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@louteasdale: #indie

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Asher: andddd what about yours?

Asher: i would resort to begging @ this point because of how much i wanna know.

Edward: mine are embarrassing.

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Asher: i was hoping it would be that

Asher: what!!! that's not fairrrrr i just told you some of mine :(

Edward: bc yours are hot

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Asher: so... was that a yes or no to the things i said?

Asher: i'm curious now.. what are some of yours??

Edward: yes

Edward: you'll have to figure them out

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Asher: did i say something wrong or

Edward: nothing bad

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Asher: so are you xx

Asher: i can't really think of any specific ones...i like marks, but you know that. i'd like handcuffs and stuff like that, too, probably, but i've never really tried that out?

Edward: fuck

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Asher: hmmm... i don't know. i mean, is dirty talk a kink?

Asher: because dirty talk is definitely a thing for me.

Edward: i know that, you're really good at it

Edward: any others?

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Asher: nobody else.

Asher: and i promise that, too.

Edward: what other kinks do you have?

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Asher: mmmmhm. i promise.

Edward: and nobody else?

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Asher: i wish that always, babe

Edward: promise me you'll always be my best friend

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Asher: awww babe

Asher: if it means anything, i haven't like.. gotten off thinking about it with other people. or gotten off thinking about other people at all since we started whatever this is

Asher: just you.

Edward: god, i wish i was with you right now

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Asher: you know that we don't have to do it if you don't want to, right?

Asher: i mean. i only wanna do stuff that we're both obviously going to enjoy and get pleasure out of

Edward: i just... you enjoy it and i didn't want to think of you doing that with other people

Edward: i don't want you to do anything with other people

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Asher: hmmmm... probably an 8. maybe 9.

Edward [unsent]: how the fuck am i supposed to compete with that

Edward: wow

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This was wrong, they both knew it. They both had other boyfriends, they were just making the whole situation worse for each other; and probably for the eight year old still watching the television. Feeling the hand on his, he almost pulled it away in a flinch before remembering where he was and relaxing slightly. "Asher, listen.. I — We both have boyfriends now. But — Noah started calling you Daddy the other day... And I can't find the courage to tell him that you're not."

Asher nearly smiled into the kiss at his hand being led to his hair, but he wasn’t given much time to because Edward pulled away before he could even attempt to. There was guilt running through him at the fact that just by kissing they were already making cheaters out of each other, but all he could think about was kissing him again. Following him to the bed, he sat near him and reached over to grab his hand. “I don’t know why I can’t just… get over you. I’ve been trying this entire time, all of these years,” he admitted.

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Asher: i know, babe. we can just kinda ease into it, to make it better. if you want, we can even start out with me calling you it to get you more used to it until you're ready to actually do it yourself?

Asher: the whole daddy kink thing makes it pretty kinky, i think.

Edward: from 1 to 10, with 1 being not at all, how much do you like it?

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His skin felt like it was burning as Asher had his hands on it, the spots he was touching becoming too much to handle; along with the nips to his jaw. Feeling himself being pushed back, his hands flew to Asher's arms to hold in case he tripped. "Need you. —— Asher, please."

Once the shirt was finally out of the way, he allowed his fingers to roam the exposed skin as he nipped at Edward’s jaw. Placing his hands flat on his chest, he nudged him back so they would go towards the bed, because he definitely wanted them both to be laying down already.