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⭒࿐COLLIDE

SERIES MASTERLIST

credits for the fanart: nramvv - edited by me

Click to read on AO3!

⚢ pairing: Rockstar!Ellie Williams x Popstar!Reader 𖥔 ݁ ˖

⭒ synopsis: A pop princess on the rise. A rockstar on the edge of collapse. Your world is all polish and perfection, hers is chaos and self-destruction. You and Ellie Williams were never meant to cross paths. But when the industry sees an opportunity, it spins a story neither of you can escape: a headline-making, career-saving fake relationship. You need edge. She needs damage control. It should be simple—play the part, sell the history, survive each other. But Ellie is unpredictable, fame is unforgiving, and somewhere between staged appearances and real fights, the harder it is to tell where the act ends and something real begins. And in a world where everything is manufactured, the most dangerous thing you can do is feel. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

⭒ word count: 151,4k 𖥔 ݁ ˖

CHAPTER INDEX

𝜗𝜚 the fireflie's album deluxe ⸝⸝

reader's album deluxe ⸝⸝ 𝜗𝜚

𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 - the rise of a popstar is the fall of a rockstar › 3.5k

meet our protagonists: one polished, one reckless—one plays the game, the other sets it on fire. Thrown into the same level of relentless spotlight and suffocating stardom, they become each other’s contrast and contradiction. But fame doesn’t care about differences. It thrives on a good story. And in this story, opposites don’t just attract— they collide. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞 - the party & the after party (MDNI) › 8,4k

you didn’t mean to find her. Not really. But the music is loud, the drinks are strong, and somehow you’re caught in her orbit. A glance turns into a touch, a whisper into something more. The night blurs in heat and tangled sheets, a secret meant to stay buried. But when morning comes and your phone won’t stop buzzing, one thing is clear—last night isn’t staying hidden. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐰𝐨 - we look hotter on the front page › 6,8k

one TMZ headline later, and the internet is in a full-blown meltdown. You should’ve known that sneaking out of Ellie Williams’ hotel at sunrise was a disaster waiting to happen. Now the whole world thinks you and Ellie are dating, and there’s only one way out—lean into the chaos. A fake relationship was never part of the plan, but if anyone can pull it of, it’s the two of you… right? 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 - look like we in love, but only on camera (MDNI) › 7,5k

a single Instagram story accidentally hard-launches something that isn’t even real. Or at least, isn’t supposed to be. You tell yourself it’s nothing, but at 3 AM, you’re alone in the studio, writing lyrics you shouldn’t be writing, thinking about her in ways you shouldn’t be thinking. And then Ellie texts. And suddenly, the lines you’ve been so desperate to keep blurred don’t seem so thin. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫 - she › 7k

trapped in a carefully crafted illusion, you and Ellie have spent the past month playing the perfect couple for the world to believe. But in the quiet of a hotel room, away from the world’s gaze, a song takes shape between you. A melody that feels too raw, too real, like something neither of you meant to reveal. And as the music flows, so does the unspoken truth. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑟 › 1.9k

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 - the real award is having you (MDNI) › 19,4k

the biggest night of the year. The Grammys. Cameras flash, reporters push for answers, and the world holds its breath as you and Ellie step onto the red carpet—together. But the night doesn’t end there. Somewhere between the champagne, the piled-up tension, and the magnetic pull drawing you closer, the inevitable finally happens. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐱 - tour dates & tounge tied(MDNI) › 12.3k

after months of blurred lines and staged headlines, the truth finally breaks through, there’s no pretending anymore. You’re with Ellie now, for real. Wrapped up in tour dates, secret kisses behind curtains, and a love that’s grown too wild to hide. The concert is electric, the afterparty dizzy with heat, and through it all, you can’t keep your hands—or hearts—off each other. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 - white lines and white lies › 13.6k

three wild, blissfully chaotic weeks with Ellie and the Fireflies were a fantasy, and you have to return to start your own tour, still reeling from the rush. But something’s different now. You saw it, that fleeting moment of truth, the one that cracked everything wide open. No matter how tightly she held you, how fiercely she kissed you, a piece of her was slipping away. And love—no matter how loud, no matter how pure—can’t quiet everything forever. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 - it’s never over › 17.6k

Ellie leaves before sunrise, and with her goes every trace of the night you thought might save you both. You try to keep moving, caught in the glittering machinery of your own tour, singing songs that taste like ash. But the cracks spread faster than you can hide them. And in a world that never cared if either of you survived it, this part of your story cuts to the question no one ever wants to face—what do you do when love isn’t enough? 𖥔 ݁ ˖

𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 - you’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you.

first part: supernova › 16.7k

𝜗𝜚 reader's album ⸝⸝ 𝜗𝜚

After losing everything—the spotlight, the stage, the one you love—you disappeared into the kind of silence that doesn’t echo back. But somewhere in the hush, something began to stir. Not healing. Something darker, softer. A quiet rebirth. Piece by shattered piece, you stitched yourself into something unrecognizable. Not who you were. Not quite who you hoped to be. Just… becoming. This chapter doesn’t just tell your story—it pulls you through it. Breath by breath. A descent, a reckoning, a resurrection. And when you rise again, it’s not to ask for space. It’s to claim it. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

second part: the shape of what i lost › 20,8k

𝜗𝜚 ellie's album ⸝⸝ 𝜗𝜚

You’ve seen your side of the story—now it’s time for Ellie’s. After losing herself in letting you go, she plunges deeper into chaos until she's left with nothing but the wreckage of her choices. But just as darkness threatens to consume her entirely, an unexpected lifeline appears in the form of someone she believed she'd lost forever. Forced to confront the devastating reality of her addiction and the damage it has inflicted not only upon herself but on those she loves, she’s ready to reclaim the pieces she abandoned. Through an intimate, raw, and brutally honest journey, we’ll she her rediscover her voice and reconnect with music, walking the fragile line between ruin and redemption. 𖥔 ݁ ˖

finale: we begin where the stars once collided › 16,6k

After watching them lose and bloom, shatter and survive, fate exhales—and answers the question that has haunted every stage, every verse, every sleepless night: will it finally loosen its grip and let them have what was always theirs? Maybe it doesn’t tie things clean. Maybe the red string coils into knots, frays with time, tangles itself around distance and silence and years that almost swallowed them whole. But it never breaks. And now—at last—it pulls tight. Not to strangle, but to lead. This is not the end. This is what happens when stars remember where they belong—and finally, collide 𖥔 ݁ ˖

AU BLURBS INDEX

𝐑𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫ⵑ𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐢𝐠 — 𝐏𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫ⵑ𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐢𝐠 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬 — 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐞ⵑ𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐜 𝐨𝐧 — 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫’𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞’𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐯 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐦 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐚 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 — 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐬 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐟𝐬 𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐨 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 "𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐥" 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐜'𝐬 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 — 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟 𝐚 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐟 𝐥𝐦𝐚𝐨 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲: 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 — 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨…? — 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐞𝐱𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞? — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐤 — 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐞? —𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫ⵑ𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞 𝐬𝐧𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐫 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭.𝟑 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭.𝟐 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭.𝟏 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰 𝐚 𝐦𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐥 — 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐢𝐤𝐭𝐨𝐤 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫... ? — 𝐝𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐕𝐒 𝐚𝐝 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐯𝐢𝐧 𝐊𝐥𝐞𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐝 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐭 𝐂𝐨𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐍𝐋 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 — 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 — 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬? — 𝐣𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 — 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐬' 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 — 𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 — 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐢 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐥

This tag is for every creation, every edit, every moodboard, essay, drawing, and masterpiece you’ve made because of Collide. I can finally add it now—because I’ve never been more grateful for the space we built together, and the inspiration it held.

Thank you. For all of it. For every single one of you. Forever.

Hope you love and enjoy reading this series as much as I loved and enjoyed writing it. <3 𖥔 ݁ ˖

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pillowprincess!ellie

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pillowprincess!ellie

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i am nooooot locked the fuck in. im locked the fuck out. call the locksmith

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i don’t understand why people are using ai to write. what is the point? if you don’t have anything to say, then don’t say it. why are you using ai. i’m pissed! it’s stupid!

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LALALALALALAAA MY WIFE

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everyone involved in this decision start running bc i WILL find you.

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thinking about how modern!ellie would def collect pokémon cards.

like in the game she’d have excited voice lines when you found the collectible card thingies.

but if it were modern day? she’s spending half her paycheck from her crappy part-time job just to open packs of cards. puts the nice ones in sleeves and has them all organized in a binder, rarest cards in the front. she’ll get lucky one day and pull something hella rare, posting a picture of it on her close friends story just cuz she’s so hyped about it. joel tells her it’s a gambling problem but she can’t stop; she’s on the grind. and she prob still has pokémon go on her phone too.

or perhaps i’m just projecting 😝

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me when im looking for a fic but all im getting is pure smut

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everyone was drawing this so naturally it was abbys turn

pls credit me if u repost elsewhere:)

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"I'll call you later when I get home" Ellie said as she slowly picked up the discarded clothes from last night

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I can’t stand people that don’t let me speak hyperbolically. If I can’t respond to a minor inconvenience that someone should get shot in the fucking head for it then what’s the point of it all.