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Misbehavior Part III ( Erwin x Reader )

Part I, Part II

Warnings: As usual, bad language, and probably some mistakes.

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I stopped in front of Commander Erwin's office. I knocked.

- State your name and business. - A very serious voice was audible from the other side of the door.

-It's me. I mean... Cadet [Y/N], sir! You wanted to see me!

- Come in, cadet! - I entered with a big smile on my face. Tried to look self assured.

- Good morning, sir! Did you sleep well, because I slept like a baby!

- Considering that I slept on a couch half as big as I am... - I glimpsed at the couch and then back to Commander Erwin. He is very tall.

- I'm sorry, sir! I wish I could make it up to you somehow. Does your back hurt? I was told that I give amazing massages! - Without thinking, I leaned forward, my face becoming on the same level with his, to put my hand on his shoulders, gently applying pressure with my fingers in circular motions on the crook of his neck. I saw him shiver and goosebumps appeared on his arms.

- Cadet [Y/N]! This is very inappropriate to do to your superior! - He warned me loudly. His exclamation made me jump away from him. I tripped on a chair and sat right in it.

- I'm sorry, sir! I wanted to help! I feel bad for yesterday's events and I'm thankful for you taking my side! - I tried to explain myself, but then he hit his desk with his palm, making me shut up.

- Cadet, from now on you talk only when allowed! - I nodded. - I did not take your side! You had no right to lecture Captain Levi! He is your superior, and you are his Cadet! You have no discipline, nor respect for any of your superiors. Others has been complaining about you. You know, in a couple of weeks the new cadets will be sorted to squad leaders. We have meetings to discuss this matter every week, and so far there is not one Squad Leader who would want you in his/her squad! You don't listen, you always talk back, making jokes, being sarcastic. You work twice as much then the others, because of all the punishment you have to fulfill, and still your performance is not good enough! Most of the trainers say it's because you take the whole training lightheaded.

-But..

-Did I let you talk? - He slammed his fist to the desk. - And what is this position, since when do you sit down when you're at your commanders' office? Do you think we're friends?! Do you think we are chit chatting accompanied with a nice cup of tea?!

-No, sir! - I jumped up from the chair and saluted.

- Take my orders seriously! Take every order seriously! I spent my morning reading your papers from the Cadet Corps. You were ranked in the last 10 cadets, even though you participated in every additional mission. Then I read about your origins. You are from the Royal Capital! Your parents are nobilities, in a very high position. Why are you here? Is this a game? Are you trying to prove something, or just having fun?!

He stopped talking. He was really pissed. His usually calm facial features now turned into murderous look. I looked into his eyes, not knowing whether I'm allowed to talk or not.

- You are allowed to talk. - He sighed.

- Thank you, sir! And I don't think this is a joke!

- Then why are you acting like a 5 year old on a playground?!

-Because I wasn't raised well, sir.

-You came from a rich, respected family.

-Yes. That only means that I'm spoiled and well educated. They didn't pay much attention on me. I spent most of my free time - and later my school years too- on the streets.... sometimes underground. I had a lot of fun back then.

- That doesn't explain why are you here. Why don't you continue your fun, spoiled life in the safety of Wall Sheena?!

- I grew up, sir.

- No, you didn't. I want real answer! The truth! Now, Cadet!

- My parents... wanted me to marry... someone. And... this was the only way I could run away without being disinherited.

- With this kind of attitude, the only thing you will achieve is to get yourself killed. Either eaten by a titan, or beaten to death by Captain Levi. Is that your goal?

- No, sir!

- Then I suggest you start taking the trainings and the orders seriously, if you don't want to end up as a chew toy!

-Yes, sir!

- Dismissed! Don't forget our 4pm meeting with Captain Levi!

- Yes, sir! - I broke my salute and left Commander Erwin's study. After I left, I had to stop for a minute to catch my breath. I've never been scolded like this, ever. I was scolded, but I never cared. The fact that Erwin's words actually reached my brain, and didn't go in one ear and out the other, actually surprised me.

After I pulled myself together, I went outside to our first training session. As I walked on the corridor, Squad Leader Mike was coming in my way. He gave me a lazy grin and raised his hand. I smiled a little and gave him a high five. We didn't talk, didn't even stop walking. It felt good.

In the field I met Mikasa, Eren, Jean, Sasha and Connie.

-Hey.. - I tried to smile at them.

- Hey! How was with the Commander? - Sasha asked me. Eren came closer and put his hand on my shoulder.

- Are you okay, [Y/N]? - Eren asked me. He seemed worried.

- I'm fine. I just found out that I'm a terrible cadet, awful subordinate and even worse person.

- Whaaaaaat? - Sasha said awkwardly.

- You're not a bad person.... - Eren said smiling encouragingly. - And a great cadet! You proved that in our missions! You saved my ass countless time.

- That's true. - Said Mikasa. That made me believe in what Eren said.

- But you're an awful subordinate. Maybe that's why your ranking is the worst. - Said Jean.

-Also true. - Said Mikasa.

-What? Am I that bad?!

- Yes... - Sasha nodded rapidly.

- And you all knew? And didn't tell me?

- [Y/N]... We thought you know about it! - Eren said shyly. He let go of my shoulder.

- I had no idea....

- And what do you think, why did you get so much punishment? - Jean asked.

-Well... It's not like I was the only one! I wasn't doing them alone.

- Yes, but... Didn't you notice, that every time you were with someone else? - Mikasa asked.

- Uhmmm.... now that you mention it...

- Cadets! If you have time to talk, then you have time to run! - We heard our trainer shouting, and we stopped talking. I was thinking of what we discussed. Not just the commander, but my friends think that I'm not good enough to be a soldier. Sure, they didn't say it like that but... They are right. So it begins. I have to take this seriously.... no more jokes on the field. No more laughs and acrobatic performances on the 3-DMG.

-Cadet [Y/N]! Stop daydreaming and start running, the others are already a minute ahead!! - I saluted and started running. Oh yeah.... and no more daydreaming.

I took all the trainings seriously. By lunch time I was exhausted. After we took a shower, Sasha, Mikasa and me sat to our usual table. Eren, Armin and Connie was already there.

- Sasha. You won't believe what Connie did.... - Eren started but Connie hit his leg. His face turned deep red.

-Shut up, Eren! - Connie murmured.

-What happened? - Sasha asked stuffing her face with mashed potatoes.

- Well he sneaked into the kitchen and.... - With that, Eren could get Sasha's undivided attention.

-And??? What? What then, did you take something? Meat? Salami? Oh. My. God! You're killing me Connie, talk! - Sasha got hyped up, and started to shake Conny by his arm.

- Geez, Sasha. Give him some space. - I laughed.

- Stop talking so loud. - Mikasa, the sound of the reason in our group, interrupted us. - [Y/N] is attracting enough attention already, there is no need to shout out your illegal activity.

- I took wine and cheese. - Connie whispered.

- Uhhhh yaaaaaay. - Sasha screamed in happiness. - Today we celebrate!

- What do we celebrate? - Jean just arrived, and took a seat next to me. - That [Y/N] is still alive? Which, I think, is a miracle! - He smirked at me. I just put my tongue and made a funny face. He laughed and put his hand over my shoulder.

- Hey! Horseface! Take your dirty hand off of [Y/N]! - Eren shouted again.

- She doesn't seem to mind it. - Jean wiggled his eyebrows, and I started to laugh awkwardly. I took his hand and freed myself.

- See, she hates it, so stop touching her, or else.. - Eren was shouting, and the wrangling continued between Jean and Eren. Mikasa observed this with disappointment.

- Hey, Mikasa. - I leaned close to her. - Can I ask for a favor?

- Depends...

- Can you help me train? Can I join you for the morning runnings and stuff like that? I need to pull myself together.

- Why all the sudden?

- The commander told me that no one wants me in their squad. In this rate I might get fired from the Scout Regiment.

- Okay. I'll help. - She said and continued eating. I was quite surprised. Mikasa doesn't really like company. Except for Eren and Armin of course.

- Thanks. - I smiled.

- Whatever.

We continued to eat, as Jean and Eren continued to fight. Soon Reiner and Bertholdt joined us, and changed the subject. We gladly played along. After we finished eating, Sasha and I went to our room.

- In 15 minutes I have to attend in front of Commander Erwin and Captain Levi. Both of them are extremely pissed, and I'm desperate. I don't want to be kicked out!

- You won't. This is the Survey Corps, they need people. Clumsy ones, even.

- Ouch. That hurt.

- I don't know why, I wasn't talking about you! You might not see it, [Y/N], but you could be an excellent soldier. If you would put your mind to it. Eren wasn't lying. You saved our life a thousand times.

- I'm certain, that it wasn't that many times! And it was mostly pure luck!

- No, it wasn't! You are really sharp when comes to emergency.... or prank. And you have some great skill in fighting to, when it is a life or death situation! You just have problems with following orders... or taking trainings seriously.

- Dude. I know that, the Commander made it really clear to me this morning.

- Good. Than you know what you have to do. - I was looking at her confused. - Geez. - She flicked my forehead with her finger. - Just. Do. What. They. Say. And. Don't. Talk. Back. - She flicked my forehead each time she said a word.

- Yes, sir, yes! - I saluted and laughed. She joined me, and hugged me tight.

- Save it to the Big Brother.

- Ew. You have to stop calling the Commander Big Brother. He's clearly a Big Daddy. - I wiggled my eyebrows. She burst out laughing.

- You wouldn't mind him being your Sugar Daddy, would you?

- Who wouldn't? - I stepped to the mirror and arranged my uniform. - Wish me luck, Sasha. I'll need it.

- Good luck, [Y/N]. And don't forget, today we party!

- Uhh... why do I feel like this party of yours will be a disaster?

- Because it'll probably end up like one. But you know... we only live once. So until Big Daddy doesn't catch us and spanks us, we should live our life to the fullest.

- Great. Now I'm going to get scolded by two really angry, intimating men, while I'm horny, thinking about very hot, spanking stuff. - I fake smiled.

- You go, girl. - Sasha slapped my ass with a big evil smile on her face. And I left the room smiling at my friend and her silly mind.

As I closed our door, Captain Levi's door opened. He stepped out, closing it behind him. He was looking at me.

- What are you looking at, brat? - He asked me, when I was frozen, staring at him in terror. I saluted instantly, and turned my head away.

- Sorry, sir!

- You are? - He grabbed my jaw quite roughly, and made me look at him. He leaned really close, I could feel his breath on my face. Our nose were almost touching. - You look at me very closely, brat! Don't fucking turn away from me! You better memorize my face from inch to inch, because this will be the last thing you'll see. I'll make sure of it!

-Well, aren't you two cute together? - Levi turned his head to the source of the voice. I didn't dare look away from Levi. I just stared at his strong jawline, and the edge of his perfectly cut hair.

- Mind your own damn business, Mike!

- Look at her, you scared the living shit out from that poor cadet! - Levi looked at me, his eyes burning out my sight.

- Good. I hope she's scared to death, I hope the memory of my face will hunt her in her nightmares too. I hope she won't be able to sleep without being scared shitless of this face! - He growled, with a grimace of disgust on his face.

- Okay, now kiss her. - Mike whispered, leaning down to our level, to be closer to us.

-What? - Levi said, looking at him.

- Come, on. Kiss her. A good old hate sex will resolve anything. - Mike was out of his mind.

-What? - Levi said again.

-Ew. - I said in the same time with Levi, also looking at Mike with disbelief. Now both Levi and Mike was looking at me. Mike with a great amusement on his face, Levi with anger.

-Ew???? - Levi asked me.

- Noo... what I meant...is Whaaat? - I looked back at Mike scared, asking for help with my expression.

- Ewwww??? - Levi asked me again and turned my head to face him.

- I'm sorry! That's not what I meant, not eww, not eww, more like...Yay? Or... uhm... Hurray?- I was looking at his face, trying to figure out how should I react, but deam, he just got angrier. I heard Mike laughing. Levi looked like he will strangle me in a minute.

- Ehem... - Erwin's fake cough interrupted us - Why aren't you two in my office?!

Levi murmured something about eyebrows and headed to Erwin's office, dragging me with him. I looked up at Erwin's face to check if he's angry, but he looked rather... worried. Levi practically throw me inside Erwin's study, and followed me closely. I heard Erwin talk to Mike.

- Mike, don't make this worse, I'm going to end up sleeping in my couch again, guarding Cadet [Y/N].

- If you don't want to, you can always send her to my bedroom. I'll take good care of her.

- Stop joking around, and go find Hanji. I heard she returned from her titans. Tell her that I need to speak with her after I finished with these two idiots.

- Tch. - Levi rolled his eyes in annoyance. - Who does he call an idiot. - He murmured and pushed me to the middle of the room. - Stand straight, cadet, your superior is in the room. Show some respect for once! - I saluted quickly, facing Erwin's desk. I heard him closing the door.

- Let's begin, then. - Erwin sat to his desk. I took a big breath, Levi set down to the couch.

To be continued...

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