour long run of Risk of Rain 2 with a friend, that shit was so fun; farthest i've ever gotten actually!!!! Huntress has such neat abilities; those glaives, mmm those damn glaives

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I go by Jade or Jewel, I use She/They pronouns and am addicted to :3

I'm new to posting on Tumblr but uh... HERE'S AN INTRODUCTION :DDDD

♫ 𝘼 𝙇𝙞𝙡 𝘼𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙈𝙚 ♫

i LOVE music!!!! I can listen to most anything you put on; on my own my music taste is pretty diverse too

An assortment of my favorite artists: Kaonashi, Boundaries, PeelingFlesh, Knocked Loose, Mom Jeans, Modern Baseball, Deco*27, Utsu-P, MARETU, Creep-P, and many more...

I play drums too!! I've been self-taught for 6 years (with exceptions of high school band), I've been writing my own drum parts for about a year, I also transcribe drums everynowandthen!!

I also enjoy playing more casual PC games: Nimrods, Ultrakill☠︎︎ (I love you Gianni), and Superhot VR are some of my favorites at the moment

I'm usually more to myself but I do enjoy talking to new people and making meaningful friends!!!

I refuse to use periods normally...

Under "keep reading" will be a just-in-case warning and different post tags :3

A heads up:

This blog is gonna be jam packed with my thoughts, opinions, and just my day to day rants/experiences; some may be dull or , so i'll tag each post accordingly!

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General Thoughts

Happy/Excited Rant

Rage

Distressed/Depressed

If I think of anything else I may need to add, I'll be sure to create a spot on top of the post before it's content!!!