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The Melody of the Gears: His Brother’s Keeper is live in three formats. You can get the e-book and the paperback here:…

(It’s on Amazon UK too)

I’m sure a lot of people wondered what happened to me going all disappear-ey. While it had a lot to do with what was left of my life guttering and going to shit, it also has a lot to do with my refocusing my efforts on my life work. Long story short, I published my first book. Marketing is hard work, and before everything has a chance to blow up, I’d like to let you guys at PAC have a chance to nab an early copy if you want. 

You guys are the only people in the world who I don’t have to prove my writing skills to. 

If you feel like spreading the word for me, this is the post to do it with. —And of course, feel free to follow that blog (it’s my ~~official~~ author’s blog). 

RPing with you guys has been an honor, and PAC has the fondest of places in my heart as I go on to write the sequel to book one! Onward and upward. 

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It took everything in him not to apologize for apologizing. Hazel cringed and took Anansi's hand in his, cradling it gently before he brought it to his lips to kiss the wounded knuckles. 

"Okay. Okay. I love you. Can I do anything for you?" He asked softly. 

Hazel knew he had to change his attitude with this; at least try to act like his head was a bit more together than it really was. At least for now, Anansi needed him and he knew that. The redhead reached out again and ran his hands through the other man's pale curls. 

[text] We found him. Meet us at the hospital. E.L [/text]

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[text] I’ll be there soon. 

Timing was everything, and the timing of all of this couldn’t have been worse. Hazel had come to what would be taken as an unpleasant conclusion though as far as he was concerned, it was necessary; the only choice, really. 

He wasted no time in arriving at the hospital though; for the moment, nothing mattered more than Anansi’s recovery. He had to make sure that he would be alright. The redhead left the help desk after having unintentionally snapped at the nurse there, and found that he really didn’t know what he was going to do once he made it there. 

In that room— what was he going to do? The thought of going through this again; in any capacity of what he had experienced the last time that Anansi had been hurt was beyond his worst nightmare. Hazel paused only for a moment before entering the room he’d been directed to, his expression one of grief and despair; even as he saw that Anansi was in fact alive and well. He couldn’t think of anything to say. He only shuffled to the bedside and bit harshly into his own bottom lip, head lowered. 

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Do you expect him to wait for you to come back after you leave him? Will he see it for what you claim it is? Or will he think he is being abandoned again and seek comfort in the arms of another?

He laughed weakly. "I trust him but... I'm not worth waiting around for. I can't see any other way. I can't not punish myself; I'll rip myself to shreds with my bear hands if I don't do something." Hazel picked at his arm. "I don't know what else to do-- You don't understand what's happening in my head; to me. I promised him I'd protect him from everything and. I failed. What good am I?" 

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So you're going to what - wait until he's doing ok, then have him suffer at your expense again? Or were you planning on just leaving without telling him?

"I'm going to tell him when he's doing a bit better, yeah. And what am I telling him? I have to get stronger. I can't allow something like this to happen again. I do not deserve to be at his side. When I come back... I hope that'll be different." 

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That guy over there. Yeah, the ginger one. He's sweet. He hardly ever shows it, but he is. And he's funny too. And thoughtful. But he can be wicked, so be careful that you don't get on his bad side ok?

I. But. M-me? 

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Have you told him you're leaving yet?

"Not yet. He doesn't need to deal with that right now."

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I ship you with Anansi because you're both as bad as each other.

He shrugged. "And it takes strength to be able to know that. We love each other anyway. No. Even because of that." 

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Anonymously describe me.

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"I ship you with _____ because _____." Finish the sentence in my askbox.

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N….You can also say Please, you spoiled idiot

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So you're going back to Unova, huh?

"Yeah, I am. There are some mysteries I need to understand. Some questions of faith that I need to face too. I promised myself that I'd meet the king of Team Plasma-- or at least find out more about him. And I promised myself that I'd try to see Zekrom with my own two eyes. The league challenge is just a side dish." He announced quietly, jaw set. 

"I don't know why my plans are any of your business, but I haven't exactly kept them a secret, either."

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What was your father's relationship to Team Plasma?

"He was a supporter of Ghetsis and his plot like... many other men of his caliber. And I got to suffer for it. Long story short, he was an ass kisser and he'd give anything those people asked for. Even... if it wasn't his to give"

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Are you still denying your involvement with Team Plasma?

He sighed. "No. I guess I can't get away with saying I don't know anything about that. But... it wasn't my choice. It was because of my father's involvement that I knew anything at all." 

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Anansi always forgave him, and he knew he didn't deserve it. Hazel bit back tears, his throat tight as it rebelled against him. He wasn't able to speak for a while, but he leaned forward and pressed kisses to Anansi's face.

"I love you. I'm sorry."

Those two phrases seemed to be all he was capable of. The pain he felt was as though his own insides had been ripped apart. That this had happened and he hadn't been able to stop it... The thought was incomprehensible, and something that would haunt him for years no matter what he did. Hazel had been taught to be responsible. To take the blame even when it wasn't his to take, and when he perceived that it was his-- there was nothing that could stop him from destroying himself in whatever way possible until he felt that he had atoned.

Gently, Hazel's fingertips rested over his lover's pulse. "Y-You're going to be alright... right?"

[text] We found him. Meet us at the hospital. E.L [/text]

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[text] I’ll be there soon. 

Timing was everything, and the timing of all of this couldn’t have been worse. Hazel had come to what would be taken as an unpleasant conclusion though as far as he was concerned, it was necessary; the only choice, really. 

He wasted no time in arriving at the hospital though; for the moment, nothing mattered more than Anansi’s recovery. He had to make sure that he would be alright. The redhead left the help desk after having unintentionally snapped at the nurse there, and found that he really didn’t know what he was going to do once he made it there. 

In that room— what was he going to do? The thought of going through this again; in any capacity of what he had experienced the last time that Anansi had been hurt was beyond his worst nightmare. Hazel paused only for a moment before entering the room he’d been directed to, his expression one of grief and despair; even as he saw that Anansi was in fact alive and well. He couldn’t think of anything to say. He only shuffled to the bedside and bit harshly into his own bottom lip, head lowered. 

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Harass my muse! Anon or not: Ask them hard questions! Bother them about their relationships! Try and make them hot and bothered! Make them cry! Pretend to be their future kids! Anything goes!

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