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I fucked my girlfriend and nutted on her back in doggy style and now she wants me to post her here so there we go.

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Update

life good good friends

cute homie

no job

no money

yummy

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I am leaving this here in case this dumb bitch finds it

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I just want a girl that makes me want to stay committed and loyal. I want to find this thing called “true love.” I don’t know where it starts, but it’s been a thing I’ve always been looking for. I don’t know if it starts with me or the other person, but I pray that I meet someone who makes me believe one day.

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Square One

It’s been a long time since I last came back to this. I really should be using this more often as it is a way to get my feelings out. All in all, I feel like I’m back to square one. I’ve never been able to keep a girlfriend. I’ve always been the one to find the fault in someone and a relationship. I’ve always been the one to end it. It’s a vicious cycle that I want to end. I never find the fault in myself until after, but I still don’t have any feelings of regret.

I thought I found the one in the summer. The moments we spent together were undeniable. The passion I felt when I was with her felt real. But, in the end, I couldn’t keep the facadé going. In college, I decided that I would stop dating. I messed around with people I met during my first two months of college. I thought that this was how my college life would be. I’d be a degenerate in college who would just mess around with girls. Then, I met this girl. I thought she was the one. She kept me grounded, she was the one who would keep me calm and rationale. I thought she would be the one, and she thought she would be the one as well. However, as time is passing by, I am slowly realizing she might not be the one. I don’t find myself happy when her presence is with me. I don’t find myself satisfied when she is in my arms. I thought she would be the one to make it work, but maybe it’s just been me all along. I haven’t told her how I feel currently, but I will soon And that is why I am back to square one.

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1 year update or 2?

Holy shit looking back at all these posts has been fucking crazy. I’ve been inactive for so long because I forgot, but also because my mind has changed so much. It’s stabilized and i know hwat I’m doing. Imma break it down for future me to see where I’m at. 1. Current I got a job yurd. making minimum ofc. 2. Relationship I got a girl yurd. shes mad fuckin cute. i fucking love her. she’s a great influence for me and I’m so glad i met her. She’s also filthy rich and makes me feel like a btich cus i have no money :< 3. Friends All my friends are dipping for college. Michael giong to stony because of a girl what a dumbass but he might transfer back. Jason going to buffalo and joining a frat cya. Anthony going to buffalo and joining a frat cya. lul . clarence jason lam and wei are staying tho gang. 4. Money I have 40 dollars in my bank account. 5. On the real. I’m really happy about where I am right now. Even though i fucke dup in sc hool I’m so happy. Im giong to a decent college thats paying me. I have probably the best friends a man could ever have. Its so chill. I’m in a much better place than where I used to be. And I have a girlfriend no flex lul.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZB7Xjd34pjo&ab_channel=50CentVEVO

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L

I don’t know if i’ve actually changed. maybe im back to being lil old me who got into feels to o quickly. but she really feels different. shes not smoking hot or fucking thicc. her smile and laugh intrigues me so much. I thought she was just a normal girl and probbaly wouldn’t influence me in anyway. But then i told a little joke and she heard it and started laughing. Now, I’m interested in her, but it could just be my feels. Her laugh, her smile, and her converses all catch my eye and now I might just be crazy.

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Update because I can Shitpost here

I. Current State

Please ignore the post yesterday. My brain cells were at an all time low and I just wasn’t feeling myself. I’m hella rejuvenated now.

Right now I feel really happy about myself. No longer depressed about school, grades, or girls. I’m not even feeling horny right now which is great. I just want to focus on getting my money from the job and building relationships with my coworkers and people around me. Volleyball and my job has really made this summer crazy good for me.

II. The Job Itself

THIS JOB IS HELLA NICE WHAT THE FUCK.

I get paid like shit so thats eh but the dough is still rolling in. My office is cool and my fucking SUPERIORS ARE HELLA DOPE. They gave me 2 big ass bags of milky way (god awful holy shit why is it so sweet) and almond joy (surprisingly really good what the heck). My coworkers are cool and I feel bad for bashing one of them because of how dumb he is so maybe I gotta stop.

III. Traits

I recently found out (jk i knew all along) I am a very dominant person. People always been telling me I’m an action first kind of guy. I’m decisive, dominant, and very assertive (lol he just said the same thing 3 different times). I think I need to develop my empathy. I need to start taking into consideration all the brainless- i mean great people around me.

IV. Girls

Before this post all i been talkin gabout are how girls got me ALL fucked up. Now it’s different. I’m not focusing on anyone and just trying to improve myself for my future and the future person who may or may not love me. I’m not gonna chase after anyone, but if an opportunity pops up I’ll take it, but i won’t invest much time into it.

V. The Future

Looking into late 2018 and 2019, I have a couple of goals.

1. Improve my grades a lot.

2. Get into the college I want.

3. Actually fall in love. Like for real for real. No more of that stupid instant attraction. It’s time I focus on improving myself for me and the person I’ll like. LOl he just talked about not caring about girls,but he’s talking about them right now.

4. Hopefully get into varsity volleyball which is a huuuuge stretch.

5. Become a better person in general for all my friends.

If you made it this far thanks for reading all of this and hopefully you’ll stick along for this adventure.

I’m OUTTIE!

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Mood swings

“I miss you and I wish we talked more”

“I’m hooking up with *********”

“What’s wrong why are you so unresponsive now”

You’re either a dickhead or an idiot for asking that question. What is the point of even fuckin telling me this. Thanks for ruining my day.

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Hookups really fucked my mind up and I regret doing most of them. 

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Attraction

16th post about attraction. LOL im like that though 

I’d say my biggest flaw about my love life is how easy I am. Like i said before I could fall for you in many ways, but I could easily lose feelings for you just as quick. I’ve hurt many people like that and I’m sorry.

This new girl got me all fucked up tho. She broken but she look mad nice on the outside, but I can’t crack the code. It’s literally only been a week also so that shows you how easy i am. I hate myself

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Thanks

Thanks to

1. J

You been so fucking helpful this month. That hangout we had actually made me so fucking happy. I’m so tired of talking about empty shit w people. And you’re always by my side and you’re trying to make me get this girl, but prolly not gonna work out.

2. M

You know you the fucking realest I don’t even have to say anything. You’re my inspiration and my goal keep doing you. Stop trying to take my bitches though. 

3. A

Girl you are sooooooooooooooooo cute. but retarded cute. i cant believe you got a boyfriend. You not gonna see this cus u dont have my blog. thanks for always being there when im bored sad horny or up in the feels. You’re the best sister that a guy like me could ask for.

4. B

You scared the FUCK OUTTA ME YOU CRAZY BITCH. but thanks for being there since od long ago. Stop sending me stupid shit and fuck you for that dare. Stay alive b. I mean it

5. JC

Nigga you crazy and you’re hopeless and i try so hard for you but ur dumb. jk you fucking the OG. you not seeing htis either. you know what i think of you

6. the opposite gender

i fucking hate you and your fucking guts.

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I’m fucked. I faiiled 3 classes. Depression got me all fucke dup wtf am i gonna do senior year lmaooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Fuck you. Fuck this. Fuck everything. But im not even mad though? Shit makes no sense my average dropped 3 points and i wanna panic but i cant. Bruh 

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Knowing what your true feelings are is very difficult. I’m a person that falls in love really easily. The smallest thing can set my trigger off. I can fall for you so easily and its really fucking shallow, but I can’t help it. Your face can attract me, the way you look a certain day, or your laugh. This month I started talking to 2 girls. One is very cute, but is dry as your grandma’s titty milk. One is cute, but is outgoing, funny and yet closed off. My feelings are so retarded. I shouldn’t even like neither of them. I don’t even know them that well. wtf am i doing.

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this mans sounded so emotional and then i read the last line 

on another note yooo today a HOE jk a close friend of mine came over to my house for reasons that i’d rather not say and it made me realize how lucky I am to have such loving parents, friends, and to be able to grow up in such a loving environment.I honestly thought she was literally the happiest cutEST thing in the world and to see her upset today even though she really did try her best to cover it w smiles and laughs really did hurt me a lot. mad respect for people who try to see the best in everything. goals. but another really weird note having her over at my house really did make me realize how much i miss having a girlfriend and NO we didn’t even do anything we were literally just doing BUZZFEED QUIZZES to see what type of hamburger we were or some shit like that and honestly i dont even miss the sexual parts of a relationship because i honestly think sex is all about making the other person feel good and its honestly so much more hyped up than it really is but i just miss the idea of literally having someone who you can call up without ever feeling like you’re annoyign that person and someone who i can show love to in literally the smallest ways whether its memorizng their favorite foods and getting them it or their favorite starbucks drink and getting them it or even like getting a rose for them whenever im feelin da mood. idk i. just want someone who smiles from eye to eye when they see me even if it is coz i look stupid and most importantly i want  someone who loves me as much as i love them and i know one day i dont know how long it will take but i will find this person in my life and im really excited fto love you in all the ways i can in and out of the bed heh

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LMAO I HAD A TALK W SOMEBODY AND HE ASKED ME “DO YOU WANNA DATE HER” ME- IDK BRO HIM- “WOULD YOU MIND IF SOMEONE ELSE DATED HER” ME- PROBABLY :/ HIM- “WHAT IF I DATED HER” ME- I’D MURK THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK OUTTA YOU HIM-”TOO LATE BUDDY I’M ALREADY IN” Mother fucking top ten anime betrayals on some real shit wtf is good w me why am i jealous if someone else dates her. she not even mine. fuckkkkkk dude ay my dick grew 2 inches tho. im solid as a rock now boizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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“I didn’t care since September”