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lhale: i don't even know how to unbottle all of what you just said and sift through it.. she does realize that your aunt would be her sister, right? not yours.. i'm sorry but i am laughing, i apologize.

JSUDS: My mom once told me she'd got me a card for my sister's birthday because it had her favorite flower on it. The card said aunt on it. When I questioned it she said "What is she then? She is your aunt, isn't she?" I'm also the eldest.

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[text] You are right, rejection is still rejection no matter how enlighted you think you are. Yes it sucks. Maybe we can head down to palm springs go to that huge spa hotel?

(text): you're gonna find the perfect person for you eventually, my love, and i'm gonna be cheering you on all the way. that sounds like fun! wanna head out tomorrow? are the girls coming with us?

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Lucy Hale | Alexander McQueen dress | Tribeca Film Festival | 2024

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lhale: when your sister calls you to tell you that your mom thought yesterday was your birthday.. hello, you birthed me, how did you forget my birthday? it's been the same date for 34 years..

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[text] So I heard back from you know who. Since I told him I couldn't talk to him and why. Said you know he was married and anything is off the table. I am kind of relieved. It's not like someone telling me they don't like me back but a book ending to it all you know?

(text): are you okay after the talk? don't gimme the generic answer - tell me the truth. are you truly okay? 'cause i know that you were upset not long ago and even though this is a good thing, it probably still hurts. do you want some cuddles and girl time? we could go dancing or shopping or do a mini trip somewhere? even just sit there and stare at each other without saying a word.

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luce: you don't have to shut up, you know i'm here to listen, but maybe be a little more.. i don't know, optimistic about it? luce: yesss, i can fit all the fun in! just let me know when y'all are back in LA and i'll come meet wherever you are. i need some excitement in my life that isn't me spilling my coffee on myself or someone else nearby. what plans do you have set already? luce: that.. is a horrible idea.

text - Sammy

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lhale: beautiful wedding followed by even more beauty on the beach.

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luce: you're making me sad right now, Sammy. luce: no need to be sorry, i can understand that. how are the kiddos? do they miss auntie luce yet and need me to come give them all the snuggles in the world soon? 'cause i can make a stop on my way back home.

text - Sammy

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luce: pffft now you're being a masochist and i'm not gonna hear it. you'll be happy and i'll be happy by proxy. so hush yourself right now. luce: you aren't going to the wedding? :( now i'm sad.

text - Sammy

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and what a nice butt you have, dearest. if anyone else was able to touch it then i'd not feel as special anymore. so lets keep it like this, yeah? for now, at least. when you get a special someone then we can come back and discuss different terms.

how about we don't do that? i'm not sure she can handle the mess that i am when i date people. she thinks i'm cool. i want to keep it that way.

like i said, it can be a bit of both and that's okay. it's OKAY, Sammy. he sounds like a nice guy from what you've told me so far and i'm excited to meet him eventually. you do realize that by saying it out loud that you're admitting it to yourself, right? i'm still trying to understand why you think you're going to miss opportunities. you do realize that there are a lot of actors out there who date the same sex, yeah? they are out and proud. they are living their lives to the fullest and are doing what they love at the same time. you're getting too into your head and i can understand it, i really can. this is how you've thought for so long that you are afraid to think any other way. you are afraid to let yourself be happy, let yourself see a different outcome than the one you've been led to think is the right one. that's not always how it goes in the end, though. sometimes you have to take that other road and let the other one go. if you truly want to be happy, then step out of your comfort zone. step into what is going to make you feel like yourself and not an imposter. 'cause, babe, in the end you're only hurting yourself and you might end up hurting this guy too. especially if you two keep going the way you are and he starts to have feelings for you too. if that happens, are you going to be able to look him in the eye and tell him that it means nothing? that you are just his friend? that everything that has been growing between you isn't more than friendship? are you going to run every time you get too close? because if that is what you're going to do, then my suggestion is that you end it right now and not go any further than friendship with him so that no one gets hurt. so that no one ends up with a broken heart.

I didn’t say randos, I said you could touch the butt. Just you. And only because you’ve seen, and felt it, before so you’re the only one allowed. I am sure there are thousands who would love that… perhaps I should start an only fans.

Trust me, I would only say nice things to her about you. I would never bring up embarrassing stories that may or may not have occurred while we dated.

He’s quite famous and I’ve been a fan of his for a long time. He’s older but not by much and I don’t know. I don’t know if what I’m feeling is a reflection of him as a person or the admiration of him as strictly an actor. He is far out of my league, which is why I was so shocked to see him swipe right on me on the dating app. We met up at a bar for a drink and as an ice breaker and I just felt this connection instantly. But again, I’m not sure if its because its him or just me being excited to meet him. God, this is so fucked. I’m fucked up, Lucy. I can’t even… I can’t even admit to myself that I… I really like him. He makes me so happy and he makes me feel like its okay to be who I really am but then there’s that voice in my head telling me that my life is going to change drastically if I allow myself to like him. I could miss career opportunities, I could lose his friendship, I could… I could finally be free of these walls I put up but I just… I don’t know if I can. I deserve love, I deserve happiness, but a part of myself keep denying it. If all I can have is his friendship then I will gladly take that.

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lhale: you'll have to tell me how they differ for you, since i've never partied in ibiza, haha. oh boy, that sounds exciting! do you think you've got a good chance on getting in? that sounds like a nice idea. i'll look you up after the wedding. thank you, handsome! appreciate it.

grealish10: i haven't been here much either, i'm more of a party at ibiza or bali but this is real nice too. too smoothly, gotta keep a level head. it's me last hurrah before i try winning a spot on the euros squad for england. right on, we should 'ave a toast then at the wedding. have a safe flight, love. @/lhale.

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lhale: another day, another flight. #thailandhereicome

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lhale: i've heard that before but never had the pleasure of spending a lot of time there, @.grealish10. how are the drinks goin' down? smooth? yeah, i'm waiting to get on my flight now!

grealish10: just enjoying thailand ahead of the wedding and it's such a lovely place for a drink or four. you coming to the festivities, @/lhale?