hardlygood-daze

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I really wanted to speak in Tarebhir or some other space. But never did. Well one thing for sure he did rt my tweet. Thats thenonly interaction I had. I often regret not talking to him. I had a crush on his personality barely by listening to his space. Rest in peace brother.

[hardlygood-daze]

Spirit of ecstasy has been symbolic to me since I was in school. Not just because it is an icon ornament on RR cars but how it stands flying outstretched with elegance, luxury and exuberance free in the air. I want to be that. Thats my goal. I want to be that flying silver lady one day. I want to embrace the Spirit of ecstasy one day.

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I wonder who still uses tumblr among my friends.

[hardlygood-daze]

Had a few good days and the hardly good days are back again. I woke up with a heaviness in my head today. I wonder how long it will stay. Guess I’m not going to the office today. The unpaid leaves are well rising everyday I guess. No money. No good days!

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Today I’m feeling useless cuz I got rejected in yet another great opportunity. I lose it in the second round everytime! Not once. Not twice. Its been three times in a row. Starting to question if I only look good on paper with no major skills or talents.

[hardlygood-daze]

The constant “tension-headache” is getting mild but is still there. Could be psychological. I know it will go away if I engage myself. But I don’t even have a job atm. Since I quit last time. BECAUSE I thought I would work on my migraine but oh well. My doc says its a funny disease. You cant really work on it, just go with it. Idk when will I learn that. Half of life is done already.

[hardlygood-daze]

Today I confessed something that hurt me when I was in 8th grade. A simple gesture yet I was never able to confront or share it to anybody cuz I was just so ashamed I guess. Friends are really important. Remember You can choose not to be with them.

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This world needs more considerate people and less insensitive guiyez. Drink more water is not what you say to a person sensing an incoming migraine.

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I survived an outing today. Big win yayy. But yet to survive at home. How do I live here another minute is out of my understanding

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The number of rejections I have faced after graduation outnumber the ones before graduation. Lol. Whys that?

[hardlygood-daze]

Don’t you wish to be the person next in line? I want to be that person who is next in line in his deathbed. Cuz this is too much pain to endure for a lifetime.

[hardlygood-daze]

You know its a suffering if you have a disease that has no cure but will also not kill you but give you excruciating pain until you die outta other causes.