haileygee

[haileygee]

Hello all! 🌸🌸

This takes a lot of courage to post but I wish to be open about my journey and nothing is better than honesty. I have created this page and my YouTube channel to document my goal to lose 100 pounds. This is solely to bring up my self confidence and to live a healthy life with my husband who is deployed overseas. I would be beyond happy to have the support, even if you all do is reccemend fitness challenges for me to do! I am currently on Day 2 of the Chloe Ting challange weighing at 253 pounds and will do a weigh in at the end to see how much weight and inches I lost!! Someone recommended the running 1 mile per day for a month challange and that is something I have on my list to do!!

Why am I overweight? 😰😤☺️

I am a survivor of sexual assault which has made me believe through the years I am worth less and my body would never be beautiful no matter how hard I have tried. I also was a child that moved around a couple times throughout public school I always found it hard to fit in with the other kids. As these were people who grew up together and I just popped into their lives. I’ve been bullied throughout public school and the beginning of high school making me believe that I have done something to make people not want to be around me or hate me. I got teased for being too big, I had to wear a training bra before other girls, I got teased about my skin colour. Being a proud Native American / Mètis I always tan really dark in the summer but extremely pale in the summer so they teased me every season about how drastically I changed and how I had to be adopted because I don’t look like my parents. So I stopped going outside and emotionally ate leading me to the weight I am today and how pale I am.

Goals!💪💪🗓

My goal is to lose 100 pounds and document my journey and life through tumblr, Instagram and YouTube (which I am mainly on).

If there are any beautiful females out there that is also going through weight loss and or are military spouses feel free to join me! I’ll be talking about both subjects and I want to be there for as many people and help people along the way of my journey as well. Please always be respectful and uplifting to our women! Every single one of you are here for a reason and deserve pure happiness and joy in this world!

To other military spouses💝: if your significant other is deployed or not my heart is with you. And for the ones who have their hubby or wife deployed, please do not be hard on yourself. We are in the middle of a pandemic with our other half across seas. Do not create more stress for yourselves! Do not be harsh when you have bad days because they will come wether it’s a full blown meltdown or feeling a bit lathargic. Each and every one of you are so very stron g during this time and I wish you all safety and the best.

To the lovelies who wish to tag along in the weight loss journey!! 🏃🏻‍♀️🧘🏼🏋🏽 ;

I am beyond thrilled to also have you as an audience and my goal is to give support to each other! The mental strength to go through this alone and even with ONE person routing for you is hard. But we can ALL do it! We will ALL get to our goals! We just have to give ourselves time to adjust and not to give up when we gain a pound. This is a lifestyle change for us!! I currently changed my intermittent fasting, eating for 4 hours and fasting for 20 throughout my days. On top of eating keto for those hours with this hard Chloe Ting workout! If I can do it so can you!

Nothing but support here please! Remember, Positivity is key 🔑 🌸💫

December 2018

Now!

Yes I do waist train and I’ll do it because I feel like it! It makes me feel good and beautiful so I’ll continue to do it!

https://youtu.be/2DFjdDaLltI