harsicaaa

[harsicaaa]

I'm an ocean trying to find its shore

Like a wandering tide I endlessly roam

Seeking a place called home

[harsicaaa]

I'll be yours secretly

Like the shayari in your notebook

Or the way you always adored me

But I wanna be yours publicly

Like your favorite perfume

Or the blue tshirt you always wore (my favorite one)

[harsicaaa]

You are the sunshine, brightest star in the darkest nights

You are the music stuck in my head ,the words I leave unsaid

You are the perfect melody, the reason I feel jealousy

You are the only one I see

[harsicaaa]

You are slowly breaking my heart into pieces that can never be able put together

You are breaking a broken heart again not thinking about the consequences of how is it going to handle the pain

And the worst part is

Maybe I'll let you do so

Cause I believe good things are never meant to be for me

[harsicaaa]

I'm jealous of your pillow and of your sheets I want to hear the sound of your heartbeat

[harsicaaa]

You're my wildest dreams

I remember the first night we stayed up past 4am and you said let's get out of this town and all we did was talk. I remember thinking that I could listen to you talk forever but nothing lasts forever and how I have never felt that way about anyone before and this is gonna take me down I remember that night at 4am that was the moment I fell in love with the thought of you're so tall and handsome as hell and so bad but does it so well but little did I know we won't last but

My one condition is

Say you'll remember me standing in a nice dress

Staring at the sunset Babe

red lips and rosey cheeks

say you'll see me again even if it's just in your wildest dreams

[harsicaaa]

Read me like the book you can't put down

Sing me like the song you hit every note on

Draw me like the picture you can't get out of your head

Love me like the love you have been waiting your whole life for

[harsicaaa]

Your love is kind gentle and pure

And as it lingers on small wounds and scars that have

Tainted my heart

I realised how much I have endured

To finally be healed by

Someone like you

[harsicaaa]

Bohot khaas ho tum

Lafzo me kehna mumkin nahi

mere dil k ittne pass ho tum

Aapna milna ek ittefaq h ya or kuch mai nhi jannti

Par Mera aab ek hasin khaawab ho tum

Such kahu toh chand ho tum

[harsicaaa]

With eager lips, I seek his tender kiss,

A dance of tongues, an intimate abyss.

[harsicaaa]

What if I told you I loved you?

Would you love me back?

Accept it with grace?

Or stand there in silence?

Quietly laughing in my face?

Would you say it back?

If the feelings were true?

Or would you push me away?

Denying this news.

Would you take me in?

Holding me close.

Or turn away?

Becoming a ghost.

Would you press your lips to mine?

So sweet to the taste.

Or would you raise your hand.

Slapping my face?

I don't know what I can offer?

Don't know what I can do.

But I know I can love you.

And that is my honest truth.

So stay with me.

And we will find our purpose.

[harsicaaa]

Oh that stare,

the mix of your black beautiful eyes

and curly black hair

The intimacy in the air

While we stare

Your sparkling eyes

Your dazzling smiles

You are my star

Whom I adore

From afar

[harsicaaa]

You look into my eyes

As if I was your moon

And I looked away

As if you were the sun

[harsicaaa]

You walked into my life like you had always lived there

Like my heart was a home just built for you

[harsicaaa]

Love makes someone cry

Love makes someone dry

But what is does to everyone is realise

[harsicaaa]

Only if you would have held me a little softer, I would have never bled

If your gentle touch had cradled me with care,

My wounds would never have bled, I swear.

But alas, your grip was firm and unkind,

Leaving scars on my heart, forever entwined

[harsicaaa]

not every loss

is bad

sometimes

it sets you free

~~ learning to love myself