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“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Sandman (via books-n-quotes)

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#thegrassisntgreenr #youjusneed2takecareofyours PC @tomkatsclassics

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Fkn SIKK!! Killin me homie!! Much respect to my homie @aldoggy1 and his fkn SIKK Elco!! PC @aldoggy1

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Good Morning peeps🌤 #teamxander4ever #myxavie_gravy #daddysheroes #teamxmen #mylife_mylove_mysons #wheretherewas2thereisonly1 #fuckcancer #maketimeb4theresnotime #ournewnormal #imissmyson #traditioncchawaii

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I think I’ve earned that one

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BAZINGGGG!!!! I LITERALLY STARTED LAUGHING IN LINE AT COSTCO

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The week 4yrs ago that changed our lives forever.... #teamxander4ever #myxavie_gravy #daddysheroes #teamxmen #mylife_mylove_mysons #wheretherewas2thereisonly1 #fuckcancer #maketimeb4theresnotime #ournewnormal #imissmyson

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#teamxander4ever #myxavie_gravy #daddysheroes #teamxmen #mylife_mylove_mysons #wheretherewas2thereisonly1 #fuckcancer #maketimeb4theresnotime #ournewnormal #imissmyson

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#teamxander4ever #myxavie_gravy #daddysheroes #teamxmen #mylife_mylove_mysons #wheretherewas2thereisonly1 #fuckcancer #maketimeb4theresnotime #ournewnormal #imissmyson

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When your left standing alone, after the biggest loss you could never in a million life times prepare for, you don't realize what your left holding. It's so easy for ppl to say, "cherish the memories" or "remember all the good times". In the beginning that's fkn impossible. What your to busy doing..is looking at what your left holding. Hurt and sadness deeper than you want to ever know. The "memories" are painful, not because of content, but because that's all they fkn are now! Memories! And as a parent, I don't fkn wNt memories! I want my fkn son!!.........in our own times, the hurt never leaves, but subsides enough to force you to look up. Look around. Not what we really would like to see, but it's just enough to get inside that head to mZke you remember what life used to be like,.....god forbid, (in your head), what it "might" be like again someday. That alone is left to the individual. I myself, let the waters take me as it flows, no sooner, no later. Never tell us we need to "move on" and don't ever look down on us as if the sadness is "getting old". No loss is greater than the loss of something you helped create and bring to life, only to never get to see it live it's own full life. Their dreams, their wishes, lost...but your there, to hold on to them, to remember them, to cry for them. I don't know if any of this makes any fkn sense but whatever's. Munson always speaks from the heart...as much as he speaks from the hurt...I love you guys. Peace #teamxander4ever #myxavie_gravy #daddysheroes #teamxmen #mylife_mylove_mysons #wheretherewas2thereisonly1 #fuckcancer #maketimeb4theresnotime #ournewnormal #imissmyson

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My workstation today on this straight 16hr till 0600...it was the kind of moment that I had to stop and say thank you... #teamxander4ever #myxavie_gravy #daddysheroes #teamxmen #mylife_mylove_mysons #wheretherewas2thereisonly1 #fuckcancer #maketimeb4theresnotime #ournewnormal #imissmyson

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I fkn miss you son...and I miss you too Xeus...fkn shitty #teamxander4ever #myxavie_gravy #daddysheroes #teamxmen #mylife_mylove_mysons #wheretherewas2thereisonly1 #fuckcancer #maketimeb4theresnotime #ournewnormal #imissmyson

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