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i'm like ugh people assume i'm straight my life is a prison they don't know the real me. until an opportunity comes up in conversation to simply say i'm not straight. then i'm like hmm let me keep my little secret. let me only drop the vaguest of hints

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I have realized that the perfect form of media must have a delicate balance between absolutely heart wrenching pure emotional devastation and the most ridiculous nonsense you have ever seen in your whole life

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I personally think Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus was a very bad title choice. The line could stay I guess, though I don’t love it, but i need to give the song a different name because i feel like it’s blockading my appreciation. Anyone have good title ideas? I can’t find another lyric that really sounds good - maybe some part of ‘will i always wonder?’ But i feel more that the song deserves a name that isn’t in the lyrics (does Taylor ever do that?).

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BUY THE CAR YOU WANT BUT IT WONT START UP TIL YOU TOUCH TOUCH TOUCH MEEEE

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Ok so when are we gonna start acknowledging the parallels between imgonnagetyouback by Taylor and Get Him Back! By Olivia lmaoo

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oh fuck why did i claim the alchemy that’s embarrassing.

Ranking how excited I am to hear the TTPD songs, based mostly on theories about their themes but also how good the names sound, so I can look back once I've heard them

Clara Bow

The Alchemy (claiming this song especially.)

Loml

Fresh Out the Slammer

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

But Daddy I Love Him

Florida!!!

I Can Do It with a Broken Heart

So Long, London

Fortnight

The Tortured Poets Department

My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys

The Manuscript

I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can)

Who's Afraid of Little Old Me?

Guilty as Sin?

Down Bad

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you have the dragonflies above your bed you have a favourite spot on the swing set you have no room in your heart for regret (you have no idea)…this makes me cry actually! don’t talk to me about childhood innocence! don’t make me think about little me and her simplicity!

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“Is that a bad thing to write in a song?” Thesis of this record methinks

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Lorelai and Chris kissing on the front porch is sick. get that man off Luke's turf

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I wish i had been on tumblr during the release of his dark materials season 3. And I wish i had a HDM fandom to interact with COME TO ME HDM FANDOM. ALL THE POSTS ARE OLD AND ITS SAD. NO ONE SHOULD EVER SHUT UP ABOUT HDM.

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Realistically I could never get rid of tumblr because it gives me the illusion of a community of strange young women all around my same age, all slowly figuring out how to live too

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how her voice almost breaks on ‘the coward claimed he was a lion’…

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WERE YOU SENT BY SOMEONE 🚶‍♂️WHO WANTED ME DEAD 😵 DID YOU SLEEP 💤 WITH A GUN 🔫 UNDERNEATH OUR BED 🛌 WERE YOU WRITING ✍️ A BOOK 📖 WERE YOU A SLEEPER CELL 🧫 SPY 🕵️‍♂️ IN FIFTY 5️⃣0️⃣ YEARS WILL ALL THIS BE DECLASSIFIED🔎 AND YOU’LL CONFESS WHY 🤷‍♂️ YOU DID IT AND I’LL SAY 🗣️ GOOD RIDDANCE 👋 ‘CAUSE IT WASN’T SEXY 🫦 ONCE IT WASN’T FORBIDDEN 🚫 I WOULD’VE DIED 🥀 FOR YOUR SINS ☦️ INSTEAD I JUST DIED INSIDE 😫 AND YOU 🫵 DESERVE PRISON 🚔 BUT YOU WON’T GET TIME ⏰ YOU’LL SLIDE INTO INBOXES 📥 AND SLIP THROUGH THE BARS 🍻 YOU CRASHED 💥 MY PARTY 🥳 AND YOUR RENTAL CAR 🚗 YOU SAID NORMAL GIRLS 👩 WERE BORING 👎 BUT YOU WERE GONE BY THE MORNING 🌅 YOU KICKED 🦵 OUT THE STAGE LIGHTS 💡 BUT YOU’RE STILL PERFORMING 🎙️ and in plain sight you hid 🫣 but you are what you did 🖕 and i’ll forget you 💭 but i’ll never forgive the smallest 🤏 man 🧍‍♂️ who ever lived 🧬

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being exposed to so much Taylor hate and i’m thinking it somewhat valid and enlightening and somewhat short-sighted and vicious and. my head hurts. i love this album but i think it’s good to look at all sides. like the racists lyric is distasteful. the only fucking annoying thing is people forever saying but she’s a billionaire. how can she say she’s had low points. she’s a billionaire. be more fucking grateful girl. especially when her songs explain how being a billionaire itself comes with lows attached. and bringing up the private jet omfg. we’re talking about song lyrics here. leave the private jet alone

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I see you everywhere, the only thing we share is this small town (saying goodbye is death by a thousand cuts)

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My heart won't start anymore -> I stopped CPR after all it's no use

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One day we will realize that the internet and various other factors made many people overly moralistic about art and made many people incapable of understanding that demanding art be 100% moral is just washing the humanity out of it. So anyway :)