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Sana — meanie

— short meanie/minwon fanfic

— might consists of typos

— song recs: Sana by: I Belong to the Zoo

❝ Wonwoo loves Mingyu that he forget how to love himself because for him when you love you have to give your 100 percent and its either getting hurt or getting the love you gave but the problem is he met Mingyu at his worst when his ex broken up with him and Mingyu is still hooked up from that person.❞

It’s been Mingyu and Wonwoo’s 3rd year anniversary tatlong taon na sila pero Wonwoo felt it wasn’t. Sa loob ng tatlong taon Wonwoo was the only one who always exert efforts tama nga sila Seok he was the only one who is loving Mingyu and he seems forgetting about himself nakalimutan na nga ni Wonwoo mahalin ang sarili niya sa sobrang pag mamahal niya kay Mingyu. Wonwoo came home early and he witness Mingyu hugging his ex Wonwoo smiled at Mingyu sa loob ng tatlong taon all he did was to give Mingyu want he wants hindi niya alam kung ano ba ang gusto niya Wonwoo wanted to feel all the love he was tired he was already tired doing everything that makes Mingyu his tears started to fall and he left he left Mingyu to his real happiness

“Hindi ako eh anong laban ko siya ang nauna siya rin ang huli” Wonwoo mumbles as he was trying to calm himself nasa elevator palang siya his tears didn’t stop falling

“Baka nga no I give him all never pa rin naging enough kasi di talaga ako worth it mahalin niya o baka di talaga kami para sa isa’t isa” Wonwoo added everyone in the elevator is looking at him he wiped is tears he smiled and enter his car once he headed into the parking

“Tapos na talo na naman si Wonwoo”

Wonwoo went back into their house his twin Seokmin was there their parents are still at work

“Wonwoo ang aga mo I thought you’ll go to Gyu?” Seokmin ask but Wonwoo just ignore his twin

“Kambal”

Seokmin knows it Wonwoo seems so pissed hearing Mingyu’s name he saw Minghao’s post too mukhang nagka balikan na nga sila and Seokmin contact their friends Seok bought Wonwoo his favorite Mcdo Fries and Iced Coffee

“Bakit ganun bal talo na naman ako lagi nalang ba?” Wonwoo was crying on his twin’s shoulder dating gawi when Wonwoo and his ex broken up di naman nag rereklamo si Seok he just wish for his twin’s genuine happiness because he knows Wonwoo deserve that sadyang sinayang lang nila si Wonwoo

“Bal I always told you na you should give them 10% hayaan mo na yung 90% para sa taong mamahalin ka ng sobra Mingyu doesn’t deserve all the tears that you gave him he doesn’t deserve you kambal” Seokmin mumbles

“Wala naman ata may deserve sakin bal”

“Meron ha madami ako si mom, si dad nandito lang kami for you mahal ka kaya namin heal yourself it will takes time pero alam ko kapag ready ka na tsaka may darating na mas better kesa sa ex mo tanga sila eh” Seokmin said and Wonwoo nods

It’s been a week since after their break up Minghao is now studying in their university Wonwoo is fixing his papers everyone was worrying about him and his sudden decisions even their professor.

“Wonwoo can we talk?”

“Yeah sure about what?” He ask

“Sorry for hurting you”

“Masaya ako Gyu I am happy he was your real happiness isa lang naman hiling ko kasi una palang alam ko na naman na talo na ko it was hao si hao ganto ganyan when we are celebrating our second anniversary alam ko na I wasted my time with someone I shouldn’t be pero honestly masaya ako masaya ako na finally you will be fine na finally you are back to him and sana maging masaya ka sana last na talaga gyu kasi the pain you’ve cause hit me hard I almost lost myself pero luckily I have my twin, my family they told me that I don’t deserve you and you don’t deserve my tear kaya gyu be happy” Wonwoo mumbles and he left Mingyu already

The time Wonwoo turn his back on Mingyu everything change wala na Mingyu wouldn’t have Wonwoo anymore he lose Wonwoo when he choose Minghao.

— 3years after

Wonwoo came back to Manila after 3years his mom, seok and his dad been always asking him when will he come home or if he still have plan to come home they been asking wonwoo what he was doing in new york alone if he was eating on time what he often do when he doesn’t have classes.

“Kuya eto po bayad ko” Wonwoo paid for the cab once he reach their destination he payed too much alam niya malayo ang subdivision nila sa airport nung mukhang tatanggihan ng drive ang bayad ni Wonwoo he just smile and shake his head

“Tanggapin niyo na po malayo ang byahe pandagdag sa pang gas niyo po” Wonwoo being wonwoo he has the softest heart he was so pure he was nice and even tho how many times people used him he was just smiling at them

Wonwoo get his things and Seokmin went out he was shock seeing Wonwoo he was surprising everyone and Seokmin hits him Wonwoo became extra fit he seems heading into gym he was holding an camera. Wonwoo became fond of taking pictures and start opening his blog where he post every photo he been taking.

“Kala ko di ka na uuwi bal” Seokmin said as he bring Wonwoo’s things

“Bahay ko pa rin naman to diba” Wonwoo replied and Seokmin

“Inaaway na ko ni Mom kasi ayaw mo umuwi inagaw yung susi ko kasi sabi ko di kita susundan don” Seokmin mumbles Wonwoo remembered when Seokmin rants about him to come home he cannot go to Joshua because their mom get his car keys dahil ayaw niya sundan si Wonwoo sa New York he chuckles at how his mom acts paranoid but it was cute for wonwoo

“Seokmin”

“Eto na hinahanap mo mommy asan na susi ko” Seokmin said and their mom rolled her eyes and hug Wonwoo but after that he welcome him with crossed arms

“Sino to?” His mom said

“Eto naman si Mommy nandito na ko eh” Wonwoo said

“Eto na regalo ko sayo my wag ka na magalit tsaka ibalik mo na ang susi ni bal” Wonwoo told his mom isang linggo na tinatago ng mom nila yung susi ni Seok

“Hindi siya aalis we will have family dinner”

“Ma anniversary namin ni Joshua ngayon”

“Invite Joshua over para may makausap kami ng daddy niyo pareho kayong sakit sa ulo ni Wonwoo” Their mom mumbles and the two sigh

Seokmin called Joshua that their plan for today is cancelled but he will pick up Joshua later for family dinner and Seok was so happy that Shua said yes his mom and dad is fond of Joshua they really like Shua for Seok and Shua is the first person that Seokmin introduce to his parents.

“Oh anong sabi ni Joshua?”

“Oo daw but I have to pick him up”

“Eto na ang susi sunduin mo si Joshua sa kanila”

“Excited ka pa sakin ma?”

Seokmin picks up Joshua and they headed into family dinner Shua likes being with Seokmin’s family.

“Na miss ko sila tita”

“They miss you too bub” Seokmin replied and Shua smile at him

The family dinner was filled with laughter but Minghao came with Mingyu and Wonwoo notice it they aren’t okay that’s what Seokmin knows Wonwoo just look at them and focus on his parents who been telling everyone how did they met.

Wonwoo’s phone vibrate and it was Soonyoung he smile and answer the phone call he excuse himself

Nyoung: Hi Won kamusta naman ang buhay sa pilipinas?

Wonwoo: Masaya we are having family dinner sayang sabi sayo sumama ka eh they surely wanted to meet you too Nyoung

Nyoung: Nasa labas nga ako ng bahay niyo nahihiya ako pumasok Won mamaya hindi pala eto address niyo

Wonwoo: Ha? Puta ka sandali pa surprise naman to

Soonyoung chuckles at Wonwoo he was there for Wonwoo all throughout his journey siya yung kasama ni Won sa new york and he was the one who help wonwoo to move on Wonwoo run outside and Soonyoung was there with his loungage he left soonyoung his address incase gusto niya umuwi sa pinas at wala siyang matitirhan.

“Surprise Wonwoo I made my promise nandito na ko” Wonwoo run to Soonyoung and hit him

“Aray naman Won grabe naman yon”

“Bat di ka sumabay sakin?”

“Mahal kaya ang plane ticket mo pang low class lang ako” Soonyoung said Wonwoo introduce Soonyoung to everyone in the party

“Ma, Pa si Soonyoung siya kasama ko sa New York”

“Hi po Mr and Mrs, Jeon”

“Ang formal mo naman Soonyoung Tita nalang tsaka Tito baka mamaya boyfriend mo pala tong anak ko etong si Wonwoo matigas ang ulo neto kakayanin mo ba ingatan yan?”

“Tita hindi po ako boyfriend ni Wonwoo pero nagawa ko po siya alagaan ng tatlong taon masakit man siya sa ulo madalas, mahirap man siya gisingin sa umaga, bugnutin man siya kapag napuputol ang tulog niya pero alam ko po kaya ko siya ingatan ng sobra sobra kahit ganyan si Wonwoo importante po siya sakin para sakin he was someone na di mo dapat saktan kasi sobrang soft niyang tao ayoko siya masaktan ng kahit na sino pero paano po nag anak kayo ng sobrang bait tita, tito” Soonyoung said and Wonwoo hits him

“Para kang tanga”

“Crush ko po si Wonwoo”

“Soonyoung”

“Mali gustong gusto ko po si Wonwoo di ko man po mapapangako na di ko siya masasaktan isa lang po kaya ko ipangako at yun ang iingatan ko siya hanggang kaya ko”

“Umuwi ka ba dito para jan?”

“Hindi umuwi ako dito para bawiin yung para sakin Wonwon” He mumbles

“Ikaw yun?” Wonwoo ask he was looking for Nyoung his childhood friend kaya lang nagka layo na sila when Soonyoung and his family decided to move in manila

Soonyoung showed Wonwoo the bracelet Wonwoo gave him when they are still younger the day they bid good bye to each other. Wonwoo’s eyes gets teary and Soonyoung wipe his tears away and hug him. Wonwoo is home and Soonyoung was his home his safest place.

He knows that in this battle at the end he never lose anything he learned to love himself and he get what he wanted when his Soonyoung came back.

— THE END

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I been listening to Moira’s songs and Paubaya hit me hard because even tho how much you love one person if he wasn’t for you eventually you have to let them go just for them to be happy.

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Ikaw at Ako — jeongcheol

— short taglish fanfic

— Sequel of Kabilang Buhay (VerKwan)

— OTP: JeongCheol

— now playing:  Ikaw at Ako by Moira

Jeonghan and Seungcheol promised of staying with each other through thick and thin. Jeonghan show how weak Seungcheol was when Hansol died it was Hansol his one and only bunso and the most important person for Cheol Jeonghan might not able to be the most special person for Seungcheol but he was happy that his other half didn’t stop loving him unconditionally.

“Mahal” Seungcheol called him they are currently buying present today is Seungkwan’s birthday and they will have simple dinner because Seungkwan doesn’t wanted to celebrate all his birthday after Hansol’s death.

“Ang ganda neto magustuhan kaya ni Seungkwan he doesn’t want things kasi” Jeonghan mumbles the last time he tried to give Seungkwan some present he lowkey declined it instead he ask for hug.

Ilang taon na rin ang nakakalipas Seungkwan was getting better Tita Ma and Tito Pa already doing fine and Seungcheol as well the suspect is already in the jail and Seungcheol did his best to closed the case with justice if there is one people who should get mad it was all of them but Seungkwan he just cried and ask him why did he drove that night when he was drunk his words hurt Jeonghan the most he could feel Seungkwan’s tiredness and everything went okay.

“Malay natin diba Mahal” Seungcheol mumbles and Jeonghan grab the pendant he pay for it he was just holding it ilan taon na rin sila ni Seungcheol they are started dating when they we’re 1st year high school they are high school sweethearts but their love for each other overflows yung sigurado na sila na sila na talaga hanggang huli. Its already 12years and the both of them became popular Atty. in the Philippines

People always ask him when will he settle and he always answer that he and Seungcheol are planning about it soon ilan taon pa ba their classmates are already married and settle down they have their own family and yet Jeonghan and Seungcheol was stayed in dating stage for 12years Jeonghan felt all the security, love and care and he just hope Seungcheol felt that for 12years.

Wala naman sa tagal yan it was on the person kung sigurado ka na ba and in this case Jeonghan was more than sure about loving Seungcheol even after life he would do anything for Seungcheol, for his Mahal.

The dinner went well Seungkwan been talking to everyone the dinner was quite noisy puno ng kwento ang birthday ni Seungkwan unlike before the first birthday Seungkwan celebrated and Jeonghan was happy for Seungkwan.

“You know Kwan anak ka na namin we are family here sana wag mo hahayaan yung sarili mo sumaya cause I know Vernon would do the same kilala mo si Vernon he wouldn’t let you be sad forever Kwan kapag may dumating na iba ipakilala mo samin we wouldn’t get mad Vernon and of course kami gusto namin sumaya ka” His Tita Ma said that made Seungkwan tear up

“Happy Birthday Kwan you know that you deserve all the goods from the whole entire universe tita ma is right we are family I wish your happiness and success mahal ka namin and I love you for being my second bunso” Jeonghan said and handed Seungkwan the pendant it has moon

“You should wear that often Kwan kapag may problema nandito lang ako we can talk about it” Jeonghan added and Seungkwan hug his Jeonghan hyung and thank him

Everything was just too perfect until Seungcheol took the night he proposed to his long time boyfriend in front of his family no their family because Jeonghan is already part of the family.

“It took us 12years to come here baka ngayon mahal pwede na baka this time pwedeng tayo na yung pwede na isipin naman natin yung sariling atin I saw how irritated at you when people always ask you when will get married and the same questions hurt you It took us 12years overdue na nga kasi dapat after 5years I was about to propose na but shits happen you been there on my down fall you been there at my highs and you saw how weak am I and its time for me to choose my own path mahal ko Jeonghan would you like to spend the rest of your life with me let’s build our family now mahal, Will you marry me?”

Jeonghan was crying and he nods at Seungcheol he wipe Jeonghan’s tears and kissed Jeonghan’s temple.

“I love you Mahal”

“I love you Mahal ko”

Everyone congratulated them and everyone hug Jeonghan the dinner was indeed fun not just for Jeonghan but also for everyone finally they are looking forward on their next event.

“Congrats Kuyas” Seungkwan mumbles and they thank Seungkwan.

—A YEAR AFTER  —

Seungcheol and Jeonghan are now married everyone been congratulating them even the law firm was too happy for their bosses it’s already a year and they adopted a baby boy and name it Lucas he was 7years old everything was settled.

Jeonghan didn’t knew that he would wake up with his sweetest baby and husband who loves him unconditionally tita ma doesn’t want Seungcheol and Jeonghan to look for the house and they know why kasi losing Vernon was painful and losing Seungcheol next to her will hurt her more and the house is too big for the 3 of them.

Seungkwan often plays with Lucas they are playmate Seungkwan’s working from home and he always make sure that the company and his time with Lucas are balance.

“Goodmorning papa” Lucas said as he kissed his papa and hug him next

“Goodmorning baby you wakes up early”

“Tito Seungkwan and I will play later papa”

“Okay”

“Goodmorning asawa ko”

“Goodmorning mahal” Jeonghan replied

“Papa, Daddy I’ll go to tito Seungkwan I’ll play with Bokkeu”

“Okay do not disturb your tito so much okay” Jeonghan mumbles and Lucas smile

“Okay Papa”

Seungcheol and Jeonghan was left in the room an hour they are just making out until they ended up having an s** they are married couple for an year yet this is the first time they do it.

Jeonghan yawned and Seungcheol smile at how adorable his husband was how perfect Jeonghan in his eyes.

Seungcheol put their clothes on and let Jeonghan sleep he just lay next to his husband until he feel asleep too they just wake up because Lucas is jumping on the bed trying to wake them up

“Papa, Daddy it was lunch time mamita is calling you both na” Lucas said and the two headed in the dining room Jeonghan waist is still hurting Seungcheol went rough on their love making and he was just gladly that no one ask they just cant stop laughing Jeonghan hits Seungcheol

“Why they are laughing Papa?” Lucas ask

“Nothing baby eat now you said you will play with tito kwan and bokkeu pa”

“Okay papa” Lucas happily said

The lunch when quiet and everyone is enjoying the meal Jeonghan finish first he have papers to fix he has a lot of works he took a day off yesterday and he have to review a case that his secretary sent him.

“Han saan ka punta?”

“I have some case to review pa mommy” Jeonghan said and they nods and Jeonghan excuse himself

Seungcheol went to their room Jeonghan is in his table studying an case wearing his reading classes his eye brows are meeting already

“Is it hard?” Seungcheol ask

“Nahh it’s just I am having an hard time this case is giving me an Deja vu feelings it seems like I already finished this one” Jeonghan mumbles and Seungcheol nods

Jeonghan held 100 of cases and he win it all he was one of the greatest lawyer in their law firm and Seungcheol was just holding 3-5 cases which he shouldn’t be because he was the CEO of the law firm but some times when their employees aren’t feeling well Seungcheol was always there.

“You will do well there asawa ko I wouldn’t disturb you na I love you” Seungcheol said and Jeonghan smile

When Jeonghan said he wanted to spend his whole life with Seungcheol he really mean it. Seungcheol is the only choices he was sure about and he wouldn’t regret 12years of being an couple and a year of being an married couple, Jeonghan will spend his life with Seungcheol even right after their after life he will surely choose Seungcheol, his Seungcheol.

— THE END —

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Seventeen Japanese 2nd Mini Album ‘24H’ BTS

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𝗣𝗮𝘂𝗯𝗮𝘆𝗮 (soonhoon + wonwoo)

𝗡𝗢𝗧𝗘

— language used: filo and english only

— must consists of typos and grammatically errors

— short fiction only

Soonyoung likes Jihoon he was his bestfriend and Jihoon do the same pero one thing change Jihoon started leaving Soonyoung when the two met Wonwoo a loner kid who eventually falls for Soonyoung and he will beg Jihoon to give Soonyoung to him even on his last breathe,

Yes Wonwoo is on verge of his death and he wanted Soonyoung to be his kahit na sa pinaka huling pagkakataon kahit na he will come back to Ji he wanted to see Soonyoung next to him.

Soonyoung was already in the university waiting for Jihoon he was so sad that Jihoon is so distant with him he likes Jihoon and he was admitting it already but where did he go wrong alam niya lang naman Jihoon felt the same he feel it naman.

“Ji” Soonyoung called Jihoon who enter the university Jihoon rolled his eyes Soonyoung admits it that it hurts him so bad he wanted to know what did he do or may kasalanan ba siya para ganunin siya ni Ji. Soonyoung wanted cry and beg in front of Ji right now.

“Ji ano ba kasalanan ko why are you so distant to me?” He ask Jihoon look at him then he looks at Wonwoo

“Soonyoung stop” Jihoon mumbles but Soonyoung shake his head ayaw niya ayaw niya tumigil he wanted Jihoon so much a tears escape from his eyes mostly of the students are looking at them.

“Si Wonwoo he needs you kailangan ka niya soons kailangan ka ni Wonwoo kasi he was ill and he wanted to be with you please tumigil ka na” Jihoon shouted and Soonyoung looks at Wonwoo

“Gusto ko maging selfish pero paano how could I If Wonwoo is on the verge of death soons gusto kita gusto ka niya at kailangan ka niya” Jihoon added Soonyoung look so pissed he left the campus with Jihoon he doesn’t care his life doesn’t have to deal with Wonwoo and he should know that

“Ayoko Ji ayoko sakanya” Soonyoung mumbles as he was holding his hand tightly he doesn’t want to let go of Jihoon

“Lagi mo naman ako pinamimigay eh ano ba Ji ikaw nga gusto ko eh” Soonyoung added and his tears started to fall

“For once Jihoon let’s be selfish naman” Soonyoung said and Jihoon stops Soonyoung just cried Ji wipe Soonyoung’s tears away

“Soonyoung can’t you try?”

“Ayoko if it’s not you I wouldn’t do it” Soonyoung mumbles and Ji hugs Soonyoung

“Sorry I wouldn’t force you na okay na don’t cry”

“Ji please tayo nalang why are you sacrificing too much bakit si Moira ka ba?” Soonyoung said and Jihoon chuckles he was listening to Moira and he likes Moira’s song a lot Jihoon lightly hit Soonyoung and hug Soonyoung tightly he nods and Soonyoung was so happy

Wonwoo see it all he wanted to be happy with Soonyoung but he wasn’t Soonyoung’s happiness and he will never be his happiness ang unfair niya to ask Ji to go away from Soon. Wonwoo’s tears started to fall talo na siya he wouldn’t get Soonyoung tanggap naman niya na Ji was meant for Soons and Soons is for Ji only.

“Saya nila no” Someone mumbles and Wonwoo wiped his tears

“Wonwoo right I always see you on class pero di mo ko pinapansin eh anyways I am Mingyu classmate tayo sa lit” He said as he handed wonwoo an handkerchief Wonwoo thank him and Mingyu just smile

“Wonwoo pagaling ka people around the world definitely wanted you to live longer tsaka Soonyoung isn’t the answer do not lose home naniniwala ako sayo na gagaling ka so don’t failed me” Mingyu said and he tap Wonwoo’s head he left Wonwoo there alone.

Wonwoo went back home he skipped classes his mom ask if he wasn’t feeling well why he skip his classes

“Ma let’s do it gawin na natin”

“Won anak” His mom said and they are now heading into hospital all the time Wonwoo been avoiding hospitals for him it was better not to spend money

“Wonwoo okay ka lang ba?”

“Ma what if hindi maging successful will you still smile?” Wonwoo ask his mom tears started to fall tama nga sila every mothers have weakness when it comes to their child and Wonwoo cannot leave his mom like this kaya kahit mahirap he will do it hindi siya susuko he doesn’t want his mom to get sad.

“Mr. Jeon have you ever had an treatment after the last time you visited the hospital?”

“What? No I never had why? malala na po ba?” Wonwoo ask the doctor smiles and he put the ct scan on him his brain tumor was gone

“Seryoso po ba to doc?”

“Yes you been avoiding my appointments and Wonwoo this is miracle”

“Ma narinig mo?”

Wonwoo was now an cancer free and Mingyu save him one thing Wonwoo didn’t know is Mingyu came to him as his guardian angel his mission is to save Wonwoo from danger but he didn’t have any right for him to heal him he disobey his rules so Mingyu eventually became an human a fallen human who fell for Wonwoo.

“Mingyu” Wonwoo called Mingyu and he smile at Wonwoo he knows that disobeying his rules was still the best decisions he made he sacrifice his life as an angel but he have Wonwoo a healthy Wonwoo who deserves to be happy

“Gyu I didn’t know but I am now healthy I hope I didn’t disappointed you”

“Wonwoo may sasabihin ako all my life I was an angel I came to earth to guide you alam ko na It was kind of a joke but it wasn’t Wpnwoo angels do exist but I am no longer an angel”

“Bakit gyu”

“I healed you one rule I break it for you to be happy I know your mom will get sad once he lose you Wonwoo I am proud of you and I am so happy that you we’re fine one day I will able to find my way back home makakabalik din ako sa langit pero ngayon kahit di na ko angel sana alam mo na nandito lang ako palagi and I will come to you”

“Gyu salamat”

“Won can we talk? Hi Gyu hiramin ko muna si Wonwoo sandali”

“Ah sige pre I am entering classes na rin naman see you around Won and Soons”

“Soonyoung” Wonwoo called him

“Won sorry Ji talk to me pero di ko alam how to help you”

“It was fine na”

“What do you mean”

“My tumor was gone and Soons please take care of Ji he likes you a lot this time ako naman yung magpa paubaya para kay Ji at para sayo bestfriends pa rin naman tayo after this right?”

“Si Moira ka na rin sabi sainyo ni Ji tigilan niyo na yan”

“Baliw anyways Moira have special concert baka naman Soonyoung”

“Won sasapakin kita” Soonyoung mumbles

“Pag sinundan mo na si Gyu yayain mo siya double date”

“Gago”

“minura pa ko sabihan mo si Gyu salamat wons sorry ulit”

“Ako nga dapat mag sorry sabihin mo kay Ji sorry wala akong karapatan harapin siya I became an hinderance on his feelings sorry Nyong”

“Alam mo naman yun mapapatawad ka agad non”

“Nakakahiya pa rin”

“Bestfriends?” Soonyoung ask

“Bestfriends” Wonwoo replied and he enter his class now.

— T H E  E N D —

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SEVENTEEN FICS

• verkwan — kabilang buhay

everything was just too perfect when Seungkwan found his rest when he found his security in Vernon suddenly after their 7th anniversary everything went upside down how could Seungkwan face the world when his other half is already in other side of the world.

• soonhoon + wonwoo —  paubaya

Soonyoung likes Jihoon and Jihoon do the same but he tried to avoid Soonyoung for their friend Wonwoo who had an brain tumor until one day he met Mingyu an fallen angel who disobey his rules as he choose to heal Wonwoo and choose to be human.

• jeongcheol — ikaw at ako

Jeonghan knows he wanted to spend his whole life with his long time boyfriend Choi Seungcheol he wasn’t sure about anything except for his boyfriend that he will love Seungcheol even on his after life.

• meanie + soonwoo — sana

Where Wonwoo keeps loving Mingyu a man who cannot forget his ex until he met his first love slash his childhood friend Soonyoung once again.

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Kabilang Buhay

Seungkwan was lost not until he met Hansol, Hansol was the one who save him from his step father’s cruelty the world became unfair for Seungkwan his dad died when he was 7 and his mom met his step father when he was 9 years old walang ginawang iba si Seungkwan kundi sundin ang nais ng kanyang amahin and he always wish that his dad was there to protect him he felt so tired being hurt Seungkwan ace his class but he was always treated low in their own house until he met Hansol he witness Seungkwan’s downfall he witness how his step father hurt him how his hands hit Seungkwan and how much he beg him to stop suddenly Hansol became his constant man he was there for Seungkwan he was the one who help Seungkwan tatlong taon they became couple Hansol’s parent and older brother Choi Seungcheol welcomes him to the family for the first time naramdaman niya na welcome siya sa pamilya na meron siyang tahanan na uuwian at ligtas siya Hansol’s dad was the one who filed an case against his step father and he was so thankful that he met Hansol and his family.

Everything was perfect Seungkwan went home early he was quite sick he was now an CEO and he was planning to prepare dinner for Hansol and his family it was their 7th anniversary and every anniversary Seungkwan was making sure that he was the one who will cook their dinner.

“Ang aga mo ata Seungkwan?” Seungcheol ask while getting a pitcher of water

“Ah oo kuya masama pakiramdam ko ewan ko I felt something big will happen today di naman sa OA lang ako pero medyo kinakabahan ako kuya Cheol” Seungkwan mumbles and Seungcheol receive an call he drop the pitcher and Seungkwan was shock

“Kwan it’s Vernon”

“Ha? Bakit kuya?”

“He was in the hospital tara papunta na sila mom and dad don” Seungcheol replied Seungkwan felt weak he was getting weak no this couldn’t be His Hansol

“Kuya pwede bilisan mo ng konti?” Seungkwan ask he was crying hard now gladly Jeonghan is right next to him trying his best to calm the younger one

The last time he felt someone’s on verge of dying was when it comes to his mom who got into car accident too

After couple of minutes Vernon’s parents are outside the operating room his mom was just crying and his dad was just hugging his wife the doctor came his expression same expression as what he saw when his mom was declared dead

“Mr. Choi Hansol Vernon’s family?”

“Yes kami kamusta ang anak ko?” His mom ask and the doctor shake his head and Seungkwan’s knees are getting weak gladly Jeonghan and Seungcheol was there for him right now

“I am sorry but Mister Choi was declared dead as of 3:30PM excuse me” the doctor mumbles and Seungkwan cried how could he left like that Vernon he was the only person who fight for Seungkwan siya lang ang aasahan ni Seungkwan siya nalang ang meron kay Seungkwan.

Vernon’s parents hug Seungkwan he cried more knowing that there is no reason for them to hug Seungkwan they lost Hansol too

“Puntahan na natin siya Kwan” His mom calmly told him Seungkwan didn’t knew that this will be the last time he will see Hansol’s beautiful smile, that would be the last morning he will receive from Hansol, That would be the last I love you he will receive if he could just go back in time he will be there for Hansol even it will took his life too he just wished that he hug Hansol tighter he will do that

“Happy 7th anniversary bub you promise me na di mo ko iiwan bat mo naman kami sinopresa ng ganto bub di ko alam paano pa ko gigising sa umaga na alam ko na wala ka na sa tabi ko hindi ko na maririnig yung I love you mo and happy anniversary mo bub bakit? ang daya mo naman ihahanda ko palang yung dinner diba mag ce-celebrate pa tayo 7years na sol tsaka ka naman umalis pangako mo next year we are getting married ready na ko sol tsaka ka naman nawala sakin ang daya naman ni lord ang unfair ng mundo ako nalang sol ako nalang tumayo ka jan Hansol Vernon Choi dali na di ako magagalit di na ko mag tatampo sayo bub”

“Kwan”

“Tita Ma paano na ko si Vernon nalang meron ako” Seungkwan mumbles and Vernon’s parents hugs him tighter

“Nandito kami we won’t leave you behind Hansol definitely in good hands now remember when he started playing his favorite song sabi niya Ma even in my second life I will pick you and papa as my parents, I will pick Seungcheol hyung as my brother and definitely even in my second life I will pick Seungkwan as my other half kapag di ako pinayagan ni lord na hindi kayo ang parents ko at di si Kuya ang kuya ko at hindi si Seungkwan ang magiging boyfriend ko gagawan ko pa rin ng paraan mahal ko kayo ni papa tsaka kuya mahal ko rin si Seungkwan” His mom mumbles and a tears started falling from her eyes

“Hi Sol nak kami na bahala kay Seungkwan rest well anak you really did well alam mo naman mahal ka namin mahal na mahal” His dad said and Seungkwan hug his Hansol

“Bub look for me in your second life hintayin mo ko matatagalan I will be better soon bub pahinga ka maigi mahal na mahal na mahal kita” Seungkwan said and they been heading out of the morgue

“You can stay with us Kwan Hansol’s room can be yours or you can use the guess room”

“Salamat po Tito pa”

“We are family hindi namin hahayaan na masaktan ka mag isa do not forget that Kwannie please” Hansol’s mom said and there Seungkwan hug her tightly

“Salamat tita ma tsaka tito pa for being my second family for being my savior and for always taking care of me”

“Ano ka ba you’ve taken care of Hansol kaya enough na samin how much you’ve change hansol hindi pa enough yung tulong namin sayo” His dad said and Seungkwan smile at Hansol’s parents

They are just talking when the police interrupted them

“Mr. and Mrs. Choi the truck was found pero yung driver we are currently looking for him anyways we found this on Mr. Hansol’s car it seems for you Seungkwan anyways that’s our update for today we will update you once the suspect is found already” The police mumbles Seungkwan click the stuff toy and it was a talking stuff toy with Hansol’s voice

“Happy anniversary bub it’s been 7years since I’ve started dating the most beautiful and amazing boyfriend ang swerte ko that you keep loving me for 7years and I hope you won’t get tired of me mahal na mahal kita Kwannie you can use this kapag na mimiss mo ko ah Kwan I hope you know that even on my second life I will choose you I will pick you up kaya sana ganun ka rin I love you” Hansol’s voice seems so cracky he seems crying after the note.

“Mahal kita Sol mahal na mahal kita”