I’m so soft rn I can’t handle this. Yunho you bastard, making me kick my feet😒
into the aurora - chapter twenty-seven (ot8)
chapter twenty-seven: closer, and closer quarters
chapter summary: you spend some time at home, seizing the little moments as they come
warnings: quickies, semi-public sex, rough-ish sex, fingering, dirty talk, shower sex, wake-up sex but not cnc/somno, oral (f receiving), cockwarming, slow/intimate sex, dirty talk, general suggestive content
pairings: ot8 x reader
genre: fluff, angst, romance, ateez ensemble x reader, polyamory, non-idol!reader, fem!reader, smut
word count: 5.8K
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Being alone in the dorms with only one of them at a time is a rarity, and you’ve gotten used to stealing private moments with them as they come regardless of who’s home. Up to this point, it’s always just fervent makeouts in the kitchen or slipping away into the shower together as quietly as possible. It isn’t usually in the middle of the living room in the middle of the day, but that doesn’t stop either of you when you realize five of the eight are out, with San sleeping in his room, and Hongjoong working upstairs for once.
Yunho has you up and over his lap the instant it connects for you both that the dorms are quiet, an afternoon of innuendos bubbling up between you and spilling over with fevered hands pulling at each other’s clothes.
He groans when you spread your legs to straddle him, dropping your clothed core over his hardening cock, “I can’t believe you’re wearing that skirt,”
“Too much?” you tease, loving the response you’ve been getting from him all day.
His hands coast up your thighs and grip your hips firmly, his pupils blown out with desire as he looks down at where his hands disappear under the hemline, “Sweetheart, I’m going to fucking ruin you.”
Your muscles tense at his words, a sharp throbbing in your core and you can’t help the little whine that bubbles up from your throat. Things with Yunho since that first night have been getting heated, finding new ways to push your limits, opening up an aggressive side of him that you didn’t realize you were starving for. You want him to cage you in and take what he wants, and you want desperately to please him.
“Do you want that?” He slides a hand off your hip to undo his jeans and you raise up a little higher, so he has the access he needs to push his pants down just enough to free his cock.
“Please, baby,” you drop your hips down again, brushing along his thick length but he shakes his head, one hand holding you steady at the waist while the other dips between your legs and pushes your panties to the side, two of his long fingers sinking inside you with practiced ease.
“You’re soaked,” he says, holding your gaze steady as he fingers scissor open, “come here,”
His hands lock onto your hips, lifting you up, and you brace yourself on his shoulders. As he guides you down you feel the head of his cock nudging your wet folds, but your underwear is slipping back into place and the angle isn’t quite right. His jaw sets, and he tugs fast and hard at the side of your panties, the thin fabric giving way with ease, and you gasp against his mouth, “Yunho!”
“I’ll buy you new ones,” he shrugs and snaps the other side open, pulling the loose fabric out from between you and tossing it on the floor.
“I can’t believe you just did that,” you manage, and he rolls his eyes, flipping the front of your skirt up so he can better see where to direct his cock.
“Do you want me inside you or not?” He nudges your clit with the head of his cock, moving to tease your entrance.
He’s still holding most of your weight, lifting you easily as you brace on his shoulder, and your walls clench at his words, your hips trying to press down to get more friction but held in place. “Yunho, please, fuck me already,” your fingers fist his t-shirt.
He looks up at you, a small smile on his lips, before he lines himself up properly and pulls you down onto his length in one smooth motion, seating his cock fully inside you and stretching you open fast. Your curse tumbles into a sharp moan, the feeling of him hot and sudden, and you’re already trying to catch your breath. At your cry he shushes you, but still rocks his hips under you to shift his cock inside you, “There we go, baby,”
“You feel so fucking good,” you drop onto Yunho’s shoulder, your lips against the soft skin of his throat.
“Move,” he urges you, dragging your hips forwards and back with his hands, “ride me,”
You lift your hips and drop them down, dragging him halfway out of you before sinking inside again, but you stay leaned against him, panting against his neck, and he shakes his head. He pushes you back to sit above him and nods, “Be good,” he murmurs, his voice suddenly low and firm and you instantly comply, letting him hold you so you can focus on riding him just right.
His mouth drops open and his face tightens. You love this look, knowing that you and your body makes him crazy, bringing him so quickly to the tip of his own pleasure. You tense your walls around him, and he groans, before he roughly pulls down the top of your shirt so that your breasts spill out, fully on display and propped up a little by the bunched-up fabric. He dives forwards and latches onto your nipple, sucking it firmly and rolling his tongue against it, his teeth gently crazing your skin. Your head is swimming, and you grip him to you, your hips stuttering in their pace at the sudden change of position.
Yunho breaks away from your breast and pulls your mouth down to his hard and fast, kissing you desperately, messy and panting, and his arms wrap around you to drag you down again on his cock. He shifts, using his leverage with his feet on the floor to shift down and give his hips the room he needs to move.
“Fuck,” you pant, “Yunho, more,”
He thrusts up into you, roughly pulling up the back of your skirt as he reaches around you to palm your ass, using his grip there as leverage to direct your hips down into his thrusts. "That’s my good girl,” He croons, knowing his words will send you spiraling.
The knot of building pressure in your core is hot, the drag of his cock perfect across the soft spot inside you, and it brings you up fast. You’re trying hard not to make too much noise, but you can’t help it.
“Baby,” he grips the back of your neck, fingers tangled in your hair, “be quiet.” At his command he clamps down his opposite hand across your mouth, stifling your moans and holding you firmly. He quickens his hips, and you scramble for purchase, locking a hand in his t-shirt. Your thighs are shaking as you try to hold yourself up, pleasure running up your body in waves, but he holds you steady.
In a rush your body locks up and you curl, your eyes shut tight and a cry against the hand over your lips. Yunho rocks into you again, “There she is,” he says softly, his voice hard and low and your eyes flutter open, your body melting into him.
His hand slips from your mouth and he lifts you off him, sliding out from under you, and you’re shaking off the haze of your orgasm, fully confused, “Did you come?” You’re pretty sure you would have noticed that, but he doesn’t respond.
You’re about to drop down on the couch and turn towards him when his hands descend on you, moving you immediately forwards so that your front is flush with the back of the couch, still on your knees. He maneuvers you further, dragging your hips up so that he can stand behind you and push his still throbbing cock back inside. The angle is perfect and standing he can control things so much better.
“Oh my god,” you grip the back of the couch and your head hangs between your arms as he fucks you.
He’s panting behind you, a groan on his lips as he moves faster now, your skirt pushed up over your hips and his hands planted on the plush skin of your ass, gripping you desperately as he loses himself. “Oh fuck,” his fingers tighten, and you feel him start to hit harder, adjusting his pace.
“Just like that,” you reach back with one hand for him, and he grips your forearm, using the leverage to his advantage.
The sound of a door upstairs startles you both, but he can’t stop, not now, and he clenches his jaw. You know he’s close, and you hold yourself steady and silent, glancing up to the stairs to see if you’re going to get caught. The sudden promise of it rushes heat through you and you gasp, choking back a moan. You don’t see the way Yunho watches the stairs more carefully than you, and at the sound of the upstairs bathroom door shutting he refocuses, only a few more hard thrusts until he spills his release hot inside of you and collapses over your back.
You’re trembling still when he pulls away from you and you hear him pull up his jeans and slide up the zipper. “Come here, baby,” he pulls you up off your collapsed position on the back of the couch and drops your skirt over you, reaching around to your front and righting your top over your breasts.
“Oh my god,” you whisper again, and when you hear Hongjoong moving around upstairs again, Yunho makes a few more moves quickly and quietly.
He tucks your torn panties into his back pocket and picks you up, letting you wrap your legs around him as he quickly moves past the stairs on the lower level and into the bathroom. He deposits you gently on the countertop next to the sink and then turns to push the door shut, leaning his back heavily against it and finally taking a second to catch his breath.
“That was insane,” he says, grinning at you. He’s a mess, completely fucked out, mouth red and cheeks blushed pink, his black hair mussed with sweat.
You can’t really figure out how to respond, your head’s still spinning and full but you nod and focus on catching your breath after the adrenaline rush.
After a beat he meets your eyes, “You okay?”
“Mm,” you nod, “my brain’s not working yet,”
He chuckles and pushes off the door, clicking the lock and crossing to turn on the shower. While it warms, you both peel off your clothes, and he pulls you into the relaxing spray as soon as it's ready. He crowds you back against the tile wall almost instantly, the cool tiles against your skin making you shiver as he presses into your space and kisses you again, his fingers slipping between your folds and rolling over your wet clit.
You hum against his mouth and drop your head back against the tile, “Yunho,”
His fingers work you slow this time, circling in just the way you like, and you open your legs a little wider to give him better access. “You like that, pretty?”
You nod, open mouthed and a little dazed, his broad shoulder angling over you to block the direct spray of water and he smiles down at you, tongue against his teeth, as he watches you come apart again.
“Can you give me another?” He coaxes you, sliding two fingers inside you easily and curling them perfectly.
You nod, a little frantic as your body trembles, and you hang onto him desperately, your nails digging softly into his skin.
He leans in close, his lips against your ear as he works his hand between your thighs, “Come for me then,” he says, husky and soft.
His fingers press down harder on your swollen clit, and you come apart in his hands, falling forwards against his chest as he fingers you through the crest of your orgasm, a stammered moan and a curse on your lips, “Yunho, I’m,” your brain whites out and you clamp your legs shut around his hand.
“There we go,” he sighs, straightening back up and holding your trembling body against his.
You ease off his chest and lean back against the tile wall, smiling up at him and feeling like jelly.
He catches your lip softly with his thumb and smiles before sighing and dropping his head back into the warm water to wet his hair, and you can hardly believe how functional he is right now after how he just fucked you.
“There’s no way they won’t know you just fucked me into the floor,” he laughs at your words and shakes his head.
“Into the couch,” he corrects, “but maybe we shouldn’t advertise that,”
“Good idea,” you smile.
Lathering his shampoo he smirks, “And we always know,”
You blanch.
“The walls aren’t as thick as you think,” he shrugs, “and you always get this dreamy look after,” he taps the tip of your nose softly and leaves a collection of suds.
“Oh my god,” you shake your head, “I’m ignoring this,”
“It’s cute,” he shrugs.
You had thought you and the boys were being subtle, slipping away to your bedroom most of the time when the dorms were less active, but of course you had been wrong. You roll your eyes and ignore his teases, “There’s no way you always know,”
“Mm,” He narrows his eyes, “you don’t come as quietly as you think you do,”
Pink blush lights up your cheeks, “Yunho, stop,”
“What?” He turns back towards you and sees your mortified face, “Oh, no, come on it’s cute,”
“Me being so loud I disrupt the whole household is not cute, Jeong Yunho!” You flick him with the spray of the shower and sigh heavily.
“I didn’t say that,” He grins, shaking his head, “besides, I don’t think any of us are complaining. We probably spend more time being jealous we didn’t get to you first,”
“God,” You drop your face into your hands.
“Sweetheart, don’t,” He pulls your hands away, tugging you into his broad chest, “never be embarrassed or shy about this,”
“Easy for you to say,”
“No,” He dips forward and kisses you, dragging your wet body up against his and running his hands down your back, “you’re incredibly sexy, especially when you’re letting yourself enjoy things and not overthinking. So, don’t overthink this,”
“Right,” You press a kiss to his chest before pushing back into the water so you can wash your hair.
Yunho prods you a few times while you shower together, teasing and flirty, barely keeping his hands off you. By the time you stumble out of the shower together, you just can’t quite stop yanking him back down to kiss you. You’re mid flirtatious conversation when you open the bathroom door and start into the hall, wearing nothing but one of the towels tucked around you. Yunho follows you out, his own towel slung low around his hips, and he catches your hand just as you make it into the hall to pull you back one more time into him, when you realize you’re not alone.
“Conserving water?” Jongho raises an eyebrow, and Wooyoung behind him peels into hysterical laughter, sharp and high pitched.
“Not you too,” You push Yunho off you and cup your burning cheeks.
“Relax,” As Jongho moves past you he dips closer to steal a quick kiss, “I’m only teasing,”
“I know,” You smile, watching as he jogs up the steps to the top level of the dorms.
Yunho disappears into his bedroom, a smile still plastered on his face, and Wooyoung gives you one pointed eyebrow raise before disappearing around the corner back into the main room, but he calls over his shoulder, “I’m feeling left out, just so you know,”
“Woo,” You groan, “shut up,”
“Mhm, sure,” He throws you a grin when you have to walk past him to make it to your bedroom.
Tucking yourself away in your room, you get dressed and relax for a little while until you hear a knock on your door a little while later.
“Come in!” You sit up in bed, tossing your phone to the side.
Yeosang pokes his head in, “You busy?”
“Not really,” You smile.
“I got you something,” He slides your door open further with his foot and holds up a small white pastry bag and bubble tea, “you like the pearl milk tea, right?”
“Yeah,” You push off your bed reach for him, grinning, “this is so nice, Yeo, thank you,”
“It’s no problem,” He kisses your cheek and passes off your treats.
“Is everyone home, then?” You take a sip of your milk tea.
Yeosang nods, smiling warmly at you, “You want to come hang out?”
“Yeah,” You follow him out into the living room, “what’s going on?” You ask as you size up Jongho hooking a game console up to the TV.
“They have a bet,” He collapses down onto the couch cushions, gesturing towards Wooyoung and Jongho who are getting their controllers.
“Oh?” You drop down next to Yeosang, snuggling into his side and dipping into your pastry bag, “what’s going on?”
“No idea,” Yeosang says with a shrug.
“I thought you were on my side!” Wooyoung tosses a cushion at Yeosang but it collides with your cheek.
“Oh my god, whatever you’re playing don’t make me kick your ass at it too,” You toss the pillow back at him and he catches it in one hand, a grin on his face.
“I’d destroy you,” He narrows his eyes.
“Doubtful,” You fire back.
Yunho and San make their way out to the main room too and you watch as San dips over the back of the couch to land squarely between Jongho and Wooyoung.
“Jongho is going to murder you in Mario Kart,” Yunho says as he walks towards the kitchen.
“Oh, fuck off,” Wooyoung gripes as the game starts up.
“He lacks focus,” Jongho smiles, and Wooyoung kicks his thigh.
Yunho returns from the kitchen with a water bottle and leans against the bar. You glance over to him, meeting his eyes as he takes a long gulp of water, and his eyebrow quirks up, staring at you a little pointedly. Your eyebrows knit together as you go for another sip of your tea, and at your confusion his eyes flick down and back up. You gasp, coughing on the tea and tapioca balls, and lean forwards as you catch your breath and clear your throat.
“You okay, love?” Yeosang rubs your back, patting it softly like you would do to a baby.
“Fine,” You wheeze, “just fine,”
You want to wipe the cheeky smile off Yunho’s face. Now, as you settle back against Yeosang you can’t stop fixating on how you’re cuddling in the exact spot Yunho fucked you on earlier. He seems beyond pleased at this little fact.
Your attention is pulled away though, Wooyoung and Jongho arguing over which map to play, and San rolling his eyes before moving to your side of the couch. He picks up your legs with ease and drops them over his lap. Within an hour, all eight of your boys are home and crowded around the TV.
Schedules are about to get so much worse, with the holidays around the corner complete with extra special stages, and a January comeback full of promotional content to film, you have to take these moments while you can. You have to savor them.
You find yourself committing little bits of your time with them to memory, holding even the smallest things close.
The way Wooyoung can’t help but comment on absolutely everything. San’s fingers tapping a song out on your shin. Yeosang’s whispered commentary. The way Yunho seems to make up choreography to any beat and does little isolated movements to every map’s music. Hongjoong working despite the chaos, but smiling at being in the middle of it all, at the center of his family. The way Jongho’s jaw sets tight when he’s concentrating. Mingi’s silent laugh, mouth wide and body curling in on himself. Seonghwa’s animated cheering, stoking the flames of competition.
You file every little thing away, as if it might suddenly fade. As if tomorrow you’d wake and this would all turn out to be a dream, the only things left these little moments of them. You fantasize about freezing time, about stopping just here in the middle of November and keeping everything for yourselves. You know it’s just a daydream, a tiny wish and prayer inside, but for now you just hold it close. For now, that's all you can do.
Later that night, you wake in a haze, sudden arousal spreading through you and blush already blooming in your cheeks. It takes a minute in the dim light to register what’s happening, but one of your lovers is placing warm, slow kisses over your bare abdomen and gently stroking the swollen bundle of nerves between your thighs. It takes a moment to remember how you got here, but your brain flicks through dinner with the boys, cuddling on the couch, little moments with each of them before Hongjoong pulled you away for a little time together. A second shower, a quiet cup of tea, falling asleep early with the light still on, Jongho turning it off a little while later and kissing you goodnight.
Fingers dip slowly inside you, and judging by how slick you feel, he must have been touching you softly for a while, easing you into consciousness with gentle moments of pleasure.
You keep still though, not wanting to let him know you’re awake just yet, enjoying the feeling of your body being fully pliant in his hands. Warm breath spreads over your skin, and he adjusts your legs open just a little wider so that he can slot himself between them.
Your breath catches a little when you feel his tongue lap a soft stripe through your folds, flicking delicately over your clit as he works you up. He reaches a hand up and cups your breast, his thumb passing directly over your hardened nipple, and when he squeezes you ever so gently, you recognize the hands.
You moan softly as he lightly sucks your clit, “Yeo,”
“Morning, love,” He murmurs from between your thighs.
Your eyes open again and you look down between your legs to see his mop of freshly bleached blonde hair, “B-baby,” your words cut off as he sucks you again.
“Relax,” He eases you, and the combination of his words and the pleasure he delivers has you easing back down into the sheets in a minute.
You register immediately that it’s not morning, morning, not really, and you swivel your head to check the clock on your nightstand. The clock reads two and you reach for him, weaving your fingers into his hair until he lifts his mouth up off your slick slit to regard you.
“What?” He breathes, his mouth wet from your arousal.
“It’s two,” Your hand slides to cup his cheek, “are you okay?”
“Should I have let you sleep?” He squeezes your hip.
“I don’t care about that,” You sigh.
“I just needed you,” He explains, eyes darting down, “and I knew you weren’t with anyone tonight, so,”
“Come up here,” You take his hand and tug him up so that he’s next to you instead of between your thighs.
“I’m sorry,” He murmurs, dropping a kiss on your shoulder, “are you not in the mood? We don’t have to do anything,”
In truth, you’re a little achy and feeling raw, the sex with Yunho earlier a little harder than it usually was. Not to mention the way that Hongjoong had pinned you up against the wall in his bedroom only a few hours later, taking you fast and rough until he spilled himself inside you.
“It’s not that,” You assure him, but saying little else, not wanting to reveal every detail of your time with your other partners.
“Okay,” Yeosang trails off, moving to spoon you, “is something wrong?”
You love the way he is with you, soft and gentle and lovely until everything clicks into place and he fucks you hard until you’re spinning out in an ecstatic haze, but it would be too much. You settle on shaking your head and taking his hand in yours, “Not at all, I’m just… a little,”
He pushes up on his elbow, drawing your face towards his so he can meet your eyes in the low light, and you can see his furrowed brow as he tries to make sense of your hazy words. When you don’t continue he prompts you a little further, “A little?”
You sigh, “Sore,”
“Oh,” His brows raise, and he chuckles, “that’s okay,”
“It’s not that I don’t want to,” You twist in his arms to clarify, “and getting woken up like that was… really, really good, but you know usually we, you’re,”
“Too rough?” He supplies.
“For tonight,” You nod, “I’m sorry,”
“Why are you apologizing?” He dips forward to kiss you, his hands warmly stroking up your back, “You can say no,”
“I know,” You sigh, “but still, it would be nice,”
He smiles, tucking your hair back behind your ear and shaking his head, “y/n,” he murmurs, “we definitely don’t have to do a thing, but you know I can be gentle too, I can be whatever you need. I like what you like,” He clarifies, snuggling a little closer, “and normally you ask me to go harder, but I don’t have to,”
“I thought that’s what you liked,” You blurt out.
“I do,” He kisses the nervous expression right off your face, “but I also just like making you happy, don’t be so worried about what I need,”
“Yeah?”
“Mhm,” His hand coasts down your body and cups your hip before slipping behind to squeeze the plush skin of your ass, “so if you want something tonight, I can do whatever you need. If not, I’d love to sleep over,”
You giggle against his mouth, “Definitely yes, sleep over,”
“Perfect,” He shifts in your bed, maneuvering you in his arms so that he can spoon you again, “warm me up, then,”
You pull his arms around you more tightly beneath the blankets and keep him close, your back neatly against his chest. Relaxing together you settle back towards sleep, but after the way he woke you, you can still feel the ache and pulse between your thighs. You could go to sleep, you could ignore it and just focus on the steady rhythm of his breath, but the ache won’t let you be. Yeosang shifts his hips a little, tucking his knees up behind yours, and you feel the stiff line of his cock pressing hard against your backside.
“Yeo,” You murmur in the dark.
“Hmm?”
“Could we,” You swallow tightly, your mind narrowing in on what you need as the words leave you, “I mean, could we try something?”
“Whatever you want,” He kisses your hair.
“Let me warm you like this,” You reach back behind you, finding his bare hip so you can draw him closer.
“What do you,” He starts to say but he sighs when your hand finds his prone cock and you shift to wide your legs a little, “oh,”
“I need you too,” You murmur, “so let me feel you,”
He slides forward a little, the head of his cock nudging up against your wet entrance, and you sigh pleasantly as he sinks inside you slowly.
“This okay?” He checks as he fully seats himself inside, his fingers massaging your hip gently.
“Mm,” You nod, settling back into the pillows, “you feel perfect,”
He settles, wrapping you up in his embrace, and kisses your skin again, “Then let’s sleep, love,”
You rest in each other’s arms a while, the sensation of his hot length buried inside you filling you with a different kind of warmth and comfort. You could stay like this for ages, and with your hands pressed together you brush your thumb over his palm. It’s the calmest you’ve felt in days, and you relax into the sensation.
It isn’t until his cock twitches just a little when he shifts his hips, a little drag of him in and out of your core, that you realize you want more.
“Yeo,” You rock your hips a little, grinding down slowly to feel more, “I need you,”
He sighs heavily, like he had been holding a tight breath, and he smooths his hands over your body, one spread wide over your stomach and the other over your chest, cupping your breast, “Thank God,”
“Just,” You moan softly as he starts to pump his hips, “go slow for me,”
His movements were slow to begin with but he takes even more time, before kissing your shoulder and murmuring, “How’s that, baby?”
It’s torturously slow, but exactly what you need. Easy warmth spreads through you, Yeosang’s movements so controlled that you’re able to sink inside the singular feeling of his cock pushing in and out of your tight channel, “Just like that,”
“Just like that?” He smiles, using his arms around you as leverage to assist the slow push and pull of your body, “You’re so beautiful,”
“Mm, fuck,” You sigh, bubbling building low in your body.
“Do I feel good, love?” He sighs hot against your hair.
You moan quietly in response, letting your eyes close, “So good,” you murmur, “you feel so good inside me,”
“Mm,” He kisses your neck, “Your pussy takes me perfectly every time,”
You curse softly, letting your head drop back against him.
“So tight around me,” He groans, pumping into you perfectly, “so warm and wet, your pretty pussy,”
He knows exactly what he’s doing, talking you into an orgasm with his heady whispers to make up for the slow motion of his hips. You sigh, melting into his arms, a gentle pant on your lips.
“Is that all it takes?” He teases, nipping at your skin, “just my cock stretching you open and you’ll come just like that?”
“Fuck, Yeo,” Your legs are starting to tremble.
“It is,” He squeezes your shaking thigh, “you just want to be stuffed full, don’t you?”
A rolling flush of heat passes through you, and your hips start to rock a little more as you chase the feeling of your orgasm, “Please,” you shudder, “keep talking,”
“Mm,” He groans, “I didn’t know I could still fuck you dumb like this,”
“Oh!” You grip down on his hand, your eyes pressed shut tightly.
“So easy,” His voice is low and rough, “coming all over my cock like this,”
You’re a second away, your back arching up and your free hand gripping down on the sheets.
“I’m going to come inside this pretty pussy,” His fingers flex and he holds you tighter, “isn’t that what you want? I know it’s what you need, baby,”
One more word and you know you’ll crumble.
“Come, beautiful,” He directs you, “let me hear you,”
“Yeo,” You moan, your release pulling you apart and your walls pulsing around him, “fuck, oh god,”
“I’m so close,” His voice breaks, “y/n,”
“Come, come,” You beg him, “don’t stop,”
He shudders, his thrusts picking up the pace just a little so that he reaches his own release. His hands stay soft on your body, holding you close and trying not to hurt you, but he needs more, just a bit more, and he groans as he fucks into you.
“Yes, yes,” You nod against his shoulder, “please, Yeo, I need it,”
His breath catches tightly in his throat when he finally buries his cock to the hilt inside you and goes completely still, panting against your back, warmth pooling inside you as he fills you. “God,” He sighs, “I’ve never, ever, touched anyone as perfect as you,”
His praise fills you with flooding warmth and you kiss his bicep where his arm wraps around you, “Please,”
“No,” He cuddles you closer, nuzzling into your back, “I mean it, I love your body,”
Your brain somersaults at his words but you blink hard and open your eyes, “That was so good,” you sigh, diverting him away. You can’t hear it again.
“Mhm,” He sighs, his cock still deep inside you though it’s starting to soften. When he finally recovers enough to pull out, he does so slowly and watches you for any reaction, “how do you feel?”
“Delicious,” You smile, answering honestly and tugging him close, “don’t worry,”
“Come here,” He murmurs as he shifts around behind you, and you moan once more when he presses his thumbs to the small of your back, “are your hips a little sore?”
You sigh, nodding.
“Alright,” He soothes, “let me help and then I’m sure you’ll sleep better,”
“After that I think I’m going to sleep well no matter what,” You smile.
“Shush,” He massages your back, “I like taking care of you,”
“You all do,” You sigh, sinking into his touch, “sometimes I think this is a dream,”
He chuckles, “It’s not a dream,”
“Then luck, maybe,”
“Maybe fate,” He says, kissing your shoulder, “we wouldn’t have met you if you didn’t get stranded,”
“Maybe,” You tuck your face into the pillow as he moves his hands to massage your hips.
“How’s that feeling?” He murmurs.
“Much better,”
He gives you a little more, and then shuffles forwards again to gather you into his arms, “You deserve to have someone take care of you,”
“Is that so?” You smile.
Yeosang yawns and stretches until he’s shifted into the perfect position tucked up behind you, “Everyone does, love,”
He’s asleep before you can answer, his warm breath pulsing against your shoulder as he drops off into the steady wave of sleep. For a split second you want to tell him everything - confess how truly long it’s been since anyone has taken care of you. Tell him how much it means that he does, that they all do. You want to open up and let it all spill out, let him give you soft words of comfort and knit you back together.
Threads of your past flutter by as you close your eyes. They’re so close to knowing all of you, to really seeing you.
You know you need to let them soon. Just not tonight.
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