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i love it when my anxiety decides to break in minutes before i have to do something important

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sugar mommies of this website dontcha wanna give me money to chop my fucking tits off

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i’m tired of being horny all the time, didn’t sign for this

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i'm a man (boyfriend who looks like a girlfriend that you had in february of last year)

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4 months on T and I wonder if my singing voice will go back to being tolerable

can’t help but wonder if going on T will make my singing voice tolerable

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I need an M sub who likes it primal

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“I want you.” I say, grinning as his eyes widen with my very direct demand.

“What would you like me to do?” His cheeks are red and he looks down in an adorable shy manner. Right now, I feel that he will obey any order I give him.

“Just touch me.”

“Where should I touch you?” He gets closer to me, flustered and breathing heavily from the excitement. 

“Anywhere you like.” His trembling hands slowly grab my shoulders, slide through my chest and belly, but they hesitate for too long before going even lower. I pull him towards me by his nape, feeling his slight shiver as I start running my lips from his neck to his ear.

“I told you earlier that I didn’t need any help, but... There’s actually something I want from you.” When I bite his ear lobe, I do it so hard that blood starts flowing out. He moans loudly, but not from pain. I gather some blood with my fingers and put it at his sight.

If his face was already perfect before, I can’t describe what it looks like as I provocatively lick that warm redness from my skin. The last drop of it is for his lips.

“Oh god, yes. Yes, I’ll do anything you want.” He falls to his knees, begging not only with words, but also with his watery eyes. So this is all it takes for his fun and sassy demeanors to fly away, huh.

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I feel like most of the aro posts on my blog are about how being aro doesn't inherently exclude you from the possibility of finding a partner— because I'm an aro who would quite like a partner someday— but I really want to emphasise that:

It is okay if you personally don't want a partner.

And this still applies if you're allosexual.

Some of the worst arophobia I have seen on this site has been from people who seem to think that it suddenly becomes okay and acceptable to slut-shame people so long as they're aromantic.

"Aromantic people are just straight men who want to have sex with women and then dump them!"

"If the 'a' includes aromantics then frat boys are lgbt!"

"Aromantic? Don't you mean sociopath?" (This is also, obviously, ableist, btw. Having a mental disorder doesn't preclude you from being a good person if you want to be.)

Look, it's not 1856. You shouldn't have to declare your undying love for somebody and get permission from a vicar before you're allowed to sleep with them. While sex can be a way for people to become closer as a couple or show their love for their partner, it can also just be like a fun activity that you do because you're horny. And while I feel like a lot of people on this site claim to agree with that statement, some of them really seem to have trouble understanding that it doesn't magically stop being true because you're aro.

Aros can have multiple partners.

Aros can have casual friends with benefits situations that aren't anywhere near as intense/committed as qprs.

Aros can have random hookups.

Whatever you do in bed, it is literally nobody's business except you and any people you currently happen to be in bed with. So long as everybody involved is consenting, being safe and having a good time, you're not doing anything wrong.

And this still applies if you are a heterosexual, cisgender man.

Your attraction is not inherently predatory, misogynistic or objectifying just because it isn't accompanied by romantic feelings. You don't owe people mushy feelings and a relationship just because you had sex with them. If you go into a sexual encounter with someone making it clear that it's just going to be about sex, and then they start getting upset with you for not providing more, then that's not your fault.

Don't feel obliged to do things that aren't natural to you just because alloros try and guilt you into it.

And for everyone else:

If your sex positivity doesn't include aromantics, then it's not true sex positivity.

💚💚💚💚

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i can’t even remember the last time i had sex. i’ll get my next vitamin T shot on this tuesday and the ridiculous libido peaks are getting me fucking insane 

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wish I could believe that

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those guys from grindr really be bullshitting me with that ‘oH i lIkE tRanSmEn bC yoUrE sO bRavE n shit’ huh

bitch just say you wanna taste some pussy 

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I was literally just thinking the other day about how despite the official line being "you're a man now; you having 'excess' body hair is no longer politicised, perhaps it never truly was given your retroactive male affiliation", I can absolutely feel the difference in reception between "early in transition, mildly fluffy twink of the type a lot of very online cis bi women are into" and "full beard, chest hair". It's a weird experience, to participate in the same way but have it be taken quite differently

It’s definitely a weird claim to make considering body hair absolutely carries stigma among men as well- especially queer men. There are entire “categories” of gay male bodies that center around how much body hair we have, and more and more often recently those categories are applied to all men, regardless of orientation. Women who are attracted to men make it very known what their taste in body hair is, and generally feel very comfortable showing disgust and mocking it as well.

It’s only compounded for transmascs, since we’re not seen as men to begin with. We’re “women mutilating their bodies”, and hair- along with the acne, oiliness, and sweat- are signs of this “mutilation”. TERFs use it constantly to shame us for transitioning, or wanting to transition.

Taking T and growing body hair is met with so much backlash, and so much disgust, including from feminists and people who call themselves trans allies. The idea that it’s “not politicized” is honestly just deranged.

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is a gentleman allowed to say the p-word on this platform? the c-word? d-word maybe? am I going to tumblr horny jail or sth?

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Moodboard:

FtM!Adam Cole (requested by anonymous)

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hot sugar mommas who want to spend on a good for nothing weeb fatass pls inbox me

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I just wanna get loads of cash without ever having to make any effort, is that too much to ask?