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can you just give me women who like being called sir and men who like being called princess

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NAH BC. tristamp. when vash and wolfwood are inside the worm looking for roberto, meryl, and zazie..

PLEASEE LOOK AT WOLFWOOD TILTING HIS HEAT AT VASH LIKE A PUPPY. LOOK AT VASH’S STUPIDLY SOFT SMILE😭😭😭theyre so fucking CUTE

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Tomorrows

"And after all was said and done, I wanted to share my tomorrows with him, don't you agree, Wolfwood?".

A what-if of what those tomorrows could have been.

(ID in Alt!)

A super self indulgent thing that, I had in mind after this tweet:

This is another little Zine that you can find on my Ko-Fi for free!

I also made a lil surprise thingie that you can find on this link and I will post it next week :D

A little wip of it:

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A Surprise Gift!

After the events of the last comic, Vash and Nick receive a little gift from their best friends.

ID in Alt!

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The Bridal Carry

Do you guys wanna see something happy

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The Couch Monsters are not going to ruin my wedding (not again)

Hang in there m'love

(My friend told me to pick up and carry him for more dynamic so)

More vashwood wedding shenanigans +

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random vw sketches i need to get out of my system bc I currently going through a phase

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little worries and a bit of reassurance

i love my darlings meister duo

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reminder: he was the one that was excited to meet and befriend humans. vash didnt say anything along those lines, and honestly imo i feel like vash was skeptical. i vaguely remember knives almost rambling about how he wanted to be friends with humans, and at the end vash just said “yeah.” LIKE SUUUUPER SIMPLE response.

baby knives who saw the best in humans EVEN AFTER HE SAW THOSE VIDEOS OF HUMANS, he still had faith in them.

and then it just completely reversed.

oh and heres this too below the cut (more pain)

vash who coped with violence and choosing to lash out on rem, and knives who coped with fake smiles and pretending like he was okay.

TO THE CURRENT TIME. where vash is the one with the fake smiles, and knives choosing to act out in violence.

like truly, TRULY, so gorgeous how nightow uses twins to create their different trauma responses. it was the same event, yet the results are so drastically different. the core difference between their trauma responses was that BECAUSE vash lashed out on rem and stabbed her, the mere sight of her bleeding our was what made him rethink everything.

in the moment, he was genuinely happy and relieved when he stabbed her, only when he looked down and saw blood on his own hands was when he realized like ‘oh, this isnt what i want to do.’ which is how he became the person he was.

knives however because he passed out and forgot everything, in a way, he only got the face value of the weight of the situation. he took what rem and vash explained to him and the prior knowledge he had about humans and their behavior, and made his decision to crash the ships, which is so how he became the person he was.

so soooo so gorgeous how nightow creates the fragility of vash and knives’ characters i could talk about them forever

me when baby knives who had just as shiny, sparkly, big ol downturned eyes as vash. so full of wonder and joy and curiosity!!!

poor baby :((( pls look at his gentle eyes and little sheepish smile

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guys i think its time i join trigun twt

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me when baby knives who had just as shiny, sparkly, big ol downturned eyes as vash. so full of wonder and joy and curiosity!!!

poor baby :((( pls look at his gentle eyes and little sheepish smile

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He's a space cowboy. He's a classified typhoon. He's an eldritch horror. He's angel-coded. He's a pacifist. He's a killer. He carries love for everyone. He hates himself. He's self-sacrificing. He's immature. He's over a century old. He's a womanizer. He's gay. He's in a relationship that's not-quite-platonic-not-quite-romantic-but-something-else-much-deeper-and-entirely-incomprehensible with a priest riddled with Catholic guilt. He's a plant. He's an alien. He's painfully human.

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Keep on going ;)

3/31 and 4/31

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kiss of the divine

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vash who finally decided he wanted something permanent in his life,

and wolfwood who finally decided and accepted his death moments before.

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got hit w a pony town addiction so here are some of my fav trigun ponies ive made so far :P