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baby, you’re dangerous. when you look at me like that, i can’t hold it anymore. i want to leave tonight so that this will never be erased from our memories. — i love you (2018)

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From the first moment I met you, your arrogance and conceit, your selfish disdain for the feelings of others made me realize that you were the last man in the world I could ever be prevailed upon to marry.

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We all know the story. Virginal girl, pure and sweet, trapped in the body of a swan. She desires freedom but only true love can break the spell. Her wish is nearly granted in the form of a prince, but before he can declare his love her lustful twin, the black swan, tricks and seduces him. Devastated the white swan leaps of a cliff killing herself and, in death, finds freedom.

Black Swan (2010), dir. Darren Aronofsky

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me talking to an adult about computers: yes babette i know everything. yes its going very quickly. thats bc im familiar with it. just let me - done. you’re welcome

me talking to a tech person my age: do i look like i know what a jpeg is

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rewatched in 2018: ♔ the hunger games series (2012-2015); dir. gary ross & dir. francis lawrence;

My spirit. This is a new thought. I’m not sure exactly what it means, but it suggests I’m a fighter. In a sort of brave way. It’s not as if I’m never friendly. Okay, maybe I don’t go around loving everybody I meet, maybe my smiles are hard to come by, but i do care for some people.

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i will…love melodrama…..until my breathing stops… until lorde calls the cops on me & tells me to stfu 

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are you insane like me? been in pain like me? bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me? just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me? would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?

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“I need to be alone for certain periods of time or I violate my own rhythm.”

— Lee Krasner (via wordsnquotes)

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my new thing has been just… acting on my ideas. like i thought maybe my desk would look better on a different part of my room so i like. moved it? just like that! i ripped an old anatomy book and stuck the diagrams up on my wall like some kind of old timey victorian doctor. i wanted a starbucks and i walked one and a half miles back and forth in a floridian storm and goddamn it was a good coffee. life is too short babey if you think of something just do it. nike

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It was the old days she hungered for. Prayed for. But who could she pray to? The garden had been meant for a godswood once, she knew, but the soil was too thin and stony for a weirwood to take root. A godswood without gods, as empty as me.

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i’ve always hung out with people older than me, with my parents’ friends, because i appreciated the conversation.

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in a galaxy far, far away.

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Tonight at the gym a man who looked like fuckin Thor asked me out and when I told him I was a lesbian he goes “oh. Chill. You know, my sister and I work out a lot together. She’ll be here tomorrow, same time.”

Like…did Thor just wingman me?

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Lana, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. La-na: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three stepsdown the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth.

Original text: ‘LOLITA’ Vladimir Nabokov. Photos: club Soho House, New York (USA). February 27, 2013. 

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This may seem like a wild concept but you’re allowed to be angry about what happened to you and you’re under no obligation to forgive anyone

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u know what’s kinda stupid……….the fact tht if u don’t have money then u can’t do ….literally anything