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GO MY AKECHI! GO FORTH! DO WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU DO!

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i know we talk about the infantilization of trans men a lot (which, to be clear, IS a big problem, one that I've personally dealt with many times) but i don't think we talk enough about the reverse, calling a teenage trans girl a "woman" and treating her like she's an adult despite being like 15. I've seen this happen so many times and it's so fucking gross

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how to make google understand I'm not looking for lists of "bad representation" but rather "bisexual characters who are the worst to ever do it"

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btw if you're bored as an artist you should try learning to draw fat and skin folds, it genuinely is really fun once you get into it.

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“never kill yourself” is such a funny phrase to me that i think it’s accidently started working. its like an affrimation. say ‘never kill yourself’ enough times as a joke and maybe you won’t try to kill yourself over minor inconviences anymore

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yknow theres a lot of pressure to be successful, particularly on artsy kids whose professions are seen as useless unless theyre famous, but life is fucking hard and sometimes things dont turn out

but i think thats not bad. my dad has wanted to be a musician forever, and hes rly pretty good. but then he joined the military to get away from an abusive family, and then he got married, and then he got divorced, and a lot of horrible shit HAPPENED. he has ptsd and severe anxiety and he could never really get back on the horse. and he never made it as a musician, and now hes 53

but i grew up in a house full of instruments, and he can play all of them, and some of my earliest memories are of him playing guitar on the front porch and me thinking there wasnt a better musician in the world. so. even if you dont get to the stars, exactly, what you do isnt worthless. its not a waste of time if life is difficult and you cant make it, or if you arent famous, or if your work doesn’t influence thousands of people. it will influence someone

there are a million ways to be happy and a million ways to be a successful artist. we create what we do to enhance the human experience and relate to each other and improve ourselves. theres something to be said for just doing that,,,for the sake of doing it, yknow

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shipping is one of those thigns where it's like. the way I am using this word is so wildly different from how some other people use this word. because so many people use ship as a way to say like. "I think these characters should be together romantically and think they would have a healthy relationship, and also I want them to get together in canon". and the way I use it is "these characters have a relationship dynamic that I am compelled by and therefore want to see more of, and the relationship is probably at least vaguely romantic but doesn't have to be, and my interest has literally nothing to do with whether it is "canon" or not"

and so it's kind of like well no wonder shipping discourse is Like That like there's just a fundamental disconnect in the way we're using this word and I am very deeply uninterested in using your definition

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I've been laughing at this for the past ten minutes

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the thing is, if your younger self was a bigot or an abuser, u can't make people forgive you. but you still gotta forgive yourself, like that's non-negotiable, dude. that happens before u can even ask the question of earning forgiveness from anyone lese

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i am quite honestly very exhausted with this starbucks feminism that preoccupies itself with the centering of rich white feminine women in the neoliberal capitalist lens and typically no one else.

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Just so people know, epilepsy warnings aren’t about, like, purity culture, or online leftists acting as if disabled people are real. It’s about my mom

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MY SUSIE ART SUBMISSION HOWD I DO 🗣️🗣️🗣️

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there's a universe out there where the phrase "i love you" isn't immediately assumed to have romantic connotations and so toby was able to have asriel say "i love you" at the end instead of the much less powerful and sensical "i care about you"

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FINALLY got around to dumping Spotify after their CEO continued to prove he's a fresh turd. (As if being a billionaire, not paying musicians, shoving AI garbage at us, and having an atrocious carbon footprint wasn't bad enough, he's now the chair of a AI-based weapons manufacturing company.)

I used TuneMyMusic ($24 annual fee you can cancel immediately, effectively paying only once) to transfer almost every single song from our Spotify account to Tidal. Tidal already has much better sound quality and they pay their artists much better. It migrated over 99% of our music, too, so there wasn't a huge loss.